monday went for an interview at danzas... hai~~ seems ok lah.. but duno why...hai~~~ after tat came back hm and changed... went back to school to hand in my report... hai~~ maybe very attitude.. but nth can changed for how i felt for the past few days... ignore any comments... went to orchard with ah-han.. after tat went back hm.... the guys called me up.. and asked me to join them for bbq... erm.. stunned... a surprising bbq plus last minute..... too bad.. went out to have dinner to celebrate dad's birthday and mother's day.. after tat.. went to east coast to meet up with them.. have a great fun... and had forget wat had happened...

tuesday went to meet up with them to watch kingdom of heaven... i am late due to attending a last minute interview at joo chiat rd... haha... mummy accompany me wen over there... mummy girl?? hehe.. duno leh.. when i reached there... was already ard 3.45pm.. lolo.. the movie started at 4.15... hehe.. we went to purchase 6.15pm show.. due to nobody wants to be seperate plus... was third row.......... hai~~ erm... i duno whether am i concentrating the show?? or thinking of something else... after tat we went to have our dinner at scotts.... we back to cineleisure for pool games.. after our dinner.. erm... they opened two tables... both were quite far apart...table one got joanna, anton, anton's friend and me.. table two got winston, soo yuan, kevin and lifan's gf... erm.. dun really know how to play.. hehe..anton's friend teaching joanna... me... erm.. walked here and walked there...but luckily never lose.. hehe... been laughing thru the pool session... am i using tat to cover tat i am shy or am i crazy or perharps it was so funny... seriously... over there.. been hearing mandarin sad songs... erm... did let me recalls the past i had.......

asking me whether am i happy now or not.. i really dunno how to answer u.. bcos.. things happened so fast tat i couldn't even catch up with the pace.. sometimes i wondering am i helping pple or just tat i am too busybody... he had left me one month le.. it seems like so long... but.. actually is not long at all... is he in singapore or in shanghai?? i duno.. maybe i also dun wish to know.... hoping to see tat starbucks's guy who will make me smile again ba... otherwise... i also duno wat is happy... happy maybe is to earn lots of money... haha... taking a break... hai~~ tomorrow will be my third interview over there again.. so sian..dun feel like going anymore... if not success.. i think i will give myself one month break.. work for micky first.. then slowly go find for perm jobs... life isn't tat easy as i think.... just like wat senior and jiefu told me... LIFE IS NEVER FAIR...