i msg shifu that day when i never turned out for dinner.. shifu told me.. if u never tell other pple how u feel, how would they know.. shifu.. i trying my best le.. but i failed le.. i dunno how long can i stand.. in front of everyone, i trying my very best for the past few years not to shed a single tears no matter of wat is happening.. guess now i gradually start to collapsing.. i avoid all calls and msg.. i need a break.. pple expects a listening ear when they need..wat abt me.. who can lend me a listening ear.. nowadays i felt more and more painful.. guess i really need a break away from everyone...dun blame me.. i need time to recover.. i won't be there to listen to any love story.. or giving any advices le.. bcos now she is lost..