Complicated Feelings

As to compare the two companies, i dunno which i will i choose. But maybe my leaving will make my boss and i happier? Since we suffer from a broken colleague relationship in the first place, now we were just acting as normal. But on monday, i was very pissed off. She put words into my mouth again. Argh~~ As usual, this is her style. If you asked me whether i will do a good work of handover, i really dunno. Hahaa.. The problem is she is the one offend me, what for makes our pple life difficult.. Seriously i would like to stay in my current company if i no longer in her team, but that came too late. It came before i go out look for job and i had already sign the contract. Therefore i think i will still move on to a new job.. I will miss my times over here.. No more lunch time shopping spree~~~ hahaa..

My Primary School Gathering~~

Friday was just a normal day of working day. But of cos there were things that i pissed with. Hahaa.. When pple didn't teach u anything, yet they wants u to teach them back. Is that fair? Will i do that? My colleague was telling me why not i give them the skeleton how to build and let them do it themselves. Maybe that is a good idea, cos i can clear one or two days of leave. I will do that tml. :P Since tml morning, i still got two more session of briefing.. lol.. half a day each.. haha.. if tml morning, i kept my bag.. Will pple knows that i had come to work already? lol.. :P

After work, i went to mphosis sale with my colleagues.. Hahaha... Can't imagine that we stayed there for 3 hours.. Bcos of this shopping spree, i did not had my dinner, ended up i had supper at youth park kopitiam~~ lol.. :P Erm.. The food there was quite not bad, since this is my first time going there to makan. Of cos during my dinner.. my primary school's friends been calling me.. hehehe.. :P my colleague accompany me all the way to clarke quay then she headed to take train back hm, while i go to attend my primary's school gathering. Erm~~~ surprising not very shy, i hopefully i still can performs quite well in socialize? bcos i not gd at words lah`~ trying to much more friendly person nowadays~~ lol.. :P Guess we had a total of 11 of us excluding one of my friend's husband. hehee.. not much changes for me except not wearing glasses but put on weight le.. :P i did enjoy that nite.. thanks pals~~ for the gathering~~ They planning to have another one in march, but as for that, i had to consider first. I am going to start my new job in march,i might not be able to go ba~~

Happy V day

heheee... as for counting down to new work location only left ard 14 days.. currently my office is doing renovation.. sigh~~ my last day is when my fellow colleagues moving to newly renovate office.. sigh~~ envy sia~~ the design is quite nice.. much more brighter than wat i had currently.. see whether i got chance to take a before and after of my office or not..

erm.. seriously till now, i still had a mixed feelings about whether to stay here or to moved on to a new place . Maybe i am considered to a person who is very stubborn or so called i dun like changes in life when i had a stable life le. For example, when i go to particular restaurant, i will order the same food previously if i like it, otherwise i will try something nice. I try KOI bubble milk tea and wulong milk tea. Then i will stick to wulong milk tea each time when i go and buy. Although the price is double of normal milk tea, is really nice and much more thicker than other bubbles tea. But as for work wise, i can't change anything. Bcos i had already signed the contract, there is no way to turn back. Maybe wait until 1 year later, i wondering whether will i be suffering there or much more enjoy myself over there. Sometimes if u never tried it before, you will know is going to be bitter or sweet.

Last Monday, i met up with my two brothers. Of cos, we talked rubbish and had dinner at cafe cartel. This meal was on brother cos he got his driving license. Guess the next meal is going to be on me bcos of the change of environment. Of cos, thanks to them that they had been there for me and hearing my complaint of work. We catch The Moist written based on stephen king's story book. Erm~~ What if one day, it happened to me, what will i do? Let me think abt~~~~~~~

Tuesday went back to taka to buy last minute chinese new year goodies.. Bought kueh lapis and egg roll from lavander. I just like the egg roll, it is with sesame. As for the kueh lapis, it taste much more better than the one which i bought back from Batam, although is much more expensive.

Wednesday, chinese new year eve~~~ I had my lunch at ichiban boshi before i went back home. Had a short shopping trip with my colleague at parkway parade. After that i went back home to sleep, but i did not attend the reunion dinner. Around 11 plus, we went down to chinatown for a short walk. But mummy not feeling very well, therefore we headed back home.

Thursday and Friday had been a standard procedure for me for the past twenty years. Went to my grandma's house and Auntie's house respectively . As usual, i lose ard $50 to $60 on first day of CNY. But win a few bucks on the next day. I bought chocolate almonds for my cousins. Hehee.. She treated me kushinbo last mth. They always treated me very gd de. So is time to repay them, since now i am working now.. Haha.. On the second day of cny, i went to watch kungfu dunk with them. Hehee.. One of them treats me movie ticket while another one treats me drink.. Alamak.. Towards them.. i wants to express my gratitude to them.. but hw? can someone teaches me?

Sat stayed at home and accompany my parents.. see.. hw gd girl am i sia~~ never really go out..

Sun had a gathering at marina square. Hehee... I went to try Ministry of Food, opps, a japanese resturant again.. A total of 13 of us... Hehee.. I choose to sit inside, of cos follow by my brothers lah~~ haha... this time round i am smart.. i dun seat near couples.. haha.. but got stuck inside cannot go out.. argh~~ of cos everyone starts to bully me again lah~~ ask me treat.. lol.. :P I can sense that brothers they all aiming for me to treat them when i gt my new pay.. Hehehe.. hw abt when i convert to perm? maybe that will be a better one?

Promotion lah~~~ only $2.80.. but i still prefer ichiban~~



hahha.. cannot finished.. brother they all try some.. said not nice~~



SURPRISE~~ i can eat dessert~~~ lol.. but is at over at esplande~~ i keep complaining to my friend that he never jio me go there.. lol.. :X

Plus the shop owner always reject us cos we always come in a big group. But this time round, they did not reject us bcos the whole shop is like only with 1 table of customer.. I sat between my shifu and one of my brother~~~ haha.. so long never meet up with shifu le~~ so must chit-chat a bit~~ see hw is him.. and hw his macau and hk trip~~~ knew that his mum had went back.. now only left him and his sis in singapore.. I did something gulity, i stopped brother to go to work~~ erm~~~ am i very evil? erm~~ but sometimes i see him worked until so jialat.. i also dunno wat to said~~ hopefully he will relax and enjoy life ba~~ dun work so hard~~ later he looks more and more shag~~ i remembered why i stopped him le.. cos he only slept for a few hours.. can he tahan mah~~ not gd for health.. one person everyday must sleep for 8 hours a day~~ but i dun pratice that.. :X

Chocolate Fondue


Cocoa Drink.. Erm~~ not mine.. i just tried.. :P



hehee.. actually want to spilt the bill with my friend but he dun want~~ he wants to treat us eat.. guess mainly bcos he going to take his bonus liao~~ but hor~~ he very jialat~~ just took 1 mth of mc.. now another 60 days of mc... OMG~~~

I reached hm ard 11 plus.. and i online till 3.30am.. Crazy right~~ was chatting with friends abt something.. kns.. first time 3 of us chatted until so late.. then i was telling one of them~~ luckily we not involve in those triangle relationship.. haha.. otherwise.........

Monday, i brought mummy to see doctor since she felt the pain before CNY. Furthermore, daddy was quite busy since CNY, nobody accompany to see doctor. I brought her to potong pasir.. TMD.. Damn far~~~ but the doctor is very good~~ furthermore he see very fast~~~ ok lah~~ nothing much.. old pple le~~ sure got some aliments de.. Doctor asked her dun worry too much.. cos she scare is kidney problem... then every nite also cannot sleep well.. I see le... also heart-pain~~ after doctor diagnose, he said is just nerver inflammation.. take some medicine will be ok le.. dun need to worry so much~~~ tat's makes all of us much more relieve~~ i still scare bcos of the fall that she had at genting 2 years back. Hehee.. Told four my gd friends abt i am bringing my mum to see doctor.. they are so concern abt her sia.. haha.. thanks buddies.. :P

I met brothers and my colleagues to watch Rambo 4.. Wah Kao~~ so Bloody.. Wat kind of movie was that sia~~ Erm.. guess after watching the movie, i felt tat i am much more fortunate than them.. .

I went to eat chawamunshi again~~~

Tuesday, i went to sakae to dinner and catch CJ7 at cineleisure.. .

In advance of my birthday celebration



hahaha.. not nice de lah~~ nt enuff salmon~~ plus i very full sia~~~



erm.. not i finished de arh~~ my colleague helped me clear.. lol.. :P

Wednesday~~

Terrible lunch at cedele..

Bacon Mushroom Omelette Sandwich..
ARGH~~!!~!~! i dunno got capsicums.. but luckily i still can tahan~~ lol.. but i ate until very crumsy.. here dropped a bit, there dropped a bit.... geez~~~

guess i still prefer soup spoon...



Thursday.. Happy V Day..

Erm~~ Didn't expect much for this year~~ of cos i am still single.. nobody wants leh~~ but i got a little surprise at office today~~ This happened after my lunch~~ Around 4.30pm, someone called me to ask me go down to collect my v day flowers.. haha.. is tat going to be a joke.. i still ask the person where are u now.. He reply.. iras taxi stand~~ erm~~~ maybe he called wrong number~~ when i am going down, mind was thinking who is saboing me~~ i dun like this kind of thing... hhaa...delieve to my house mah~~ i still can accept.. not to office.. i dun like show off..

opps.. seems like now i am showing off.. .



hahaa.. thanks my friend.. everyone was like wow~~ of cos i kept the above stuffs at my colleague's place~~ then everyone was like asking her~~ wow.. your bf so sweet arh~~~ etc.. then she had to explain to everyone again and again~~~ haha.. before she left~~ she placed the flowers and bear on top of my keyboard~~ cos i go eat snake~~ haha.. no lah~~ another discussion with another project lead.. he is trying to make me stay~~~ then pple ard me starts to think who send me and etc.. i faster pack bag and ciao liao lah~~ waiting for pple to question me arh ~~ siao~~~

of cos this kind of thing, i will not take bus hm lah~~ everyone looking at me leh~~~ ask daddy to fetch me lah~~ cos i meeting friends also..

i helped my friend to celebrate his inadvanced birthday before he left sg to melbourne... kns.. he will only be back next year.... we actually planned to have dinner at parkway but too crowded le~~ so i tot of going to Changi Airport... OMG~~ never tot is tat crowded also~~ furthermore i met my aunt and uncle there too.. TMD~~ my young cousin never called me when he saw me, just kept staring at me.. maybe bcos we only met once a year? lol.. we had our dinner at wang jiao.. siao~~ go all the way to have dinner at wang jiao..

Desset Time...


Happy Birthday Cum Happy V Day.. Wahahaa.. :P Special Cake right..



erm.... taste not very gd... :(



haha.. we only have a few bites.. then we asked the person to help us to pack it up~~ lol.. guess the manager going to grumble le.. lol..

My last day in IRAS~~

hahahaa.. i had been working in iras since 14th nov 2005, now i am leaving iras on the 29th feb.. Wow.. this day only come once in every 4 years..

Working there for abt 27 months, dun asked me anything abt taxes cos i dun understand at all.. hahaa... Today i started to ask my colleagues who are my close friends in office a question. Will i be post back to iras again? hehee.. seriously, i dun mind to post back to iras to work.. hehee.. :P

first of all, they are all there.. then i can still continue to mix ard with them.. of cos when pple takes their bonus.. i will stand at a side envy them~~ no choice.. dun have a luck to find a perm job.. but i dun mind under probation period ba~~ anyway since i am going study in july le~~ i hope i can manage studies, having fun cum work well ba~~ and of cos i hope i will still keep in contact with my close collegues and friends..

seriously if u asked me whether do i bear to leave iras.. although i always complain about my boss.. hehee.. if iras willing to pay me a little bit more than my current one.. i will choose to stay there but the problem is when i tender.. there is no negiotation. haiz~~ :( i grown up from there de.. learn so many things there.. no matter is about work nor human relationship in office..

in a new environment,i had to pick up everything again.. from then.. i moved to a position called consultant.. haiz~~ which means i might be jumping from project to project.. can u imagine min is going to work as a vendor le? does it means i grown to be much more confident on myself or i grown much more mature or i grown to be more independent? erm~~ i dun even know it myself~~ really feel my confused abt moving to new company.. hopefully i will meet a nice boss tat i dun have a gap with him or her. of cos i will miss my buddis and lunch kakis in iras.. and friends that i met in iras.. :P

A few Good News to ANNOUNCE

I MIGHT BE CHANGING JOB SOON~~ AND TENDERING TMR~~ haha.. after two years, i finally decided to change job leh.. hahaa.. had been really struggling for so long then i decided to change job.. See whether my current company will counter offer me or not.. But after spoken to my director last nite, i realise that she will not counter offer me. Actually before i stepped into her room, i already knows her decision. She will not do anything but let me go.. hahaa.. she will compare the package here and there and said the current one is good.. As being a practical person, u will choose something that is much more better in short-term or in long-term~~ i think i will go for short-term ba~~ Inflation is going damn high~~ So look at money much more practical.. Think so much for wat..

NO MONEY ~~~ CANOT EVEN SURVIVE IN SG~~ SO~~~~ Choose something better lah~~~ Her pay like 5 times higher than me leh~~ if inflation too high, i cannot tahan with my current pay.. She going to support me arh? Talk rubbish~~ so.. dun compare.. do something is better than keep comparing~~~ ACTION IS BETTER THAN TALKING~~

2) My cousin found a new job.. haha.. Congras

3) Brother got his license.. haha.. first attempt pass..

Guess we going for celebration soon.. Hahahaaa.. Cheers..3 muskerteers tender le~~~ hahaa..

YTD was a lucky day for 3 of us.. :P