Cards~~

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/ipWb6ICiCBY/ --> a song that can describe my feelings now~~ can't find it in youtube~~ haiz~~

Hahaaha.. When doing spring cleaning, i found this box where i kept most of my cards that i had received during seconday school.. opps.. .Is that a good thing? I tot i suppose to forget about past.

A card from my childhood friend.. I know her since kindergarden..



Inner view of this card..



A card from my primary school friend.. She also had the same birthday as me.. :P



Is her drawing good?


Hahaa.. Guess who is she ba~~ haiz~~ nowadays our friendship had gotten a bit cold.. after seeing all these cards.. i got the urge to sms her and date her out.. is that a gd idea?



The blue colour envelope was my 17th birthday card.. Bcos of my birthday present.. I caused her and her current bf to quarrel.. But now they are together le.. I should be happy for her right?



Haha.. One of my brothers.. Sweet? Last time almost every year, he gave me a card either for xmas or birthday.. I started to know him from 2000 when i am in sec 3.. I only start to get close with the guys bcos of my gd friend. I don't really mix around with him only till sec 3 where all of us were in the same class...



Haha.. Wedding bride for this year.. Can u still remember this is the card u gave me during O level~~ wahahaa.. i bet that u still can remember it~~~ Time passes so fast~~ these few years happened so many things.. are our friendship still remains that strong as in the past? i got to know this gal thru another friend during lower sec.. before i know her.. she used to be a very fierce woman among all of us wor~~ now of cos, she had changed to be a better one.. haha..



A kindergarden friend cum sec friend ba~~ haha.. also so called my childhood friend.. He knows me since K1.. Furthermore he had the same birthday as me.. Last time in primary school, i had a friend to celebrate my birthday together with me.. Then in secondary school, i seldom celebrate my birthday le.. Most of the time was he celebrate his birthday and everyone goes to his house.. Haha.. My sec buddies very busy.. Either they had to come to attend my birthday party first then to his house.. Normally at that period, they will say BROKE~~ Two birthdays at the same time..



A very close friend when i am at lower sec.. When we go to upper sec, three of us no longer in the same class and we hang around with different people but we will still keep in contact. Ever since my 21th birthday, i had never seen them le~~ i miss them~~ hope that we can still keep in contact again~~~ She saw me at genting with brothers in last July~~ But she never come and called me.. :( guess she was with her bf~~ not convenient ba~~ i used to chat hours of phone with her.. I still remember she bought me a mickey mouse phone for birthday present before~~




A primary school friend.. Erm.. I dun really know wat happened to her~~ From her last trip that she came back from aus.. She totally changed le.. I seldom meet up with her anymore.. She was the only one saw my first bf before.. Haahahaa.. :P i missed the period where we drink at bedok jetty there.. Everytime we goes that.. we will talk about that two stupid guys.. hahaa.. i got scolding on that nite due to something.. hahaa.. :P



haha.. he asked me to choose friends or him.. his friend said i always hurt him bcos of my friends.. in the end, i choose friends.. am i right in doing that..

A close upper sec friends..

During sec school.. a lot of things happened.. dunno it brought us happiness or sadness.. But i enjoyed her company and another friend company.. They brought me a lot of happiness~~ n they tot me a lot of stuffs...

Carina :


Zhi :




Last of all.. A letter that always make me cried whenever i read it~~

I duno whether u will be reading this or not.. I wants to say thanks to u for everything~~ U had been with me during my sec and poly life~~ I really very happy to know u.. I miss the black forest cake.. haha.. but without coaches... the frog poridgge that i had before i left for aus.. the stop gal who left before u going for operation. the silly gal who cried before o level.. the packet of sweets for her before having o level.. the moment where u accompany her to study for o level~~ the moment where two idiots holding to the phone and study chemistry mcq.. The idiot who sings on the phone and makes me think of the song when i am doing my chemistry mcq.. The one who was there with me on my graduation day. sings ktv with me when i am sad.. the one who always suan me and bully me in front of my friends.. the one where a lot of pple knows him.. the one where k met him.. korkor.. thanks.. maybe without u.. i might not be who i am now..




All the above pple.. Thanks.. They were parts of bus journey that i met in life.. Some of them had left the bus...Some are still here.. Some are going to alight soon cos they had reached their destination already.. No matter whether you are still in the bus or u had alight.. Thanks for being part of my life journey... Although we might not meet up again nor be friends again.. These are parts and pieces that i still remember that you used to be in the same bus as me.. I hope we had all enjoy the ride together~~ Life journey is always full of slopes and staggered road.. Thanks for accompanying me throught parts of the staggered road~~ plus the memories~~

A Brand New Year , A Brand New Start Part 2

Part 2


Chinese New year coming le~~~ yeah~~
Opps~~ 1 year older le~~



Ytd i had these for dinner.. :P

Swensen : Salmon and Mushroom Spaghettis


New Year's Fireworks~!~!~!

Swensen : Hazel Daze
Plus free biscuits.. :P yummy~~



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Happy New Year

Fireworks 1 :



Fireworks 2 :




New Year's Supper : Fei Fei wanton mee..
Finally i tried it~~ Erm.. To me, i only think so so.. not really fantastic~~
siao~ where got pple early in the morning 4plus eat wanton mee~~




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Xmas Tree 2007 :

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Nothing interesting..

Last time when i am young, i will write happy and unhappy stuffs inside my dairy.. As when i go in to Poly, i got nothing much to wrote or i moved my dairy to an online blog. Only a few friends knows that i got this blog which i wrote some stupid stuffs that i encountered at times. I always like to use a nick called 'Shamin'. Min, this nick is given by someone. I wondering why would he called me that bcos ??? Slowly i called myself. Why shamin? cos i am always sha sha de, tot that this world is as naive as me. I am just a small little woman in this world, no longer a kid but of course in my parents' eyes, they always treat me as a child. That's why i never said anything when me and him are over.

Why i mention him again?

Erm.. Supposing he should not be mention in this blog anymore. Seriously he had been helping me throughout my poly life. Maybe if i don't have him, my poly life will be much more fruitful. As compare to others, i just lead in a world of my own and with few of my buddies. They had been with me when i am down. See the childish side of me. See me crying at orchard mrt station. That was an ugly side of me. I am being too emotional. Most people sees me cried before, i am just me. I am very emotional cos maybe i had a too peaceful life when i am young. There wasn't much things that i am sad about. Just some personal stuffs.

These few years, i had been through quite a lot but as compare to those that are much more unfortunate than me. I am consider much more better, therefore dun grumble so much le. I had lose my cousin and my grandfather.

My Cousin :
In my whole entire life, i only saw my cousin twice during my trip to australia,perth. Why would i be sad about someone that is so far away from me? He was considered a stranger to me, right? I grow up from a very traditional family. What to do with traditional? When i am young, i am a spolit brat. There were things that i always go against my parents or everyone. When i am not happy, i will throw my temper. My uncles and aunties they all still pamper me a lot. Of cos i dun grow from a rich family. My uncles and aunties once in a while they will shower me with gifts. So what i had for them was grattitude. When my cousin passed away that day, i told myself i will not let him down. I will fulfill his wishes. Am i being too young and irrational? I did had a very good results for that semester. Seriously i never considered of working in IT line but heaven gives me a path to walk. There wasn't any company wants to hire me except my precious company and my current company. Of cos, i promised myself to let go of him(the guy) that moment. I know there wasn't any endings for both of us. Stopped it and take care of everyone else wasn't that better? I promised myself i will be there whenever anyones need me. Slowly family becomes my first option. Two weeks later, i regret, i turned back to find him again but i know this time i lost already. Did i hurt him? Maybe i did, when i needs him,i wants him to be with me. I never stand at his point of view before, furthermore i always throw my xiao jie's temper on him. How would he be able to take it? Or maybe all the while, he treats me as a companion. But most of times was he hear my grumble.

Grandpa :
Two years back, on the chinese new year eve...

Tat was the last time he called us to go down for renioun dinner. It was also the last cny that we had spent with him. Do i still miss him? Seriously, i duno, i feel complex. Of cos what he did to my father was something that i hate him. On the day he died, my father cried when he was driving. That was wat mum told me about. Therefore i told myself, "Min, you can't cried. You are old enough le, you should take in consider of your parents feelings." I did not shed a tear at all throughout the 4 nites of funeral, i even took leave for that four days. I didn't stay there at nite, cos i am not close with my cousins over there. Tat was one of the reason why i dun like to attend any family gathering whenever there is. I will try ways to run away or ask someone to accompany me on renioun nite after the dinner. I cried on the last day when i saw everyone cried. Haha... Is like ridiculous..Have you seen one family took a photos on funeral? I really think is crazy. When we were at mandai, much more ridiculous, someone took photos when the body was going ceremate. I almost busted into laughter, it should be a sad moments. Why should i busted into laughter while everyone arounds me were crying? I just feel unfair and he always showed biased. Ended up, i cried.. Memories float in my mind as the body slowly moving away from us. When i am young, i am always with him. When i am sick at primary school, he was the one wait for me downstair and bring me to granny house. He brought us to swimming on weekends. On his birthday or any celebration, we were always go xiao hong lou or gold coast to eat seafood. I went kasu with him and my other cousins. Without him, i might not be able to change school and met my sec buddies. Without him, i wouldn't be able to take the market merchant busary. Seriously bcos of him, tat's why i got it, why i still care whether i need to spilt the money with my cousin or not. After that incident, it tore us apart. We will just say hi and bye. Tat's all.. As not to throw my father alone each time during family gathering. I will try to attend it but each time with msgs and phone. Last year was the most quiet gathering. Nothing much happened. Cos whenever there was gathering, very coincidently, i am not in town. They always last min, i had already booked the tickets le. Too late to cancel it. A few blocks away, yet i had almost one year never see my grandmother le.

My ah-ma (mother's mother)

she was someone much more different from anyone. of cos i loves her more than anyone else. when i am young, she always travelled ard from bukit panjang to jurong and to mp within a week. During weekend, she will be at my house. Every morning, she will go downstairs and get us breakfast. This da xiao jie always sleep until very late and always throw temper dun want to eat bcos is too cold. When my father was in hosptial, she was here to accompany us. She dotes me a lot. As times goes by, i also slowly grows up. That's why whenever she need something, i will try to get it for her. Cos i love her, i dun want to lose her. I don't want anything to happen to her. Hahah.. everyone knows she is impt to me. There was a time when she fells down. My cousin called me. I went down to visit her. She was just a very nice lady. I still remembered, i always called nanny.. Actually i hoping nanny to bring her to see doctor but i just couldn't bring it to open my mouth.

Hahah.. Why i wrote so much of this?

my cousin today crying on the phone telling me that the guy she liked had gf already. today i need to monitor jobs closely, there is no way for me to go out for the whole day. therefore guess i need to find some ways to cheer her up..

of cos last month i offended justin. he cursed me to met him and his gf on the streets. his looks had slowly fade away from me le although i still hope to knows news from him. But i know it is impossible.

3 years ago and now, min had changed already. No longer is last time that min le. I think she is slowly growing to be much more mature and stronger. I hopes this is not going to be smoke only.

a brand new year, a brand start

hahaah.. this whole month, i am a bit busy~~ sort of almost everyday also go out~~ guess mum face bcome a bit black leh~ is time to stay home and be good girl le~~

Movies that i had watched this month?

1) Alvin and the chipmunks * 2
2) National Treasure : Books of Secrets
3) The Warlords
4) I am Legend
5) Queen of Elizabeth : The Golden Age
6) Enchanted
7) The golden compass
8) Tatootist
9) Hitman

guess should be around there ba~~ -_-''' too many movies le ba..

Xmas gift that i had received :

1) Precious moments musical gift box
2) i bought myself a crabtree & evelyn xmas gift set
3) mushroom head
4) shower set
5) bodyshop shower set
6) a necklace
7) a top from outfitter girls
8) a pig figurine
9) a winnie the pooh cup
10) waiting for another xmas gift exchange..

hehe..this month had two short one day trip.. one is at JB while another one is at batam.. hehee.. i went for aromatherapy massage at batam.. $30 only.. but now my whole body so painful~~ wondering is it blue black liao.. sob sob... :(

ok lah~~ this whole month never chiong a lot.. been to once ktv with my buddies.. sing till 3am.. wah lau~~ stunned sia~~ 3 of us can sing until 3am~~ but nt i paid lah~~ i only paid the coffee bean drinks... haha.. sometimes i also not bad lah~~ sometimes they paid~~ sometimes i paid..

as for clubbing.. i think i went ard twice this month ba~~ one is to celebrate brother's birthday while another time is to celebrate new year.. haha..

to be contiune..