erm... though these few days fall sick... mind kept thinking about what should i do and wat should i choose.. jiefu nag at me.. korkor... also nag... hai~~~ i really dunno what should do nor what should i choose... tot of quiting my job soon due to i need to rush my FYP.. so this weekend going over to tell my boss about it... see what she will says... maybe this weekend really need to tot abt everything again.. and had a rest.... hai~~~~

hehe.. luckily yesterday saw turtle aka shifu at food junction in school.. otherwise i will die liao arh.. hehehe... shifu always help me for project.... so touched... lolo... :P sian arh.. but i still haven finish my project.. still got a long way to go... but got quite a good bunch of friend and pals supporting me.. hehe.. thanks arh....winston also offer his help bcos i seek help from him.. hehe... he says after his FYP wor.. lala.. :P

Today i went to polyclinic to see doctor because i am down with flu virus again.. oh my god... i jus recovered one month ago, yet now its back again.. Got one day mc and 5 packets of medicine. I had been staying at home for the whole day and sort of clear up my junks... I saw my POA textbook and notes... It reminds me of xinzhi.. why arh??? Maybe without her, i dun think i can pass my POA.. She is a very good friend, had always been helping others.. Really appecriate what she had done and helped me for the past few years.. Ever since we entered poly, i hardly met up with her nor chat with her. I miss the old days that we had.. but maybe times canot be back the same again..

I considered myself as quite lucky.. I had been meeting up pple who helped me on my path of life and guided me through certain extend.. but i also lost them.. Today also called up ah-kor.. erm.. chatted with him for a while.. also told him what i am stuck with now.. he told me to move on and forget someone.. no point to keep struggling with it.. I got my new perfume aka echo, a bracklet, a teddy bear and a bouquet of flowers as present...... i also duno wat i should want.. should i open the door and let someone to walk out and someone to enter.. or let everything remain the same...

kana suan bcos of my english.. lolo... :P get use to it liao... my english getting worst... needed help.. hehe.. nowadays keep talking to him and learn a few new words from him.. hehe.. :P maybe tat's good.. it showing that our friendship back to normal.... maybe got critize then i will know how to improve my english... thanks pal.. u had been with me for the past few days.. tat's enough.. really wish to cherish this friendship before u decided to go over to oversea to work... take care...

need to go back to do research le... sayo.... ying arh... ester arh.. dun be so busybody.. do your project.. later cannot finish then die liao.... :P :P sian.. counting down to tomorrow to get another present.. hehehe.. plus go out drink... lolo.. :P

hai~~~ i had been hanging up his phone for the past few days.. hahaa :P he said i xiao qi gui.. i also duno why i hang up.. maybe bcos i jealous ba.. he can go tat girl house but nt helping me to celebrate my birthday two years ago.. sad sia... maybe this year i celebrate my birthday.. he will nt come again.. during second day of chinese new year, my cousin asked me "how are you going to celebrate your birthday?" i guess i might cancel my plan to have a chalet.. maybe see who going to celebrate with me ba.... he might be the one who treat me the best... but he is also the one left me..... if really want me to wish him all the best... i won't said out.. bcos i dunno how to says out... maybe type out will be easier... one msg cause a big misunderstanding... and landed us in cold war.. should i blame anyone... NO.. bcos is i send it myself... told myself nt to regret but in the end i regret.. maybe now maintain as gd friends will be better.. but i wish nt tat close... i scare i might landed into again...

hai~~~ never post any msg for the past few days.. everyday in school do research.. sian... thanx tian tian for helping me to find some resource yesterday but sorry.. never use it due to........... hai~~~~ sob sob... last sat wanted to jio leo out to drink.. haha.. but he nt free.. today he jio me go drink.. i wanted to go so much but tomorrow had to wake up early.. sure black out.. somemore now super no mood..... hai~~~~when can i finish my project.. when can i find some progress to this project... sob sob.. couldn't even transform my notepad file to xml format.. how to write xml coding inside vb.net.. i got so many questions.. but nobody can answer my questions... what my supervisor said.. go library and find or go online and do research.. everyday from 8.30-6pm do research.. but nothing seems to work.. hai~~ only manage to show my notepad file inside my form ... the rest s***** couldn't show MS word file due to wat object model of MS office.. found the object model but.. is a execution file... who can help me.. sian arh... sat going out to drink.. hehe.. tht's the best.. hope can forget everything.. sian.. sunday still need to work... hai~~~~~life s*****
Yesterday quarrel with him.. hai~~~~ i dun understand him at all... hai~~~ since we are good friends.. should i care so much.. what he want to do, is his business.. what for i want to get angry or unhappy or even get jealous leh.. maybe next time what ever thing he do.. i shouldn't had care nor ask... maybe that will make my life better... should listen to wat jiefu said.. learn to let off my hand.. keep holding on to it.. will bring hurt to myself.. dun be so silly arh.....

erm.. today had a feast.. hehe... had butter prawn, black-pepper crocodile meat, calamari, soup... plus tawaniese snacks.. i try out strawberry wine today.... shiok.. it taste realyl nice... i like a lot... most importantly, i ate a lot of sashimi... *drooling*.... hehe... :P erm.. tomorrow should be going out to eat.. but i guess no ba.. when i finished school is already 6 plus... furthermore, i still haven do my report nor research nor project scope.. hai~~~~ i try playing mahjong today.. but still dunno how to play.. so complicated... next time find leo to teach me.. hehee :P (he want to kill me more than want to teach me...hai~~~~)

erm.. chinese new year eve went over to granny's house to have renioun dinner.. btw.. tat day skipped school... :P after that, went over to chinatown till abt 1 plus... when i reached home.. i am so tired....

Chinese new year, went to granny's house again... erm.. this time round to take ang-bao... hehe... :P gamble whole day sia... very tiring... hehehe... :P

Chinese new year (2nd day) went over to aunt's house to celebrate... After having lunch and gamble for a while.. we went to catch a movie at jurong point.. 1 out of 9 wanted to watch "I do I do", the rest wanted to watch "constantine"... so in the end of cos we chose to watch constantine.. bagus is the only word that i can use to describe this movie.. i liked a lot.. the ending was constantine is not together with tat girl.. hai~~~ i guess there should part 2 ba...

Chinese new year (3rd day) wen to school.... sob sob :"( if i didn't went to school.. i should be able to join them for the HI-TEA buffet at pheonix hotel.. hai~~~ but got to go back to school.. back struggling so much of not going back to school... bcos of shunu lah... promise him to go back to school... so no choice lah.... being force to go back school... :P

Chinese new year (4th day) received my gifts.. hehe.. should i says i like it or i dun like it.. hehee.. dun telll u... keep it as a secret... lalalaala :P btw... make leo angry today.. actually wanted to meet just now to drink but he said he going chalet... he got jio me lah.. but i shy lah.. no choice (pls dun vomit hor) .. he says i put his aeroplane again.. SORRY!!!!!!!!

tomorrow might be meeting my friends for dinner.. it had been a long time that i ever gather with them.. i wondering how would that be.. :P

hai~~` bought a new phone from m1 today.. again is another regret for me.. hai~~~ erm.. mum and my cousin said nt bad.... so i bought it.. after bought it then i realise no bluetooth nor infra-red.. hai~~~~ heartbreaks... both of my line are now under contract.. there is no way i can get another new phone unless i buy phone without line.. erm.. maybe nt ba... maybe try to find wat this phone data cable can transfer pc files to phone or not.. hai~~~~ wanted so badly when i first saw it.. but now.. realise... it dun really have the function of wat i wants...

hai~~~ everyday fall asleep ard 11 plus.. no longer a midnight owl.. haha :P now being stuck in school to do my FYP.. the life here really very sian.. everyday need to go and find supervisor for help... so hard... hai~~~ no mood at all... today cat, ying and ester all never come.. hai~~~~~ luckily got my partner, Miss tan.. or else die liao.. sian.... finish my gantt chart and poster.. now currently waiting for his instruction....and need to do project scope.. so boring... hai~~~~

monday... went to school for briefing session of my FYP... tay day **** bcos i had to walk ard the school for the whole day... due to communication problems between two different department.. alamak... waited call for the whole day.. hai~~~ after school, went out with ester and ying to toa payoh.. one word to says.. tired.. hai~~~~

tuesday...hai~~ even more worst... finally know who is my supervisor... but got to learn another new programming language called "XML"... omg.... i have never touch it at all.. i sure going to die soon within these 12 weeks.. hai~~~ no mood.. now in school doing research.. to nowhere.. hai~~~~~~~ no mood...