I don't feel good; guess i fall sick again..

1 month ago, when i went to old folk home to visit my granny. While she was talking to us, she yawned, we asked if she wants to go up to rest. She insists of not going up to rest and stayed with us. After 5 mins, she went to unconscious. I am stunned, i faster ran up to find nurse for help. We immediately pushed upstair and nurses put on oxygen for her, she was awake but very weak. By then, my uncle already break into tears. Now then i realise life is just a thin line. From young, she always take very good care of me. I couldn't manage to get her out of old folks home. Now i going to see her slowly going to leave me. My heart is breaking, by then i realise wat he hurt me is no longer that painful. Is the tot of she leaving me is more painful, but i know i need to face the facts. Dunno if i am being too negative, but somehow i sense that she is going to leave me soon. Ah ma, wo zhen de heng ai ni. xie xie ni pei le wo na me duo nian.