dunno why today mood jus feeling not good.. maybe recently happened too many things and too sudden.. ytd i had a dream that i met him and he introduce me his gf to me. Izzit bcos i still couldn't forget about him? Am i really so stubborn? Or he really hurts me so badly? Or i am just so crazy about him? or i just being emo?
ytd i went out with someone after i came back from my auntie's house. Haha.. somehow, i dunno why.. i gt feelings towards him.. when looking at him.. question starts to float in my mind. Is he the correct one? or only one sided? or ?? my mind just went haywire.. haha.. he said my face looks very sad.. cny saw my face also sian.. haha.. maybe bcos of the past, i will think carefully before i stepped into a new relationship? i met my neighbours at macdonald. Opps, guess everyone will think that he is my bf. Erm.. before he went to meet his friends, he just mumble something but i really dunno what he is trying to said. i.............. haiz....
work... recently been really too stressed up for me.. and studies really forcing me quite badly.. hopefully after this wk, i will feel better...
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Tough
Tough is the only word i can describe how i feel now.. haha..
Seriously i am standing at a very difficult position.. I choose not to gave up my freedom but now struggling damn hard to finish my assignment. Haiz~~
Stepping into another project really bring me big trouble. In this fire-fighting project, i really learn a lot of things. haha.. Can i finish or not.. haha... =D
Seriously i am standing at a very difficult position.. I choose not to gave up my freedom but now struggling damn hard to finish my assignment. Haiz~~
Stepping into another project really bring me big trouble. In this fire-fighting project, i really learn a lot of things. haha.. Can i finish or not.. haha... =D
Monday, February 08, 2010
Singapore flyer
This place had a certain meanings for me. Before it
is build, I always hope he is the one who going to accompany me to the top
of the flyer but this did not come true. Haha..
is build, I always hope he is the one who going to accompany me to the top
of the flyer but this did not come true. Haha..
Friday, January 29, 2010
How have i been recently
Erm.. Recently been busy with studies and work. Hahaah... Sad hor.. this year cny cum vday.. nobody accompany me to celebrate my vday..
Today very funny.. i was trying to check my air ticket to bkk.. Therefore,i need to go out and send email.. keekekekee.. =D Uncle came in wor.. lol.. =D he saw me go to job website.. hahaha.. sometimes is happy to see uncle.. he very nice.. but there are times his face very black. Consider he is approachable.. he asked me.. really got so bad that cannot tahan until june.. Actually hor.. i also dunno whether i will change my job or not. But at the current moment, guess all of us are very tired.. tat's why we keep saying we wants to change of environment.. seriously now still not as bad as wat i had in my ex-company..
Today very funny.. i was trying to check my air ticket to bkk.. Therefore,i need to go out and send email.. keekekekee.. =D Uncle came in wor.. lol.. =D he saw me go to job website.. hahaha.. sometimes is happy to see uncle.. he very nice.. but there are times his face very black. Consider he is approachable.. he asked me.. really got so bad that cannot tahan until june.. Actually hor.. i also dunno whether i will change my job or not. But at the current moment, guess all of us are very tired.. tat's why we keep saying we wants to change of environment.. seriously now still not as bad as wat i had in my ex-company..
Monday, January 11, 2010
Surprising..
Haha.. Surprisingly, this year i head my friends advice. haha.. I trying to keep myself from eating that often and cut down on my intake.. haha.. is time to control my appetite. 自甘堕落了那么久，应该觉悟了吧！糊里糊涂得过了大半辈子，我真的还要这样的过下去吗？ haha.. recently, Light challenge me.. haha.. I told him i am on diet.. haha... he gave me one year plus he said i confirm cannot make it. these few years, korkor nagging.. my gd pals challenge.. even my close friend also left me.. my poly friends saying.. haha.. i still did not do anything towards till everyone also give up on me.. now suddenly someone challenge me again.. if i still dun do anything hor.. i think i am hopeless.. Now i need to prove to myself that i am not hopeless.. If i have the determination, i can do something towards it. No matter is bcos of my happiness or wat. I believe this will help out in my health. As my health started to give me warning that my heart getting weaker le.. still dun do anything hor... guess one day, i will be lying at the operation table waiting for heart transplant le..
Being very stupid... i went to visit fortune teller last weekend.. wahaha.. :P That lady was telling me.. someone is going after u, right? i said no.. haha.. i am still single.. she said my fate will fly from oversea.. haha.. do u mean him? haha.. i no longer contact with him le.. Guess he already got married le.. My cousin asked me a stupid question on xmas eve. If he is back, will u still wants to get back with him. I said "No". He will no longer be the person who i like/love at that time. So many years had gone, maybe i haven changed or maybe i bcome worst. More childish, more petty, look worst.. haha.. But definitely he will change.. in the first place, he already more mature than me.. Something which i dun willingly to let go is, he taught me to become more mature than i am, learning to be more independent, dun always be a crybaby. I just miss those stupid periods.. haha.. someone pamper me and someone who will always be there for me. but when something bad happens on him.. he will never need me to be at his side. Haha.. maybe i can conclude that when min is down, friends are ard her. But when her friends are down, she is unreachable or not contactable. Tat's why pple leave her. And now she is trying hard to recoup the loses.
As for career wise, she said i had the thinking of quitting. Haha.. I did have the tot of leaving and runaway from things. This is something i am very capable. Running away is also the way which i wants when things turn upside down. Haha.. But she said at the current environment, i am not that stress and not that worst. But of cos there are always downfall. Overall, here is still not so bad. Hahaha.. I agreed, here of cos not as bad as my previous company. I been thru so many hardship there le, while here a little bit, i already feel like giving up. So TIMID!! haha.. :D Mainly bcos of my gd friends are over there. They are my motivation to work, they will be there with me. Haha.. :P while here, i dun really had a lot of friends ba..
haha.. Sometimes my ex-colleagues will meet up with me for lunches or dinner.. I feel that i am not forgotten.. Hahaa.. Going back to my ex-company? Hahaa.. Unless my director offers me to go back. Otherwise i doubt, i will go back ba. So ma lu, walked one big round, still goes back there. Furthermore, there used to be hell for me and i grumble so much lor.. :P
Min, Jia you.. No matter how hard is it, friends will stand by you. Hahaha.. That was what one of my friends told me.. :P
kekekee.. :D
Being very stupid... i went to visit fortune teller last weekend.. wahaha.. :P That lady was telling me.. someone is going after u, right? i said no.. haha.. i am still single.. she said my fate will fly from oversea.. haha.. do u mean him? haha.. i no longer contact with him le.. Guess he already got married le.. My cousin asked me a stupid question on xmas eve. If he is back, will u still wants to get back with him. I said "No". He will no longer be the person who i like/love at that time. So many years had gone, maybe i haven changed or maybe i bcome worst. More childish, more petty, look worst.. haha.. But definitely he will change.. in the first place, he already more mature than me.. Something which i dun willingly to let go is, he taught me to become more mature than i am, learning to be more independent, dun always be a crybaby. I just miss those stupid periods.. haha.. someone pamper me and someone who will always be there for me. but when something bad happens on him.. he will never need me to be at his side. Haha.. maybe i can conclude that when min is down, friends are ard her. But when her friends are down, she is unreachable or not contactable. Tat's why pple leave her. And now she is trying hard to recoup the loses.
As for career wise, she said i had the thinking of quitting. Haha.. I did have the tot of leaving and runaway from things. This is something i am very capable. Running away is also the way which i wants when things turn upside down. Haha.. But she said at the current environment, i am not that stress and not that worst. But of cos there are always downfall. Overall, here is still not so bad. Hahaha.. I agreed, here of cos not as bad as my previous company. I been thru so many hardship there le, while here a little bit, i already feel like giving up. So TIMID!! haha.. :D Mainly bcos of my gd friends are over there. They are my motivation to work, they will be there with me. Haha.. :P while here, i dun really had a lot of friends ba..
haha.. Sometimes my ex-colleagues will meet up with me for lunches or dinner.. I feel that i am not forgotten.. Hahaa.. Going back to my ex-company? Hahaa.. Unless my director offers me to go back. Otherwise i doubt, i will go back ba. So ma lu, walked one big round, still goes back there. Furthermore, there used to be hell for me and i grumble so much lor.. :P
Min, Jia you.. No matter how hard is it, friends will stand by you. Hahaha.. That was what one of my friends told me.. :P
kekekee.. :D
Saturday, January 02, 2010
Monday, December 21, 2009
Last weekend
It had been ages that my aunty and my cousin came back to singapore for a
short trip. This time mainly bcos my auntie's mother-in-law condition consider quite bad. They came back to visit them
and my granny. This month, I bought a lot of Xmas gifts
mainly for family member. Tat include one for
my cousin. After he passed away, this is the first time his sister visits
sg. When I am young, auntie dotes everyone a lot. Mainly bcos of that or maybe bcos I am a crybaby, when I knew
he passed away. It affects me quite badly. Guess that blow is worst towards my auntie. Furthermore, we are not there together with her. She always wish us to go over an visits her. I was telling her if next year got chance, we will
go over there and visits them. Min arh min, must work hard, faster finish yr degree and earn more
money. I hopes they are happy with the shopping spree. Min dun really step in
the branded goods shop. Just accompany my cousin walked around. Hopes she likes the bag sher
bought. She leads a very simple life now.. Last time she still have a brother to bicker.. Actually life
is really short.. I wants them to be happy. Haha... Min trying to act
fillal or too sensitive towards things ard her?
Ytd I walked one whole day at orchard. Haha.. I gt a friend like a kid... Haha.. Seriously, I also dunno.. My feelings are very weird.. Haha.. Mainly bcos of an incident occurs a few years back.. I dun wish to enter one sided relationship again. At one moment, I really have tat kind of feelings toward him.. Haha.. But I know both of us will not be together. I still trying to match make him with someone else. Haha.. I really dun have the fate to meet the right or the correct one haven
appears ba.. Haha.. Ytd he really very nice to me.. Haha... But guess both of us knows our stand very well. He treats
me like a sis, futhermore he already gt someone in his heart. While
me, I also dunno.. I am quite sensitive to one word ks.. Haha... Dun mention him
in front of me. I wish to have a new beginning. Tat time is jus one sided love ba. Haha.. Maybe tat time I should head my friends's advice then I will
not hit so badly. Or maybe I am a person who dunno how to cherish things or I am very stupid. So next time relationship problems, pls be frank to me. Otherwise, I really dunno what it means.
Today, I wheel my granny to parkway to have lunch. She was very happy. Thanks for the people for giving me the seats. They quite considerate. There even gt one uncle walked over an offered us a seat.
short trip. This time mainly bcos my auntie's mother-in-law condition consider quite bad. They came back to visit them
and my granny. This month, I bought a lot of Xmas gifts
mainly for family member. Tat include one for
my cousin. After he passed away, this is the first time his sister visits
sg. When I am young, auntie dotes everyone a lot. Mainly bcos of that or maybe bcos I am a crybaby, when I knew
he passed away. It affects me quite badly. Guess that blow is worst towards my auntie. Furthermore, we are not there together with her. She always wish us to go over an visits her. I was telling her if next year got chance, we will
go over there and visits them. Min arh min, must work hard, faster finish yr degree and earn more
money. I hopes they are happy with the shopping spree. Min dun really step in
the branded goods shop. Just accompany my cousin walked around. Hopes she likes the bag sher
bought. She leads a very simple life now.. Last time she still have a brother to bicker.. Actually life
is really short.. I wants them to be happy. Haha... Min trying to act
fillal or too sensitive towards things ard her?
Ytd I walked one whole day at orchard. Haha.. I gt a friend like a kid... Haha.. Seriously, I also dunno.. My feelings are very weird.. Haha.. Mainly bcos of an incident occurs a few years back.. I dun wish to enter one sided relationship again. At one moment, I really have tat kind of feelings toward him.. Haha.. But I know both of us will not be together. I still trying to match make him with someone else. Haha.. I really dun have the fate to meet the right or the correct one haven
appears ba.. Haha.. Ytd he really very nice to me.. Haha... But guess both of us knows our stand very well. He treats
me like a sis, futhermore he already gt someone in his heart. While
me, I also dunno.. I am quite sensitive to one word ks.. Haha... Dun mention him
in front of me. I wish to have a new beginning. Tat time is jus one sided love ba. Haha.. Maybe tat time I should head my friends's advice then I will
not hit so badly. Or maybe I am a person who dunno how to cherish things or I am very stupid. So next time relationship problems, pls be frank to me. Otherwise, I really dunno what it means.
Today, I wheel my granny to parkway to have lunch. She was very happy. Thanks for the people for giving me the seats. They quite considerate. There even gt one uncle walked over an offered us a seat.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
erm.. twlight part 2..
Erm.. Recently, i went to watch twlight part 2. Erm.. Seems like this movie was my cup of tea. Opps, i tot i like to watch romance movie? I guess only cartoon, horror and action pact movie suits me. That nite, i watched till i fall asleep for a while. Guess it is because, i was not feeling well too. That night, i went out with my good friends to celebrate their birthday. I went to my friend's gf house for dinner and played with their doggies.. :P kekee.. It had been ages that i ever touched with dogs. Haha.. Last time, i worked in a petshop wor. kekekekee.. =D
That movie let me think back of the past that i had.. Hahaha, i haven let go of the past? Erm, no lah.. I had let go of it. Just i hate myself that i am being so indecisive. Min arh Min, so long le, u still haven grown up.
Hahaha.. Guess, i very steady that nite wor, i was having gastric upset yet i still can tahan till 5 plus then reached home.. Hahaha.. Brother asked me to go home and rest.. Yet in the end, i choose to stay out for the movie. Hahaha.. I puked out all my dinner.. =x OMG!!! Erm.. i never drink at all lor.. haiz.. Ended up Sunday, i was on high fever.. Hahaha.. Monday, bo bian go work.. LL hor..
Erm.. Sad arh... My work recently not that good.. Sian.. Maybe i lost favour le.. hahaa.. guess my boss dislike me to the core.. haiz.. sian.. hopefully i can work well in the other project now.. and get a better grade.. hahaa.. maybe i am a bit greedy, i wished to get a 2 and promote next year.. Hahaha.. guess no chance le.. should be the girl who is coming back from aus have a chance to promote ba.. sad hor... study until now i still haven graduate.. work hard liming!!!! die die also must pass this time round..
As for love life, i am still single.. hahahaa.. teach me leh.. how to find the correct one.. =x
That movie let me think back of the past that i had.. Hahaha, i haven let go of the past? Erm, no lah.. I had let go of it. Just i hate myself that i am being so indecisive. Min arh Min, so long le, u still haven grown up.
Hahaha.. Guess, i very steady that nite wor, i was having gastric upset yet i still can tahan till 5 plus then reached home.. Hahaha.. Brother asked me to go home and rest.. Yet in the end, i choose to stay out for the movie. Hahaha.. I puked out all my dinner.. =x OMG!!! Erm.. i never drink at all lor.. haiz.. Ended up Sunday, i was on high fever.. Hahaha.. Monday, bo bian go work.. LL hor..
Erm.. Sad arh... My work recently not that good.. Sian.. Maybe i lost favour le.. hahaa.. guess my boss dislike me to the core.. haiz.. sian.. hopefully i can work well in the other project now.. and get a better grade.. hahaa.. maybe i am a bit greedy, i wished to get a 2 and promote next year.. Hahaha.. guess no chance le.. should be the girl who is coming back from aus have a chance to promote ba.. sad hor... study until now i still haven graduate.. work hard liming!!!! die die also must pass this time round..
As for love life, i am still single.. hahahaa.. teach me leh.. how to find the correct one.. =x
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Hahaha.. Time for me to give up!!!!
I bought my tickets for next year April. Time to said byebye to you. Wahaha... =D 我决定忘了你。
Monday, November 23, 2009
Heartbroken
Haha... It been so long ago, I dunno why my heart still so pain... Haha... I tot
I can let it go but it doesn't seems to be easy... When I make it my
mind, I still wants u as friend... Bcos u understand me the most.. Haha... Damn... Why I am so stupid? Always lose
it then regret it... Jus like my exams... Time to learn hw to cherish it... And choose
carefully...
But hor.. He very shit.. I gt so scary ma? Why my block
me? Instead of still keep me as a contact yet we can't talk at all...
I can let it go but it doesn't seems to be easy... When I make it my
mind, I still wants u as friend... Bcos u understand me the most.. Haha... Damn... Why I am so stupid? Always lose
it then regret it... Jus like my exams... Time to learn hw to cherish it... And choose
carefully...
But hor.. He very shit.. I gt so scary ma? Why my block
me? Instead of still keep me as a contact yet we can't talk at all...
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
A nite to remember?
Hahaha.. Last Sat, i went to St James with my friends. I remembered what happened that day vividly.
Lunch, i had New York New York heavy lunch. Then at nite, i went to meet up with my friend to take a bag from her. Then ard evening time, i met up with friends to watch movie. Jennifer's Body wasn't that fantastic show as i tot. Haha.. You know when i am watching the movie. My mind actually wondering ard. Hahaha.. Maybe recently i been really moody? I also don't know what happen to me..
For entertaining me, my friends actually accompanied to St James to meet my gd friend there. Hahaha.. Luckily, i didn't said anything wrong out that day.. Maybe abt my friend's relationship that part.. i shouldn't said out.. =x erm.. u know at the moment, i am happy.. Hahaha.. not bcos i said out my friend's relationship.. Is that i know someone do place a seat in my heart. Hahaha.. I know is impossible.. Min arh Min, pls pull yourself out. You two can fool ard when he is single.. When he is attached, pls.. u know he will be attach sooner or later.. u will still feel that kind of feeling.. pull yrself out, pls.. i dun want to see myself drag for another few more years..
keeke.. yes.. i will listen to u once to go on diet.. haha.. although u never said wat u want me to listen to u.. hahaa.. but seems like everyone is challenging abt my determination.. i dunno whether i will success or not.. but i willing to try.. to save money and to bcome prettier..
i know both of us will not be together.. we will be gd pals.. but i believe the next coming year, we will have gaps in between us... we will slowly drift apart.. u will start to find yr happiness.. of cos u also wish that i can find someone who be there for me..
u know when i am waiting for first train.. a lot of memories are flown on mind.. haha.. I was telling myself.. i can fall in love with anyone except u..
cos i dun want to lose u.. =x
Lunch, i had New York New York heavy lunch. Then at nite, i went to meet up with my friend to take a bag from her. Then ard evening time, i met up with friends to watch movie. Jennifer's Body wasn't that fantastic show as i tot. Haha.. You know when i am watching the movie. My mind actually wondering ard. Hahaha.. Maybe recently i been really moody? I also don't know what happen to me..
For entertaining me, my friends actually accompanied to St James to meet my gd friend there. Hahaha.. Luckily, i didn't said anything wrong out that day.. Maybe abt my friend's relationship that part.. i shouldn't said out.. =x erm.. u know at the moment, i am happy.. Hahaha.. not bcos i said out my friend's relationship.. Is that i know someone do place a seat in my heart. Hahaha.. I know is impossible.. Min arh Min, pls pull yourself out. You two can fool ard when he is single.. When he is attached, pls.. u know he will be attach sooner or later.. u will still feel that kind of feeling.. pull yrself out, pls.. i dun want to see myself drag for another few more years..
keeke.. yes.. i will listen to u once to go on diet.. haha.. although u never said wat u want me to listen to u.. hahaa.. but seems like everyone is challenging abt my determination.. i dunno whether i will success or not.. but i willing to try.. to save money and to bcome prettier..
i know both of us will not be together.. we will be gd pals.. but i believe the next coming year, we will have gaps in between us... we will slowly drift apart.. u will start to find yr happiness.. of cos u also wish that i can find someone who be there for me..
u know when i am waiting for first train.. a lot of memories are flown on mind.. haha.. I was telling myself.. i can fall in love with anyone except u..
cos i dun want to lose u.. =x
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
两个男人。。
wahahaa.. the title seems like very weird hor... hahahaa.. 7 years ago... i am considered very happy xiao nu ren ba~~ cos ard me.. i gt 两个男人.. no matter whether i am happy or sad.. they will be there for me... haha.. but gradually i fall in love with one of them... and i lost him.. hahaa.. while the other one.. we no longer that close.. maybe as time passes.. things changed... slowly i learnt to be more independent.. knows that thing will not be with u forever.. must cherish them.. cos maybe next yr.. things will be different again.. u will lead yr life.. while if i keep looking backwards.. i will not be able to move forward.. maybe u already at the ending point... hahahaa.. Just like 7 yrs ago.. i am running together with you... 3 yrs later.. u left me and run faster or took a different path to reach the destination.. if i still carry on to stop at 4 yrs ago.. i will not be able to reach the destination.. and everyone behind me will jus overtake me.. hahaa.. blur blur le for so long.. finally wake up and carry on to run the marathon.. maybe we will nt met again on the journey to destination.. as long as anyone of us don't look backwards, i believe we will be happier... =)
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
8 years le...
不知不觉8年就这样的过去了。。 哈哈。。 如果真的在一起的话， 我们会不会在一起。。 还是我们还是会分开。。 还是我们还是会是好朋友。。 你还过的好吗？我现在过的还好，现在这分工作没有我以前的工作来的辛苦。。 没有那么难挨的日子。。 还是我也跟随时间的脚步，慢慢学的放开，不要那么冲动。。 哈哈。。 我猜你身边有了你深爱的老婆了吧！哈哈。。。 还是可能已经是爸爸了。。 哈哈。。 事情都过了那么旧，为何我还会偶尔想起你。。 这不是应为我放不下你。 只是你跟korkor给我的影响太过深，在我最彷徨无助的时候，你们会在ah min身边给她依靠。。 这份人情会陪我到老。。。 谢谢你。。 你真的帮了我很多。。 有些时候，你就是那么傻。。在我最穷的时候， 是你伸出你的手帮助我。。你从来都没有向我讨回。。。 只会在我身边唠叨的叫我不要那么会花钱。。 还是学生的我却喜欢跟朋友吃好的。。 有一次买了一杯泰国的chendol,$3.80。。。 给你说了一正晚。。 八年后，吃也没有了~~朋友也没有了~~ 哈哈。。。在你通电话时，我会说korkor..失去你后，korkor总会提起你。。 哈哈。。 真得很好笑。。
Sunday, October 11, 2009
min in love le~~
wahahaaa... Surprising hor~~ i will put this title.. haha.. ya~~ i am in love...
hahaa.. hw true is that.. no lah~~ is not true at all.. maybe i am just too close with him...
hahahaa.. too close to be together.. time to give up~~ arbo i will be down again for another 7 years.. by then i will be lao ah ma liao~~ where gt chance to meet my prince charming~~ now hor~~ must look carefully~~~ hahaa.. "the one" most likely will be my the other half liao~~ hahahaaa.. slowly find and enjoy my singlehood now~~ lol.. :P
hahaa.. hw true is that.. no lah~~ is not true at all.. maybe i am just too close with him...
hahahaa.. too close to be together.. time to give up~~ arbo i will be down again for another 7 years.. by then i will be lao ah ma liao~~ where gt chance to meet my prince charming~~ now hor~~ must look carefully~~~ hahaa.. "the one" most likely will be my the other half liao~~ hahahaaa.. slowly find and enjoy my singlehood now~~ lol.. :P
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
Wahaha.. Min turning 25 soon!!!
Haha... Min this nickname comes from a big korkor.. Haha.. Ever since that day, this nick had followed me till now.. Wahahaa.. =p
Min 傻傻等的是你对我唱生日歌.. haha.. 可是你没次都不给我一点面子。。 你从来都没有记得这一天，应为你从来都没有在乎过我.. hahahaa.. do u know that every yr, tat day.. i am waiting for u to sing me a birthday song.. but hor~~ u purposely.. skipped that day... hahaa.. silly hor.. haha... 7 years ago.. u won't sing me a birthday song.. wat makes u think 7 yrs later u will sing for me... so fast hor~~ time passes so long le.. haha.. we all had our own lives.. hahaa.. big korkor.. no matter where u are now.. hopes that u are doing fine.. having a great life.. hahaa..
if one day, i met this da korkor on the streets.. i doubt that he can still recognize me nor i can recognize him.. hahaaa..
i wondering hw my birthday will be like this year? last year.. da jie they all keep me accompany.. then i went st james with my friends... hahaa.. my brother also pass me a phone.. cos my phone spolit le.. then followed by a bbq...
guess this year.. will be much more quiet ba... i dun have much friends.. whaahahaaa..
Min 傻傻等的是你对我唱生日歌.. haha.. 可是你没次都不给我一点面子。。 你从来都没有记得这一天，应为你从来都没有在乎过我.. hahahaa.. do u know that every yr, tat day.. i am waiting for u to sing me a birthday song.. but hor~~ u purposely.. skipped that day... hahaa.. silly hor.. haha... 7 years ago.. u won't sing me a birthday song.. wat makes u think 7 yrs later u will sing for me... so fast hor~~ time passes so long le.. haha.. we all had our own lives.. hahaa.. big korkor.. no matter where u are now.. hopes that u are doing fine.. having a great life.. hahaa..
if one day, i met this da korkor on the streets.. i doubt that he can still recognize me nor i can recognize him.. hahaaa..
i wondering hw my birthday will be like this year? last year.. da jie they all keep me accompany.. then i went st james with my friends... hahaa.. my brother also pass me a phone.. cos my phone spolit le.. then followed by a bbq...
guess this year.. will be much more quiet ba... i dun have much friends.. whaahahaaa..
Saturday, September 26, 2009
It had been so long ago
haha... It had been so long ago that i ever post here... Nt that recently i am extremely busy or wat had happened recently... After so many years, i had finally let go of the feelings i had for me.... Heeh.... I m so happy.... feel so gd to let go... But i still wish to have him as a friend... Cos he is my closest friend... 我们做不成情人也可以做朋友。
Haha. today i had a very bad backache... But i still insisted of going out with mum... This bad backache reminds me of nanny.. Haha... I always think he very naggy... Lol... :p i think i more naggy... Everything also wan to control... Hehe.. Last time when i bad backache... He is the one who accompany me see doctor... Haha.... While the other one only accompany me chat on phone.. haha.... Time flies... Each of us had our lives.. No point looking backward again... Just all these are very sweet memory..
我是一个很好骗的女人.. Haha...
Haha... My life nw involves work n study... As for relationship, is still empty... Asking whether wants to find one to occupate tat seat.. Haha... I wish but really depend on fate. crush... I gt leh... Lol.... At tat point of time, i really fall in love with him.. But looking back of my experience, i decide to move step backward... Just in case, we can't even b friends... Plus the type of gal he looking for confirm is nt me... Haha... Recently, i gt a lot of match make leh... Office one.. He is neighbour.. my gd friend said my brother.. Haha... My brother asked me go on diet... Haha... He scare 我嫁不出去...
Haha. today i had a very bad backache... But i still insisted of going out with mum... This bad backache reminds me of nanny.. Haha... I always think he very naggy... Lol... :p i think i more naggy... Everything also wan to control... Hehe.. Last time when i bad backache... He is the one who accompany me see doctor... Haha.... While the other one only accompany me chat on phone.. haha.... Time flies... Each of us had our lives.. No point looking backward again... Just all these are very sweet memory..
我是一个很好骗的女人.. Haha...
Haha... My life nw involves work n study... As for relationship, is still empty... Asking whether wants to find one to occupate tat seat.. Haha... I wish but really depend on fate. crush... I gt leh... Lol.... At tat point of time, i really fall in love with him.. But looking back of my experience, i decide to move step backward... Just in case, we can't even b friends... Plus the type of gal he looking for confirm is nt me... Haha... Recently, i gt a lot of match make leh... Office one.. He is neighbour.. my gd friend said my brother.. Haha... My brother asked me go on diet... Haha... He scare 我嫁不出去...
Friday, August 14, 2009
Recently.. i am happy...
hahahaaa... recently... i had been quite happy.. hahahaa.. hw come arh~~ lol.. =p although seems like school stuffs still makes me quite sick... hahahaaa...
I am puzzled... i had been doing my part for tutorial.. i did one more extra questions... hahaa.. but seems like nobody willing to send me the latest copy of assignment which is link to exams~~ sad hor~~ maybe wo ren yuan bu hao~~ imagine~~ my friend 12 midnight then tell me.. can i help to do one part of the question.. hahaha..at first, i was very unwillingly.. cos i had been offering help each time.. but doesn't seems like other pple is helping me... haha.. in the end.. i still do it.. then now.. asking her to send me a file.. is like so hard... sian~~
haahahaa... recently been at work... erm.. i got a feeling.. my small boss had a this kind of feeling of dislike me.. erm.. or maybe i think too much.. or bcos i took over some stuffs that actually that belongs to him. If u asked me, what had happened? Seriously, i don't know what is happening. But no instructions from my big boss that i can return the stuffs back to my small boss even he is back. What should i do? In order not to offend my big boss, i am hugging the task. But doesn't seems to be my performance for that particular is good. Hahaha.. Next year performance bonus must be gone case. Erm.. Or maybe i should said, i don't even know whether next year, will i still be here or not? Currently, i still quite like my job, of cos there are down times also. But i really learn a lot of stuffs here. And i am trying to be sociable plus independent.. Trying to ignore all office politics.. wahahaa.. :P
opps.. one more thing..... singapore is really very small.... Mr I dunno's cousin became my colleague, furthermore he is in the same team as me. Wahahaa..... Small hor~~ I quit one and half years ago, yet now we are meeting in another place, furthermore under the same boss.
hahaahaa.... if i said i have a crush.. do u believe... hahaaha.. i am on leave today yet this person had been floating in my mind.. wahaha... does it means that i had a crush on him.. i sooooo0oo0o0o0o0o0ooooo long never had this kind of feelings... i am s00o00o0o0oo0oo0oo0oo0o0ooo00o happy.... alternatively, it means i am willing to let go of the past and start a brand new life.. lol... =p
wahahaa.. my gd friend.. she is giving birth in oct~~ hahaa.. a lot of things i dunno.. mainly is my childhood friend who told me these... hahaha... actually i think i am a failure friend.. no wonder.. i dun have true friends ard me...
times passes really fast.. last time me and my childhood friend dislike each other ba... hahahaa.. yet now we are close friends.. hahahaa... and he is going for exchange for four months.. i should get him a birthday gift before he leave hor~~ not when he comes back then i give him the birthday gift, right.. maybe by then, i am already broke...
recently not running frm anyone... sometimes.. really feel lazy to entertain pple.. sometimes.. is really too tired.. just wants to rest.. cos sometimes i do assignments.. until late nites... while the next day.. i still need to work.. just wants to rest... i am sorry.. if i haven been meeting/catching up with u.
I am puzzled... i had been doing my part for tutorial.. i did one more extra questions... hahaa.. but seems like nobody willing to send me the latest copy of assignment which is link to exams~~ sad hor~~ maybe wo ren yuan bu hao~~ imagine~~ my friend 12 midnight then tell me.. can i help to do one part of the question.. hahaha..at first, i was very unwillingly.. cos i had been offering help each time.. but doesn't seems like other pple is helping me... haha.. in the end.. i still do it.. then now.. asking her to send me a file.. is like so hard... sian~~
haahahaa... recently been at work... erm.. i got a feeling.. my small boss had a this kind of feeling of dislike me.. erm.. or maybe i think too much.. or bcos i took over some stuffs that actually that belongs to him. If u asked me, what had happened? Seriously, i don't know what is happening. But no instructions from my big boss that i can return the stuffs back to my small boss even he is back. What should i do? In order not to offend my big boss, i am hugging the task. But doesn't seems to be my performance for that particular is good. Hahaha.. Next year performance bonus must be gone case. Erm.. Or maybe i should said, i don't even know whether next year, will i still be here or not? Currently, i still quite like my job, of cos there are down times also. But i really learn a lot of stuffs here. And i am trying to be sociable plus independent.. Trying to ignore all office politics.. wahahaa.. :P
opps.. one more thing..... singapore is really very small.... Mr I dunno's cousin became my colleague, furthermore he is in the same team as me. Wahahaa..... Small hor~~ I quit one and half years ago, yet now we are meeting in another place, furthermore under the same boss.
hahaahaa.... if i said i have a crush.. do u believe... hahaaha.. i am on leave today yet this person had been floating in my mind.. wahaha... does it means that i had a crush on him.. i sooooo0oo0o0o0o0o0ooooo long never had this kind of feelings... i am s00o00o0o0oo0oo0oo0oo0o0ooo00o happy.... alternatively, it means i am willing to let go of the past and start a brand new life.. lol... =p
wahahaa.. my gd friend.. she is giving birth in oct~~ hahaa.. a lot of things i dunno.. mainly is my childhood friend who told me these... hahaha... actually i think i am a failure friend.. no wonder.. i dun have true friends ard me...
times passes really fast.. last time me and my childhood friend dislike each other ba... hahahaa.. yet now we are close friends.. hahahaa... and he is going for exchange for four months.. i should get him a birthday gift before he leave hor~~ not when he comes back then i give him the birthday gift, right.. maybe by then, i am already broke...
recently not running frm anyone... sometimes.. really feel lazy to entertain pple.. sometimes.. is really too tired.. just wants to rest.. cos sometimes i do assignments.. until late nites... while the next day.. i still need to work.. just wants to rest... i am sorry.. if i haven been meeting/catching up with u.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
hahahaaha.. breakdown?
hahahaa.. recently been squeeze by work.. but studies also went really haywire..hahaa.. my grp not very united.. hahaa.. bcos of a book.. i also quarrelled with my friend.. hahahaa.. wah lah~~ i never attend first lecture for half an hour~~ hw i know need to buy book~~ =_____= she still keep saying.. u dunno meh~ he keeps mentioning~~ wah lau~~ wth.. i skipped half an hour~~ hw i know wat is happening? my fault meh!!! hahahaa. everytime not my fault~ also my fault~~ hahaaa.. sibei sian~~`
hahahaa.. just now on the way back hm~~ mummy said a topic~~ suddenly i feel a sharp pain in my heart~~ hahahaa.. guess tat topic is abt my wound.. opps.. i tot i had recoved frm that wound already.. hw come i still feel painful.. hahahaa.. am i really that stubborn...
hahahaa.. i tot i still told my friend i like someone.. hahaa.. he so cool.. sometimes so sweet.. hahaa.. but towards everyone he is also like that.. hahahaa.. see him.. makes me happier.. hhahahaa.. i think i need to brush up my communication skills.. but too bad~~ i too childish~~ hahaa.. min ah min~~ good guys are all attached le~~ wahahaa..
next month~~ i might be going chalet.. tmd~~ again go there be lightbulb ba~~ haiz~~ sian~~ guess i bring my ds lite go there play game~~ or dun stayed there overnite~~ hahaa.. i dun mind.. to get drunk if i can forget the past~~ especially the part tat hurt mt so badly.. hahaha.. really got so jialat mah~~ or i haven met the correct one~~ hahahaa...
surprisingly~ i had a dinner with my cousin~~ had some chat~~hopefully can slowly build our relationship ba~~
hahahaa.. just now on the way back hm~~ mummy said a topic~~ suddenly i feel a sharp pain in my heart~~ hahahaa.. guess tat topic is abt my wound.. opps.. i tot i had recoved frm that wound already.. hw come i still feel painful.. hahahaa.. am i really that stubborn...
hahahaa.. i tot i still told my friend i like someone.. hahaa.. he so cool.. sometimes so sweet.. hahaa.. but towards everyone he is also like that.. hahahaa.. see him.. makes me happier.. hhahahaa.. i think i need to brush up my communication skills.. but too bad~~ i too childish~~ hahaa.. min ah min~~ good guys are all attached le~~ wahahaa..
next month~~ i might be going chalet.. tmd~~ again go there be lightbulb ba~~ haiz~~ sian~~ guess i bring my ds lite go there play game~~ or dun stayed there overnite~~ hahaa.. i dun mind.. to get drunk if i can forget the past~~ especially the part tat hurt mt so badly.. hahaha.. really got so jialat mah~~ or i haven met the correct one~~ hahahaa...
surprisingly~ i had a dinner with my cousin~~ had some chat~~hopefully can slowly build our relationship ba~~
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