Thursday, September 27, 2007

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Faith makes all things possible and love makes all things easy

Hahaa.. when i see the above title.. my hearts broke into pieces.. haha.. why? got dear ard le.. why still about a past tat cannot be turn back anymore..no excuses for me to tell myself why he left me without saying anything.. min arh min .. time to wake up le~~ dun drill on it anymore le~~ the more u drill on it~~ the more sad u will be again~~ do u want to land as wat u had tat day over at MS.. Till now... even your brothers and good friend know abt it~~ brothers asked u to forget it~~ dun let it conquer your mind le~~ Dear.. maybe we should end le~~ i really dunno wat i wants~~ i dun want to hurt another innocent person~~with i dunno wat i wants~~ i dun want to step into a relationship when i dun even know whether i love that person or not.. when my mind.. sometimes will think of a past tat i dun even want to think abt it~~ yet it hurts me deeply~~ i admit~~ i like to dependent on other pple a lot~~ especially when i am sad... i hope to have pple ard to comfort me~~ be with me~~ walk thru together~~ but when it comes love.. i am lose~~ maybe relationship isn't a game for me to step in~~

Sunday, September 16, 2007

How's life have been for me??

Wahahaa.. Curious why i did not blog anything ever since my nite at ms? Wahaaha.. How's life been for me for the past few days or weeks? Ever since that nite at ms, i think i did a bit of dramatically change..

Hahaa.. why after that nite, i did a dramatically change? I also dunno, is time to change to grow up and be mature.. Stop being a kid.. i can only be a kid under table with my close buddies or friends~~

Cute Piggy that i got from PS Arcade.. hahaa.. i hook onto the game le~~ sadly i had to pay myself~~ wahahaa.. :P but my friend always very kind.. keep sharing with me the cost.. maybe i keep complaining i am very broke nowadays.. :P

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Of cos the truth is i am really damn broke cos i got 13 birthdays before my next pay day~~ one month had so many birthdays~~ crazy~~ sob sob.. but i think i can save up for nanny de~~ cos i asked him wat he wants.. he never reply me.. guess he going to be on my ban list soon~~ u are the one who said.. must give present.. then -_-''' ATTITUDE~~~ i dislike this kind of ATTITUDE that u are showing lor~~ FINE~~!~!

A cupcake from office on tat day when my colleague's birthday aka da jie da birthday..

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Erm.. how it taste like.. i dunno leh~~ cos i never ate it~~ but it should be the same as wat i ate lastime.. why? Bcos is the same company who produce this.. -_-''' just that this time round, they add in the logo..


Waraku De Pasta

Fattening~~ Cheesy~~ but YUMMY~~ Chicken dunno wat baked gratin..

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Much more Healthy Choice.. The combine is unique~~ Salmon and Cheese

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After dinner at Clarke Quay

I was damn late that day~~ niao niao waited me for quite sometime.. i am at office struggling with my work~~ After tat we went to da jie da birthday party... Is somewhere at clarke quay~~ but i dun reveal the place ba~~ didn't really drink on that nite... i saw da jie drinking flaming~~ wahaaha.. high sia~~ i will never got the guts to try that.. :P Hahaha.. but got one yandao over there leh~~ wow.. cool sia~~~ :P


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A boring nite in office struggling

Of cos i ate my dinner in office.. in the meanwhile.. got a bit of enjoyment..

yummy~~ dark chocolate ice-cream~~ but nt very thick~~

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omg~~ why i kept eating fattening stuffs~~

A relaxing friday

My gd friend came to pick me up from work~~ She brought me to a place at OASIS~~ Guess end of the year, OASIS going to close to make way for the new look of Stadium~ This is my first time having meal over there, the renovation is quite simple looks like those old times resturant~ omg~~ she kana fine again~~ Leisure park also renovate le~~

leftover vege

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Is this shit? Nope.. is gong bao chicken~~ recommend by the waitress

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Guess wat is this?? For ??

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Kekekee.. For porridge.. wahahaha... refillable~~ once in a while having porridge is nt bad~~ my parents like porridge while i dun like it~~ guess i should bring them go there once before it closed down~~

We still order more dish.. stewed pork~~ but ended up both of us cannot finish the food.. After dinner we head down to cosy bay~~ wahaaha.. a favourite place where i also go.. if gt someone drives me in~~ but if u park at the carpark~~ u need to pay $5 wor~~ of cos she did an illegal parking.. after the lesson of paying for the carpark for $5..

On Saturday~~ My mom asked me to go tampines.. i a bit relunctant to go there.. maybe bcos i got a lot of enemies staying over there.... haha.. no lah.. is just bcos i want to avoid seeing him.. seriously, i dun even know would i react~~ just like wat brother said.. is time for you to let go le~~ maybe bcos that nite..they see me~~ -_-'''' is it bcos i am stubborn, tat's why i am still struggling with it? or bcos i am the loser? actually i should be satisfy with my current life le~~ Although dear not at my side, just a call away he will be there for me~~ while sometimes brothers they all will be there for me too~~ maybe jil also lah~~ sometimes will joke with me~~ friends are ard at my side~~~ lose one.. should be ok ba~~ but is the one who i opened up the most~~ haiz~~~~ really a good friend of mine.. i never tell so much of my problems to someone like this before... maybe second one is justin korkor.. but he also got a gap with me le~~ haiz~~~

On sunday.. work lor~~ work lor~~~

10th sept~~ guess wat i had for dinner.. avoid paying taxes... my colleague and i choose to have dinner under this kind of situation...

Bought a tori yaki rice set at Tangs

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Kekee.. one of my favourite japanese food

Turkey Penne salad for $2.70 at Isetan Japanese Supermarket

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yummy.. very nice~~ turkey very tender~~

Sushi set

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wahaha... got my favourite salmon sushi~~ plus one ice lemon tea from Mac~~ Dun need to pay 17% of taxes~~ one person only like less than $10.. We sat down at Shaw centre to eat and chit chat~~ a kind of cheap and relaxing method.. :P

Tuesday~~ i went out to meet brothers~~ my good friend's birthday~~ but of cos i never celebrate with her~~ she is with her darling~~ of cos we had a wonderful nite tat day~~ cos i keep whacking brothers... We went to wisma food court to eat hokkien mee~~ Three of us ordered the same thing sia~~~ Then we went down to coffee club to have chit-chat session~~ avoid talking abt the previous incident~~ i throw the whole cup of sugar at one of my brother... haha.. :x opps... We ordered two earl grey vanilla and one mocha.. Brother dun like earl grey but why i like it so much~~ i think earl grey suit for girl more than guy~~ i told him that le~~ before i ordered.. but he dun believe.. :P Still got one more my favourite~~ muddy mud pie~~ wahahaa.. :P three of us share.. yummy~~~

Wednesday.. I had a steamboat dinner with friends at chong qing steamboat.. cheap cheap.. $15 only.. can choose up to four kinds of soup base.. but the varieties are limit~~ The service is good, aunties there are very friendly sia~~~ When u stepped in, u will have a kind of feeling u are having steamboat in China.. Cos most of the pple there are from China~~ got Chio bus there also sia~~

Thursday, one of my ex-colleague came over to novena and have lunch with us~ We ate pepper lunch~~ of cos i ordered my favourite.. salmon fried rice~~ yummy~~~ but come out with a smell of working in the kitchen~~ The only guai day that i had for the week~~ went back home to have dinneR~~ but daddy drive me to ikea to get chicken wings~~ wahaha.. pamper brat sia~~~

Friday, wahaha.. i went down to orchard to collect my colleague's birthday cake cum making contact lens. Surprise that i make contact lens after so many years~~ haaha... Within a few weeks, i changed damn much~~ went for facial lah.. go make contact lens lah~~ bcos of dear mah? hahaa.. no lah~~ just want to change of looks~~ is time to grow mature~~~ At nite, i met my friend's friend~~ she treated me for dinner~~ hahaa.. After that i went back to office to wait for my colleague~~ she was over there struggling~~ sometimes she also waited for me till very late~~ since i got nothing much to do~~ then wait for her lor~ After tat we went to NYDC for supper.. of cos i never eat anything lah.. (u believe mah?)

Potato skin with bacon and chicken yummy~~

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Mushroom and Ham baked rice my favourite~~ but nt my supper lah~

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Gold Mines

A dessert that is share between us~~ One cheese cake with one scoop of double chocolate chip ice cream.. and chocolate syrup beside it~~ yummy~~ much more nicer than the muddy mudpie~~ (recommended by my another colleague)

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Saturday, i met brothers and my lao po for movie session~~ can u believe i am the last one to reach~~ i rushed up all the way to the movie theatre to find them`~ luckily brother was standing outside waiting for me~~ arbo i paiseh lah~~ walked alone~~ wahaha... :P when we go in.. movie just abt to start~~

Movie : Apartment 1303
Critics : ok lah~~ jump and jump lor~~ xiao didi beside me giving out a lot of noises~~ then brother beside me~~ keep trying to scare me~~ guess i numb liao~~ no feelings~~

After that we dun even know where to go~~ i trying to find present for gd friend~~ while i found a bag which i am looking for a long time.. there is a period of time, out of stock~~ Now it comes with a new colour~~ But i still stick to my old choice~~

Pic of my new bag

hehe.. very coincidently, my the other two friends also like the same bag~~ therefore i msg them at the same time~~ one of them asked me to help her buy~~ whaaha.. so happy~~ bcos i asked before the salesgirl whether when got new stocks coming in~~ they said not sure whether will have new stocks or not~~ yet u let me caught u at PS URS~~and i immediately bought it~~ forget abt my friend's present le~~whahaa.. :P Maybe i should start to believe in fate~~~ Then sunday morning, my the other colleague called me to wake me up~~ just to tell me that she saw the bag le~~ i told her i bought le~~ wahaha.. :P

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After buying the bag for second time~~ They all queueing up at TCC.. Waiting for abt 15 mins .. still nobody come out~~ haiz~~ change destination to starbucks at Cathay~ sat there entertained them till ard 12.. took a cab down to meet my another gd friend~~ she been waiting for me since 10 plus~~ :P opps~~ i am terrible late le~~ haha.. She treated me hk cafe.. we chit chat till ard 3 plus am~~~ talking abt work~~ hahaha.. she thinks i go mature le~~ haha.. a lot of pple also think that~~ haha.. my mindset change le~~

Monday, September 03, 2007

Australia Trip

Hahaa.. At first planning to go Australia end of oct but now due to my cousin is going earilier.. which means early oct~~ but i dun think i will be going le~~ even though i want a break and auntie been asking us to go over~~ guess next time~~

This year feel like going out of singapore.. dunno why.. dun have the feeling to stay in singapore.. why arh? Did a crazy shopping spree last friday~~ i spent almost $100 for that nite.. haiz~~~

Birthday gifts~~ haha.. haven even buy da jie tou and my gd friend present~~ haha ... da jie tou~~ going to have a celebration wor~~ while my gd friend.. she take care of me when i am drunk and send me home~~ hahaa.. it seems like it had been very long time ago.. we had been that close again? erm.. ytd met up with her to collect someone birthday gift~~ hahaa.. First time i went bioskin for facial.. Super ex.. if i got money~~ i sure go for package.. damn.. why am i getting so spendrift~ if i changed job.. how to survive? i feel like going to study next year le~~ time to said bye bye to my freedom~~

Just now i met one guy at my house downstair.. very coincident~~ erm.. it had been abt 5 years le~~ i never contact with him le~~ during poly year one.. we still got chat using email or icq... hahaa.. i still remember he send me before his family pic~~ haha.. i also couldn't remember why he send me that.. hahaa.. we used to be quiet gd friend in sec.. but slowly we dun keep in touch.. he went to aus to study after his o level~~ and now is back... actually he is back for sometime.. just tat he never join our gathering~~ we chatted for a while~~ cos i dun even know wat to talked to him.. furthermore my parents are there also~~ but i am stunned to see him ard.. and he can recognise me~~ omg~~ but he bcome more yandao le~~ hahaa.. tat's was wat my parents said.. but i agree.. hahaaa.. guess my parents had seen almost all my sec buddy friends.. hahaaa....