Monday, December 21, 2009

Last weekend

It had been ages that my aunty and my cousin came back to singapore for a
short trip. This time mainly bcos my auntie's mother-in-law condition consider quite bad. They came back to visit them
and my granny. This month, I bought a lot of Xmas gifts
mainly for family member. Tat include one for
my cousin. After he passed away, this is the first time his sister visits
sg. When I am young, auntie dotes everyone a lot. Mainly bcos of that or maybe bcos I am a crybaby, when I knew
he passed away. It affects me quite badly. Guess that blow is worst towards my auntie. Furthermore, we are not there together with her. She always wish us to go over an visits her. I was telling her if next year got chance, we will
go over there and visits them. Min arh min, must work hard, faster finish yr degree and earn more
money. I hopes they are happy with the shopping spree. Min dun really step in
the branded goods shop. Just accompany my cousin walked around. Hopes she likes the bag sher
bought. She leads a very simple life now.. Last time she still have a brother to bicker.. Actually life
is really short.. I wants them to be happy. Haha... Min trying to act
fillal or too sensitive towards things ard her?

Ytd I walked one whole day at orchard. Haha.. I gt a friend like a kid... Haha.. Seriously, I also dunno.. My feelings are very weird.. Haha.. Mainly bcos of an incident occurs a few years back.. I dun wish to enter one sided relationship again. At one moment, I really have tat kind of feelings toward him.. Haha.. But I know both of us will not be together. I still trying to match make him with someone else. Haha.. I really dun have the fate to meet the right or the correct one haven
appears ba.. Haha.. Ytd he really very nice to me.. Haha... But guess both of us knows our stand very well. He treats
me like a sis, futhermore he already gt someone in his heart. While
me, I also dunno.. I am quite sensitive to one word ks.. Haha... Dun mention him
in front of me. I wish to have a new beginning. Tat time is jus one sided love ba. Haha.. Maybe tat time I should head my friends's advice then I will
not hit so badly. Or maybe I am a person who dunno how to cherish things or I am very stupid. So next time relationship problems, pls be frank to me. Otherwise, I really dunno what it means.

Today, I wheel my granny to parkway to have lunch. She was very happy. Thanks for the people for giving me the seats. They quite considerate. There even gt one uncle walked over an offered us a seat.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

erm.. twlight part 2..

Erm.. Recently, i went to watch twlight part 2. Erm.. Seems like this movie was my cup of tea. Opps, i tot i like to watch romance movie? I guess only cartoon, horror and action pact movie suits me. That nite, i watched till i fall asleep for a while. Guess it is because, i was not feeling well too. That night, i went out with my good friends to celebrate their birthday. I went to my friend's gf house for dinner and played with their doggies.. :P kekee.. It had been ages that i ever touched with dogs. Haha.. Last time, i worked in a petshop wor. kekekekee.. =D

That movie let me think back of the past that i had.. Hahaha, i haven let go of the past? Erm, no lah.. I had let go of it. Just i hate myself that i am being so indecisive. Min arh Min, so long le, u still haven grown up.

Hahaha.. Guess, i very steady that nite wor, i was having gastric upset yet i still can tahan till 5 plus then reached home.. Hahaha.. Brother asked me to go home and rest.. Yet in the end, i choose to stay out for the movie. Hahaha.. I puked out all my dinner.. =x OMG!!! Erm.. i never drink at all lor.. haiz.. Ended up Sunday, i was on high fever.. Hahaha.. Monday, bo bian go work.. LL hor..

Erm.. Sad arh... My work recently not that good.. Sian.. Maybe i lost favour le.. hahaa.. guess my boss dislike me to the core.. haiz.. sian.. hopefully i can work well in the other project now.. and get a better grade.. hahaa.. maybe i am a bit greedy, i wished to get a 2 and promote next year.. Hahaha.. guess no chance le.. should be the girl who is coming back from aus have a chance to promote ba.. sad hor... study until now i still haven graduate.. work hard liming!!!! die die also must pass this time round..

As for love life, i am still single.. hahahaa.. teach me leh.. how to find the correct one.. =x