..... just now talk to korkor... told him abt how my life now.... he ask me to forget everything and move on with wat i had now.. i am quite xinfu liao.. got someone who teng me so much.. why should i keep looking backwards and thinking of everything again.. yesterday saw jiefu msg.... jiefu broke up with jiejie... erm... although i didn't saw wat happened... i know roughly wat happened.... i sms him.. and told him abt the ending... he reply me.. something which i saw... i also dunno how to reply.. i consider that reply as very cold... i got "min" this nickname also bcos of him... aft he started calling min... most pple stop calling my name... they called me min... now as a fresh start.. maybe i should change away my min... wat korkor says... it did hurts a bit.. but as tears keep flowing down... slowly... i guess i won't feel any pain... anyway i landed in a relationship which i also dunno whether is a right thing or a wrong thing...... will i be happy or the ending is going to be like jiejie and jiefu..

3 years ago... i tot tat both were so xinfu.. n maybe will last long... now... everything is gone... and one of them got hurt till so deep... when u really love tat person whole heartedly... in the end... u realise that she/he dun love u at all, just use u as a spare typre.. how would u feel... saw a lot of my friends... been thru relationships but always end with a sad ending... but there is a girl who i admire so much.. Candy... (wahaha.. couldn't believe right) i knew candy thru Louis.. there is a time where three of us wanted to go out together but such a pity.. candy couldn't make it.. i knew her for so long.. before i enter poly till now... she been thru ups and downs in her relationship.. she cried so much but she will never let her bf nor anyone knows how she feel... she kept all her feelings inside her heart... i really admire her a lot... now she found her happiness... i feel so happy for her...

Candy, wo zu fu ni... wo xi huan ni yong yuan duo hui na mei xin fu...