Just another week..

Erm.. Last week sort of a disaster which makes me think that April is not the month for me.

I think i met up with my friends on wednesday for dinner and movie. We went to watch 23 . The movie was ok lah.. just that that freak just crazy about 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 23

1-2-2 = 23
18-5 = 23 etc....

friday, i went to steamboat buffet at suntec.. hahaa.. a treat from my colleague since is her birthday coming soon.. but hai~~ wat to get for her?? I went to watch 200 pounds beauty. during the show, i was wondering.. luckily i never did tat anyone in my life yet. will i regret if one day i am going to lie down for surgery or will i be happier? hahaa.. but i can't deny maybe one day i will go for it.. at least i won't be as heartbroken as the lady in the show but indeed my tears still drop in the end of the show. but sadly i had to said i only watch half of the movie even though i bought the tickets for the show. cos we kept thinking is 1.45 show.. but it is 12.15.. sigh~~~ guess maybe i got hearing problem.. when i asked chou ren to check for me.. and maybe i heard it wrongly when he told me on the phone.. sigh~~~~~~

i reached home is already 3 plus in the morning.. ended up just nice i did not went to sentosa with my buddies.. hahaaa.. it seems like i am avoiding all kinds of gathering? am i doing tat? erm.. i actually also dunno... wake up ard 12 plus ba.. but was damn tired.. met a 2 of my buddies and 1 primary school friend on sat for dinner and pool session and supper.. hahaaaa... ended up, one of my buddies left his ic.. hahaaa.. i dunno whether is he blur or i blur.. luckily he managed to get back.. otherwise he sure barked me till deaf sia..

After he left, 3 of us went for supper.. hahaa.. from parkway walked till hongkong cafe.. from hongkong cafe walked to the prata shop at katong.. hahaaa.. ended up.. i did had something for dinner. after tat we still need to walk home.. i think i am touring somewhere near my house.. hahaa.. my buddy said.. "aiyah.. next time u want supper tell us lah, we accompany u lah.. " hahahaaaa.. we shall see how sia..

monday.. damn sick.. damn.. backache came back again which is something which i had it the most.. something that kept bothering me for the past years ever since secondary school.. once in a while.. it will came back.. and sometimes it will hurt me damn bad that i feel like collapsing..

Mum : "Luckily u never go to work"
me : "Nvm.. at most i only faint during work and send to hospital again.. Then u go tan tock seng to visit me only lor.. "
Mum : *faint*

hahaaha.. i remembered that whenever i had a bad backache, i will call u whenever u are ard with me.. maybe from that moment i had dependent on you. which makes me feel so hurt when u i no longer heard any news from you.. seriously whether till now i had forgotten about this person did exist in my life before or not.. it is just a past that can never occur again. even it occur again, u will not be the one neither i am the one. both of us leading in a totally different world.

jiefu.. msg me ytd.. hahaa.. i told him i almost faint. cos he told me.. if he really died in the train.. i must take care wor.. hahaaa.. guess i am tat weak that always need his protection... hahahaa.. i told him i will no longer think of him and remembered him.. i hate him cos he is a coward who dare not face the truth..

hahaa... guess i am also.. who always dun want to believe the truth.. haha..
seriously.. jiefu is not the first one who asked me to take care wor.. if he really passed away.. hahaa.. seems like everyone had a bigger parcel than me..

my work.. seems to be much more stablize.. no longer big issues.. just that i always got task in hand never completed.. sian~~~

i missed the days where i dun need to think abt anything.. just have to enjoy my life.. i always tell my friend.. i want to get drunk.. maybe to me, i think that drunk i can forget all my sorrows.. hahahaahaaa.. is that called life? hahaaa.. when can i get drunk.. hahaahahahaha... nowadays old le.. cannot drink so much le..

my leave coming soon.. will be away from singapore for a short period of time.. is time to clear my mind again.. once in a while i need this break , to recover wat i hide behind myself.. wahahaaaa..

black friday..

heheeee.. i went to st james on good friday with my friends.. damn.. i hurt my head.. sigh~~ painful.. i wondering why would i hurt tat.. is it bcos of the chat i had with him online.. i realised that it had bcome a very cold chat..

min : " happy belated birthday"
... : thx
min : "Free for chat"
... : sure.
min : "how's life?"

damn.. this is the most polite chat tat both of us had.. from that moment i know that time cannot turn back le.. and from at the moment i stunned.. i know he does not belong to me.. is time to let go and forget abt it..

never know that tat nite i went to cafe de mal with da jie they all, full house..
then after they left.. me and my friend been waiting for my another friend to join u .. sigh~~ and i hurt my head at mac.. sigh~~ so painful~~~~~ dear called me tat nite when i reached home.. maybe our last conversation was at that day..

Last friday, i tried to enter st james again.. with niao niao they all.. haha.. but sadly the card was being confiscated.. tat nite after that incident.. i bcome slient for a while.. i kept asking niao niao.. how how.. da jie will kill me.. but luckily.. she forgive us.... heng.. we need to treat her drink liao wor.. see when she free ba.. heheee.. :P

hahaaa.. nwadays pple thinks i am down by L wedding.. hahaa.. ok lah.. L and me had seperated for more than 5 years.. no more feelings towards him le..just tat the past memories were being refreshed again.. next post then i said how good is L ... :P

I am very tired.. help help

sigh~~~~ ever since last week.. i had been looking damn shag and tired.. wat happened sia..

Last Week..

Monday.. i went to eat fish & co with my colleague.. She is rolling off on friday, going back to her previous project. She encouraged me to go further studies and look for a better job.. hehee.. :P She treated me fish & co..

Tuesday.. we went to magic wok at novena square for lunch.. and i left office at 2am.. -_-''''

Wednesday.. damn tired... We took cab tho and fro to somewhere but i did not pay the cab fare. My colleague said he paid.. Erm.. Seems like pple nowadays are getting more and more generous? We went to a place called gurada? Going to indonesdia for lunch? hahaa.. no lah.. just a place near heeren. The food there is so-so as compare to rice table. I still prefer rice table.

Thursday.. i went to orchard for lunch again but this time round we went to wisma food court.. Hehehee..finally tried the royce champagne chocolate which i like.. woww... delicious sia.. This time round.. i left office ard 11pm.. omg.. -_-''''''' They asking me whether i want to join them to tioman trip on good friday.. Erm.. should i go?

Friday.. i went out dinner with my colleagues.. one of them left the company, one of them promoted (i dunno him at all, only met him in the office), one of them taking long holidays and one of them birthday.. we went to clarke quay. actually planning to have riverside Indonesian food but the queue was too long furthermore we reached ard 9 plus.. No choice, we ended up @Central for Manhattan.. They ordered 3 giant seafood platter.. It is treat from them.. heheeee... :P but seriously after dinner, i already want to knock out le..

Saturday, i went KTV in the morning.. omg.. i really very tired and whole body is aching yet i got to wake up at 10am for ktv session.. @!@#@#!$@#@#!#@ No choice.. i am late for it AGAIN.. After ktv session, we went to vivocity for shopping spree.. At nite when i reached home, an auntie who knows us for more than 20 years had passed away.. -_-'' life is so fragile..

Sunday, woke up at 1pm yet i am still feeling super tired.. In the end, i still need to monitor the jobs that are running the server for the day.. Omg.. The operator called me ard 1 plus but i did not picked up. Ended up, he msg me informing your job is successful, u want to run the next job.. -_-''' whole day is like telephone operator.. when the phone starts to ring, i will be start wondering who is it? hai~~~~ but who cares.. i still went out for dinner at orchard... When to Ding tai Feng for bao and went coffeeclub for tea.. alamak.. i think i am leading an extravagant life sia.. must save up arh~~~~ after july, no more cafes for me.. Had a chatted with korkor till 2 plus reaching 3, while i am still monitoring my job..
@#@@#@!#@@#!# talked to ex-jiefu till 5.. while i still monitoring my job.. @!@!#!@@#@!!@##!@@# ended up i reached office 10am... which is like less than 3 hours of sleep..

Monday.. like a dead corpse walking on the street sia.. i am damn tired.. hoping that the weekend will come asap.. Today someone treats me lunch again.. Pizzahut.. Erm.. What is happening.. Why are they treating me? Hai~~ too late.. Missed a chance of going to tioman but i am still finding a way to escape from sg asap..