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ytd.. my aunts they all came to my house..as a fillal or act fillal grand daughter... i accompany them througout the whole day.. wash plates .. cut fruits.. take things which they bought at giant.. ard 9 plus i went to watch movie with nanny.. it had been a long time tat we spent such a good time together.. sort of.. he never scold me?? haha.. or considered i am good girl.. i been waiting for him to come over.. wahahaaa..:P we catched 11.50 show.. hahaa.. used the gv vouchers which i got.. therefore i only left with 2 more.. lol.. of cos.. i won't miss to have my japanese ice-cream since i am at marina.. and i owe him too.. due to being a nice guy of him.. he helped me to call hm and inform my parents i will be late.. hehee.. nanny said tat i am using him.. erm... i dunno.. nanny.. am i really tat selfish towards u?? guess a bit.. hai~~~ or i duno.. we had a chat over at esplande before we went back to marina to catch the movie..

when we were at esplande.. one of my friends called me at the wrong timing.. i am eating my ice-cream.. and it spill all over me.. due to my phone is going to spolit.. sob sob.. i didn't realise it only till i reached marina giant.. guess i am really a kiddy..

over the hedge was considered nt bad.. i like it.. it is much more funnier than chicken little.. somemore it helped me to relieve stress.. felt a bit gulity.. bcos nanny suppose to meet his gd friends for supper but ended up watching movie with me.. sob sob.. sorry.. and somemore i need nanny to send me home also..

today back in office.. been sitting here since 3.. watching ICE AGE in office.. eat pizzas.. and eat... and drink... hai~~~ yawns~~~ my eyes are closing soon le.. when can i go home... sob sob...

erm.. didn't really had a good sleep last nite.. seriously i dunno i had how many slept..came back to work late today.. maybe it had been a long long time tat got someone tat cares for me? or maybe pamper me? or maybe shower with care and concern.. dunno why i felt tat my heart is very pain for the whole day.. is bcos of the fairytale of da vinci code or bcos tat he patched up.. i am happy for him.. as there won't be any starting or ending between us.. we are just friends.. maybe now i am back to path which i walked alone for the past few mths..

erm.. been walking thru the tunnel alone since i graduate.. during these period.. tunnel had been very dark.. not to mention.. there are certain times tat it gets darker than wat i expected or it get brighter by someone popping by and accompany me thru...

as in my baby is going to born.. i am going to take care of it.. till my contract ends?? or i will stay on to there.. it is my first baby.. will i be able to make it throughout the end.. or i knock out? or i lose the baby?

hahaa... someone said he is the nicest guy.. going to extinct le.. lol.... :P dun forget i met quite a lot of nice guys before.. or devil guys before.. wahahaa... :P

being very kind of nanny.. he promised me to wait for me to watch over the hedge.. hehee.. so sweet of nanny. hope tat is a blank cheque.. wahaa.. :P guess after my baby is born.. going to take leave.. boss said want to go bintan want or not.. wahaaha.. they want to see whether i can drink or not.. bcos kana sabo by my colleague.. she tell the whole world tat i drink martini and vodka.. wah piang.. jialat.. no face le.. actually we all are inside the room.. nowadays always kana suan by my colleagues.. i bery guai mah..dun drink.. wahahaa.. :P

tat day when i went to watch da vinci code.. my friend is actually working over there.. haha.. but never get a chance to see him.. i told him i dun understand at all. being a kind guy.. trying to coax a xiao mei mei by saying "dun worry.. i accompany u to watch again.. " haha.. jialat.. i think i am too easily kana coax.. lol.. :P

let's pray hard tat my baby won't have any problem.. wahaa.. :P

last sat.. went out with my cousin.. it had been a long long time tat i ever last seen her.. we went to watch posidom, considering i like the movie.. before that we went to marina foodcourt for dinner.. FOR advice, dun eat ban mian over there.. bcos i found a fingernail in the soup.. yucks!!! hai~~ down of my luck.. after movie, we been wondering where to go.. in the end, we went to a cafe at esplande.. we tried the MELT CAKE WHICH COST $19.. omg.. maybe i should choose to go eq... (dunno how to spell arh.. only know is at raffles hotel.. ) guess our topics was going round her relationship ba.. maybe i am overprotective her or maybe i too kpo.. i urge her to start it early not to drag anymore.. maybe i still painful deep inside me? As being very kind of her.. she asked me "My relationship with him..." Guess wat i felt.. tat's was a sharp pain.. when she said "Oh.. Then he is out of your circle le... there she start with her song.. lonely by akon... " i found myself an excuse to go to the ladies.. controlling myself and kept quiet throughout the whole nite.. Next time when u went to tat cafe.. try the christantemas honey lime sorbet.. tat's was nice.. seriously.. when i reached home.. i started to cry out tat loud and i can feel tat sharp painful pain again which i encountered at mandai.. being kind enuff, i am getting closer with a guy.. guess he makes my wound a bit better...

sunday.. mother's day.. being a very good gal.. stayed at home and accompany mummy...

monday... erm.. being very sweet of ah han waiting for me at novena mrt for 1 hour... and i met my poly friends.. it had been a long long time tat i ever met them.. after dinner.. we went to play pool..

tuesday... guess i am in office working OT ?? erm.. can't really remember wat is happening..

Wednesday.. boss they all went to play captain's ball.. while i accompanying my colleagues to finish up her work..

thursday.. I finally catch da vinci code.. a story which i heard long ago.. but i never head his advice to read that book.. i also dun understand why i wanted to watch tat so much.. bcos of him?? I went to tiong bahru just to catch a movie.. seriously.. this place gives me quite a long of memories.. i been there with louis before.. someone who i love before?? had steamboat for dinner but it was pretty rush.. the dinner was good but a bit too rush.. during the show.. tears going to fall down le.. but it just never.. after the show, we heading different ways home.... i took bus 195 to great world city and asked the auntie what is the last bus for 16.. she said still gt.. i alight there le.. tears started to drop.. trying to control it.. i called kor.. hahaa.. :P GREAT WORLD CITY was a place i went with louis also.. guess wat? i started to cry... pass the road at orchard.. i remember how we walked the way to find jil and xuer.. to watch lord of the ring part 2.. i watched part 1 with louis while part 2 with him... bus 16 rode pass kallang KFC.. i had memories with korkor and him at there.. maybe i should head kor's advice tat time? guess i found my courage? i sms him.. guess he had been 1 mth and 19 days which i ever msg him again.. bt tat will be the very last le..

just like wat it stated in da vinci code.. past had been written as history.. it shall remains as history.. erm.. my hp will be in peace.. since my senior's friend had patch up with his gf.. congras..

louis's god sister.. candy.. got married le.. knew her for so long... now she got married le.. i am happy for her.. she changed a lot.. but i shall kept everything as secrets.. just can reveal tat she got hurt before but now she found her happiness and married a guy who she love.. i really feel happy for her..

these few weeks been quite busy.. guess my last post was when i went to momo and seeking help from nanny to call home... erm.. guess where i spent my labour day's eve? lol.. :P it is at work.. after tat went to catch a korean movie called recarnation.. as usual, i miss first part of the show which cost 9.50.. furthermore i took a cab down to tampines but luckily my colleague share with me... after the movie i had my dinner at macdonald.. tat day was like very rush.. been eating fastfood for morning, lunch and dinner.. sob sob... went to siok they all after coming back from tampines.. as usual.. we went for a drinking session.. hahaa.. :P so called i am drunk for two days and labour day was kbox time.. i went to chinatown to meet my colleagues for ktv session.. finally had a chance to taste the porridge over at chang jiang.. erm.. seriously,i only like the frog leg.. haha.. guess i am a bit cruel arh..

tuesday back to work... hai~~~ not to mention.. OT and OT and OT .... till wednesday.. while thursday nite suppose to attend boss wedding at oriental hotel.. hahaa.. but as usual... a bunch of workacholics are late!!! we reached there 5 mins before dinner starts.. hahaa.. or maybe my boss knows that we will be late.. in traditional rules, i shouldn't had attend the dinner but due to i got the invitation and seek for permission from boss.. therefore.. i went to attend the dinner.. hehee.. the food was ok not bad.. but the service was GOOD.. environment --> GOOD!!! but my pocket --> not good lah.. broke liao.. drink.. drink..play.. play.. work.. work.. dinner... --> BROKE!!! friday i went to catch another show call "When a stranger calls!!" hai~~~ my colleagues lah.. disturb me.. i miss first 5 mins of the show again.. hai~~~ but guess i am very tired le.. after the movie ard 11 plus.. i head back to home.. or maybe due to i had to work on election day...

ELECTION DAY!!! i am back to work.. hai~~ pple outside voting.. i go back to looks at bugs.. sob sob... so long never had a long long long long weekend le.. boss bought us old chang kee and herbal tea and coffee!!! hehee.. of cos still got fruits.. but i never ate it.. lazy.. lol.. :P supposingly tat day i should be at my granny's house instead of at work.. but guess work is more impt.. so this round.. i should to go to work and nt going there.. when i reached home, i am so tired.. i fell asleep at the sofa le.. not going anywhere.. when i wake up not long after, the election results is going to aanounce.. who wins or who lose. i still need to work.. is there anything different?? hai~~~ results wasn't like wat i expected.. something is missing... watever it is.. it is over now.. nothing matters anymore.. maybe i only hope tat pay will go UP UP UP while GST REMAINS n NOT RASISING AGAIN.. otherwise guess nextime i will nt dare to step inside restuarant le.. 10% service charge plus 5% GST is already a lot le.. if next 10% service charge plus X% of GST.. how AM I GOING TO SURVIVE???

Sunday... met yy and the guys for ktv session.. lol.. :P then ard afternoon time, they decided to go out for dinner.. in abt 5 mins time.. we got ard 6-7 pple.. hee.. not bad arh.. we met at tampines for dinner... supposely we tot tat we will be late... BUT we reached there much more earilier than anyone.. hai~~~ nt to mention, my friend had a quarrelled with her bf before coming down.. all of us had a long talk over at cafe cartel... hehe.. after 9pm.. there is 50% for cakes wor.. lol.. :P and the concept for cartel had changed..

**guess a failure in relationship shouldn't comment anything abt other pple's relationship.. .

Monday.. boss wasn't ard.. wahahaa.. :P of cos i am slacking all the way... and acting to solve problems.. then my colleagues was like dragging me to watch HOSTEL.. hhaa... :P haha.. my first RA movie.. lol.. :P erm.. first 10 or 15 mins really RA lah.. but at the back was the thrilling part.. guess luckily we packet our dinner as nachos and popcorns inside as dinner.. otherwise we might vomit all out.. we went to swensen for dinner.. wah piang... sunday cartel.. monday swensen.. really broke le.. hai~~~ black pepper spagetti was nt bad but a bit too oily le..

Tuesday.. back to work.. boss going to kill me le.. if i still dun solve problem.. but indeed i still haven solve my problem bcos i am running it on the wrong server!!! sob sob.. hai~~~ so many server till i also blur blur le.. had to work OT!!
if i am nt wrong.. i called senior when i reached home.. and ... sort of he is doing matchmaking job... hai~~~~~ i chatted till quite late on phone... ard 3 plus.. and I HOLD THE PHONE WHEN I AM SLEEPING!! jialat..

Wednesday... heheee.. kana suan by senior's friend.. sob sob.. but i managed to solve my problem.. and waiting to release results to user.. and bcos of tat i skipped a meeting.. hai~~~ of cos at nite, i called senior for a while.. then i knocked out le.. haha.. today is father's birthday.. planning to go no signboard to eat.. but they very poor thing.. wait for me till 8 plus.. sob sob.. guess i too practical le.. duno wat to buy.. give hongbao the best.. but he can't receive hongbao arh.. just pass him the money ba... one word .. BROKE!!!

Thursday... hehee.. due to my colleagues helping me out on wednesday nite.. of cos.. i can't abandon them althought i had clear everything on hand.. i stayed back to helped them out lor.. till ard 10pm... hehee.. stomach hungry le.. went to makan.. instead of meeting banana's they all.. guess they going to kill me le.. lol.. but really very hungry wor.. then still owe my colleague a birthday cake.. she always accompany to work till late nite.. so....

Friday.. went to ktv with the guys.. haha.. :P jialat.. i really bcome guy liao.. always go out with them.. lol.. :P at nite.. met yy, her , jojo and her bf and the guys for dinner.. we went back to tampines again.. but this time round is HANS!! kelvin came and joined us ard 10.. and take the tickets from me.. hai~~ tickets arh !!! u are giving me trouble arh!!! we went to play pool.. and shifu owe me a drink.. bcos we FINISHED OUR game before half an hour.. lol.. :P but i miss my MI3... I realise something.. JIL is still the best.. hehee.... ai si ni le.. no matter how.. one call to you.. u will always help me.. hehe... of cos still got mao mao lah...

today arh.. hahaa.. my gay friend ask me out today.. lol.. :P so sweet of him.. saying i hardly is free le.. now i am free.. u are not free.. sorry lah.. but ok lah .. he is mr nice guy... lol.. :P sunday went i am back from tampines.. he was asking online.. why u still dun want to go and sleep.. being kind enuff.. i tell him.. u never tell me granny stories.. how i fall asleep.. n he contiune he lame stories.. lol.. :P

yy asked me why i am always on the phone ytd.. haha.. maybe i found myself pier to lean against.. whaahaaa.. :P haha.. actually wanted to seek jil advice on it... but jil is very sweet lah... the first question he asked is .. "Why are you sad?".. hahaa...

min should be contented with wat she hads.. with the friendship she had built with her friend.. with her life.. with her parents.. with everything she had... she played ard.. she serious before.. she hurt herself before.. she stand up before.. she crazy before.. she.......... who is she now? wat is she now?

i took a long way to reach this state... i dunno.. i been yearning to know the truth from him.. but i know the truth hurts.. he won't want to tell me the truth.. or am i lying to myself again..can u tell me the truth.. pls...