Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Haiz...

Ytd, i went to CGH then i realise my wound only got heal externally not internally. Being a friend, i should go there because she had been a very good pal towards me. But i didn't realize that my wound did not heal before stepping to the hospital. All those unhappy and sad memories just flash across me. When i am queueing at qiji for food, it remind me that i got her favorite coffee there. There is one night, she willing to take in my advice and finally agree to eat. That was the last time i feed her with food, she just grab a one bite of the bread and decided that she don't want. From that day onwards, i should had actually senses that she want to go, it is too painful for her to continue. Furthermore, she already know the answer where is uncle. What makes her to stay on is because she always been wanting to meet up with uncle. Yet we always lie to her that he is resting at home. But somehow during her previous stay in hospital, she had knew it already? She been waiting for my auntie to come back and see her the last time before she go away? Seriously i really make a mistake, i should not have step into CGH when my heart haven heal at all.