Sunday, February 24, 2008
Complicated Feelings
As to compare the two companies, i dunno which i will i choose. But maybe my leaving will make my boss and i happier? Since we suffer from a broken colleague relationship in the first place, now we were just acting as normal. But on monday, i was very pissed off. She put words into my mouth again. Argh~~ As usual, this is her style. If you asked me whether i will do a good work of handover, i really dunno. Hahaa.. The problem is she is the one offend me, what for makes our pple life difficult.. Seriously i would like to stay in my current company if i no longer in her team, but that came too late. It came before i go out look for job and i had already sign the contract. Therefore i think i will still move on to a new job.. I will miss my times over here.. No more lunch time shopping spree~~~ hahaa..
Sunday, February 17, 2008
My Primary School Gathering~~
Friday was just a normal day of working day. But of cos there were things that i pissed with. Hahaa.. When pple didn't teach u anything, yet they wants u to teach them back. Is that fair? Will i do that? My colleague was telling me why not i give them the skeleton how to build and let them do it themselves. Maybe that is a good idea, cos i can clear one or two days of leave. I will do that tml. :P Since tml morning, i still got two more session of briefing.. lol.. half a day each.. haha.. if tml morning, i kept my bag.. Will pple knows that i had come to work already? lol.. :P
After work, i went to mphosis sale with my colleagues.. Hahaha... Can't imagine that we stayed there for 3 hours.. Bcos of this shopping spree, i did not had my dinner, ended up i had supper at youth park kopitiam~~ lol.. :P Erm.. The food there was quite not bad, since this is my first time going there to makan. Of cos during my dinner.. my primary school's friends been calling me.. hehehe.. :P my colleague accompany me all the way to clarke quay then she headed to take train back hm, while i go to attend my primary's school gathering. Erm~~~ surprising not very shy, i hopefully i still can performs quite well in socialize? bcos i not gd at words lah`~ trying to much more friendly person nowadays~~ lol.. :P Guess we had a total of 11 of us excluding one of my friend's husband. hehee.. not much changes for me except not wearing glasses but put on weight le.. :P i did enjoy that nite.. thanks pals~~ for the gathering~~ They planning to have another one in march, but as for that, i had to consider first. I am going to start my new job in march,i might not be able to go ba~~
After work, i went to mphosis sale with my colleagues.. Hahaha... Can't imagine that we stayed there for 3 hours.. Bcos of this shopping spree, i did not had my dinner, ended up i had supper at youth park kopitiam~~ lol.. :P Erm.. The food there was quite not bad, since this is my first time going there to makan. Of cos during my dinner.. my primary school's friends been calling me.. hehehe.. :P my colleague accompany me all the way to clarke quay then she headed to take train back hm, while i go to attend my primary's school gathering. Erm~~~ surprising not very shy, i hopefully i still can performs quite well in socialize? bcos i not gd at words lah`~ trying to much more friendly person nowadays~~ lol.. :P Guess we had a total of 11 of us excluding one of my friend's husband. hehee.. not much changes for me except not wearing glasses but put on weight le.. :P i did enjoy that nite.. thanks pals~~ for the gathering~~ They planning to have another one in march, but as for that, i had to consider first. I am going to start my new job in march,i might not be able to go ba~~
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Happy V day
heheee... as for counting down to new work location only left ard 14 days.. currently my office is doing renovation.. sigh~~ my last day is when my fellow colleagues moving to newly renovate office.. sigh~~ envy sia~~ the design is quite nice.. much more brighter than wat i had currently.. see whether i got chance to take a before and after of my office or not..
erm.. seriously till now, i still had a mixed feelings about whether to stay here or to moved on to a new place . Maybe i am considered to a person who is very stubborn or so called i dun like changes in life when i had a stable life le. For example, when i go to particular restaurant, i will order the same food previously if i like it, otherwise i will try something nice. I try KOI bubble milk tea and wulong milk tea. Then i will stick to wulong milk tea each time when i go and buy. Although the price is double of normal milk tea, is really nice and much more thicker than other bubbles tea. But as for work wise, i can't change anything. Bcos i had already signed the contract, there is no way to turn back. Maybe wait until 1 year later, i wondering whether will i be suffering there or much more enjoy myself over there. Sometimes if u never tried it before, you will know is going to be bitter or sweet.
Last Monday, i met up with my two brothers. Of cos, we talked rubbish and had dinner at cafe cartel. This meal was on brother cos he got his driving license. Guess the next meal is going to be on me bcos of the change of environment. Of cos, thanks to them that they had been there for me and hearing my complaint of work. We catch The Moist written based on stephen king's story book. Erm~~ What if one day, it happened to me, what will i do? Let me think abt~~~~~~~
Tuesday went back to taka to buy last minute chinese new year goodies.. Bought kueh lapis and egg roll from lavander. I just like the egg roll, it is with sesame. As for the kueh lapis, it taste much more better than the one which i bought back from Batam, although is much more expensive.
Wednesday, chinese new year eve~~~ I had my lunch at ichiban boshi before i went back home. Had a short shopping trip with my colleague at parkway parade. After that i went back home to sleep, but i did not attend the reunion dinner. Around 11 plus, we went down to chinatown for a short walk. But mummy not feeling very well, therefore we headed back home.
Thursday and Friday had been a standard procedure for me for the past twenty years. Went to my grandma's house and Auntie's house respectively . As usual, i lose ard $50 to $60 on first day of CNY. But win a few bucks on the next day. I bought chocolate almonds for my cousins. Hehee.. She treated me kushinbo last mth. They always treated me very gd de. So is time to repay them, since now i am working now.. Haha.. On the second day of cny, i went to watch kungfu dunk with them. Hehee.. One of them treats me movie ticket while another one treats me drink.. Alamak.. Towards them.. i wants to express my gratitude to them.. but hw? can someone teaches me?
Sat stayed at home and accompany my parents.. see.. hw gd girl am i sia~~ never really go out..
Sun had a gathering at marina square. Hehee... I went to try Ministry of Food, opps, a japanese resturant again.. A total of 13 of us... Hehee.. I choose to sit inside, of cos follow by my brothers lah~~ haha... this time round i am smart.. i dun seat near couples.. haha.. but got stuck inside cannot go out.. argh~~ of cos everyone starts to bully me again lah~~ ask me treat.. lol.. :P I can sense that brothers they all aiming for me to treat them when i gt my new pay.. Hehehe.. hw abt when i convert to perm? maybe that will be a better one?
Promotion lah~~~ only $2.80.. but i still prefer ichiban~~
hahha.. cannot finished.. brother they all try some.. said not nice~~
SURPRISE~~ i can eat dessert~~~ lol.. but is at over at esplande~~ i keep complaining to my friend that he never jio me go there.. lol.. :X
Plus the shop owner always reject us cos we always come in a big group. But this time round, they did not reject us bcos the whole shop is like only with 1 table of customer.. I sat between my shifu and one of my brother~~~ haha.. so long never meet up with shifu le~~ so must chit-chat a bit~~ see hw is him.. and hw his macau and hk trip~~~ knew that his mum had went back.. now only left him and his sis in singapore.. I did something gulity, i stopped brother to go to work~~ erm~~~ am i very evil? erm~~ but sometimes i see him worked until so jialat.. i also dunno wat to said~~ hopefully he will relax and enjoy life ba~~ dun work so hard~~ later he looks more and more shag~~ i remembered why i stopped him le.. cos he only slept for a few hours.. can he tahan mah~~ not gd for health.. one person everyday must sleep for 8 hours a day~~ but i dun pratice that.. :X
Chocolate Fondue
Cocoa Drink.. Erm~~ not mine.. i just tried.. :P
hehee.. actually want to spilt the bill with my friend but he dun want~~ he wants to treat us eat.. guess mainly bcos he going to take his bonus liao~~ but hor~~ he very jialat~~ just took 1 mth of mc.. now another 60 days of mc... OMG~~~
I reached hm ard 11 plus.. and i online till 3.30am.. Crazy right~~ was chatting with friends abt something.. kns.. first time 3 of us chatted until so late.. then i was telling one of them~~ luckily we not involve in those triangle relationship.. haha.. otherwise.........
Monday, i brought mummy to see doctor since she felt the pain before CNY. Furthermore, daddy was quite busy since CNY, nobody accompany to see doctor. I brought her to potong pasir.. TMD.. Damn far~~~ but the doctor is very good~~ furthermore he see very fast~~~ ok lah~~ nothing much.. old pple le~~ sure got some aliments de.. Doctor asked her dun worry too much.. cos she scare is kidney problem... then every nite also cannot sleep well.. I see le... also heart-pain~~ after doctor diagnose, he said is just nerver inflammation.. take some medicine will be ok le.. dun need to worry so much~~~ tat's makes all of us much more relieve~~ i still scare bcos of the fall that she had at genting 2 years back. Hehee.. Told four my gd friends abt i am bringing my mum to see doctor.. they are so concern abt her sia.. haha.. thanks buddies.. :P
I met brothers and my colleagues to watch Rambo 4.. Wah Kao~~ so Bloody.. Wat kind of movie was that sia~~ Erm.. guess after watching the movie, i felt tat i am much more fortunate than them.. .
I went to eat chawamunshi again~~~
Tuesday, i went to sakae to dinner and catch CJ7 at cineleisure.. .
In advance of my birthday celebration
hahaha.. not nice de lah~~ nt enuff salmon~~ plus i very full sia~~~
erm.. not i finished de arh~~ my colleague helped me clear.. lol.. :P
Wednesday~~
Terrible lunch at cedele..
Bacon Mushroom Omelette Sandwich..
ARGH~~!!~!~! i dunno got capsicums.. but luckily i still can tahan~~ lol.. but i ate until very crumsy.. here dropped a bit, there dropped a bit.... geez~~~
guess i still prefer soup spoon...
Thursday.. Happy V Day..
Erm~~ Didn't expect much for this year~~ of cos i am still single.. nobody wants leh~~ but i got a little surprise at office today~~ This happened after my lunch~~ Around 4.30pm, someone called me to ask me go down to collect my v day flowers.. haha.. is tat going to be a joke.. i still ask the person where are u now.. He reply.. iras taxi stand~~ erm~~~ maybe he called wrong number~~ when i am going down, mind was thinking who is saboing me~~ i dun like this kind of thing... hhaa...delieve to my house mah~~ i still can accept.. not to office.. i dun like show off..
opps.. seems like now i am showing off.. .
hahaa.. thanks my friend.. everyone was like wow~~ of cos i kept the above stuffs at my colleague's place~~ then everyone was like asking her~~ wow.. your bf so sweet arh~~~ etc.. then she had to explain to everyone again and again~~~ haha.. before she left~~ she placed the flowers and bear on top of my keyboard~~ cos i go eat snake~~ haha.. no lah~~ another discussion with another project lead.. he is trying to make me stay~~~ then pple ard me starts to think who send me and etc.. i faster pack bag and ciao liao lah~~ waiting for pple to question me arh ~~ siao~~~
of cos this kind of thing, i will not take bus hm lah~~ everyone looking at me leh~~~ ask daddy to fetch me lah~~ cos i meeting friends also..
i helped my friend to celebrate his inadvanced birthday before he left sg to melbourne... kns.. he will only be back next year.... we actually planned to have dinner at parkway but too crowded le~~ so i tot of going to Changi Airport... OMG~~ never tot is tat crowded also~~ furthermore i met my aunt and uncle there too.. TMD~~ my young cousin never called me when he saw me, just kept staring at me.. maybe bcos we only met once a year? lol.. we had our dinner at wang jiao.. siao~~ go all the way to have dinner at wang jiao..
Desset Time...
Happy Birthday Cum Happy V Day.. Wahahaa.. :P Special Cake right..
erm.... taste not very gd... :(
haha.. we only have a few bites.. then we asked the person to help us to pack it up~~ lol.. guess the manager going to grumble le.. lol..
erm.. seriously till now, i still had a mixed feelings about whether to stay here or to moved on to a new place . Maybe i am considered to a person who is very stubborn or so called i dun like changes in life when i had a stable life le. For example, when i go to particular restaurant, i will order the same food previously if i like it, otherwise i will try something nice. I try KOI bubble milk tea and wulong milk tea. Then i will stick to wulong milk tea each time when i go and buy. Although the price is double of normal milk tea, is really nice and much more thicker than other bubbles tea. But as for work wise, i can't change anything. Bcos i had already signed the contract, there is no way to turn back. Maybe wait until 1 year later, i wondering whether will i be suffering there or much more enjoy myself over there. Sometimes if u never tried it before, you will know is going to be bitter or sweet.
Last Monday, i met up with my two brothers. Of cos, we talked rubbish and had dinner at cafe cartel. This meal was on brother cos he got his driving license. Guess the next meal is going to be on me bcos of the change of environment. Of cos, thanks to them that they had been there for me and hearing my complaint of work. We catch The Moist written based on stephen king's story book. Erm~~ What if one day, it happened to me, what will i do? Let me think abt~~~~~~~
Tuesday went back to taka to buy last minute chinese new year goodies.. Bought kueh lapis and egg roll from lavander. I just like the egg roll, it is with sesame. As for the kueh lapis, it taste much more better than the one which i bought back from Batam, although is much more expensive.
Wednesday, chinese new year eve~~~ I had my lunch at ichiban boshi before i went back home. Had a short shopping trip with my colleague at parkway parade. After that i went back home to sleep, but i did not attend the reunion dinner. Around 11 plus, we went down to chinatown for a short walk. But mummy not feeling very well, therefore we headed back home.
Thursday and Friday had been a standard procedure for me for the past twenty years. Went to my grandma's house and Auntie's house respectively . As usual, i lose ard $50 to $60 on first day of CNY. But win a few bucks on the next day. I bought chocolate almonds for my cousins. Hehee.. She treated me kushinbo last mth. They always treated me very gd de. So is time to repay them, since now i am working now.. Haha.. On the second day of cny, i went to watch kungfu dunk with them. Hehee.. One of them treats me movie ticket while another one treats me drink.. Alamak.. Towards them.. i wants to express my gratitude to them.. but hw? can someone teaches me?
Sat stayed at home and accompany my parents.. see.. hw gd girl am i sia~~ never really go out..
Sun had a gathering at marina square. Hehee... I went to try Ministry of Food, opps, a japanese resturant again.. A total of 13 of us... Hehee.. I choose to sit inside, of cos follow by my brothers lah~~ haha... this time round i am smart.. i dun seat near couples.. haha.. but got stuck inside cannot go out.. argh~~ of cos everyone starts to bully me again lah~~ ask me treat.. lol.. :P I can sense that brothers they all aiming for me to treat them when i gt my new pay.. Hehehe.. hw abt when i convert to perm? maybe that will be a better one?
Promotion lah~~~ only $2.80.. but i still prefer ichiban~~
hahha.. cannot finished.. brother they all try some.. said not nice~~
SURPRISE~~ i can eat dessert~~~ lol.. but is at over at esplande~~ i keep complaining to my friend that he never jio me go there.. lol.. :X
Plus the shop owner always reject us cos we always come in a big group. But this time round, they did not reject us bcos the whole shop is like only with 1 table of customer.. I sat between my shifu and one of my brother~~~ haha.. so long never meet up with shifu le~~ so must chit-chat a bit~~ see hw is him.. and hw his macau and hk trip~~~ knew that his mum had went back.. now only left him and his sis in singapore.. I did something gulity, i stopped brother to go to work~~ erm~~~ am i very evil? erm~~ but sometimes i see him worked until so jialat.. i also dunno wat to said~~ hopefully he will relax and enjoy life ba~~ dun work so hard~~ later he looks more and more shag~~ i remembered why i stopped him le.. cos he only slept for a few hours.. can he tahan mah~~ not gd for health.. one person everyday must sleep for 8 hours a day~~ but i dun pratice that.. :X
Chocolate Fondue
Cocoa Drink.. Erm~~ not mine.. i just tried.. :P
hehee.. actually want to spilt the bill with my friend but he dun want~~ he wants to treat us eat.. guess mainly bcos he going to take his bonus liao~~ but hor~~ he very jialat~~ just took 1 mth of mc.. now another 60 days of mc... OMG~~~
I reached hm ard 11 plus.. and i online till 3.30am.. Crazy right~~ was chatting with friends abt something.. kns.. first time 3 of us chatted until so late.. then i was telling one of them~~ luckily we not involve in those triangle relationship.. haha.. otherwise.........
Monday, i brought mummy to see doctor since she felt the pain before CNY. Furthermore, daddy was quite busy since CNY, nobody accompany to see doctor. I brought her to potong pasir.. TMD.. Damn far~~~ but the doctor is very good~~ furthermore he see very fast~~~ ok lah~~ nothing much.. old pple le~~ sure got some aliments de.. Doctor asked her dun worry too much.. cos she scare is kidney problem... then every nite also cannot sleep well.. I see le... also heart-pain~~ after doctor diagnose, he said is just nerver inflammation.. take some medicine will be ok le.. dun need to worry so much~~~ tat's makes all of us much more relieve~~ i still scare bcos of the fall that she had at genting 2 years back. Hehee.. Told four my gd friends abt i am bringing my mum to see doctor.. they are so concern abt her sia.. haha.. thanks buddies.. :P
I met brothers and my colleagues to watch Rambo 4.. Wah Kao~~ so Bloody.. Wat kind of movie was that sia~~ Erm.. guess after watching the movie, i felt tat i am much more fortunate than them.. .
I went to eat chawamunshi again~~~
Tuesday, i went to sakae to dinner and catch CJ7 at cineleisure.. .
In advance of my birthday celebration
hahaha.. not nice de lah~~ nt enuff salmon~~ plus i very full sia~~~
erm.. not i finished de arh~~ my colleague helped me clear.. lol.. :P
Wednesday~~
Terrible lunch at cedele..
Bacon Mushroom Omelette Sandwich..
ARGH~~!!~!~! i dunno got capsicums.. but luckily i still can tahan~~ lol.. but i ate until very crumsy.. here dropped a bit, there dropped a bit.... geez~~~
guess i still prefer soup spoon...
Thursday.. Happy V Day..
Erm~~ Didn't expect much for this year~~ of cos i am still single.. nobody wants leh~~ but i got a little surprise at office today~~ This happened after my lunch~~ Around 4.30pm, someone called me to ask me go down to collect my v day flowers.. haha.. is tat going to be a joke.. i still ask the person where are u now.. He reply.. iras taxi stand~~ erm~~~ maybe he called wrong number~~ when i am going down, mind was thinking who is saboing me~~ i dun like this kind of thing... hhaa...delieve to my house mah~~ i still can accept.. not to office.. i dun like show off..
opps.. seems like now i am showing off.. .
hahaa.. thanks my friend.. everyone was like wow~~ of cos i kept the above stuffs at my colleague's place~~ then everyone was like asking her~~ wow.. your bf so sweet arh~~~ etc.. then she had to explain to everyone again and again~~~ haha.. before she left~~ she placed the flowers and bear on top of my keyboard~~ cos i go eat snake~~ haha.. no lah~~ another discussion with another project lead.. he is trying to make me stay~~~ then pple ard me starts to think who send me and etc.. i faster pack bag and ciao liao lah~~ waiting for pple to question me arh ~~ siao~~~
of cos this kind of thing, i will not take bus hm lah~~ everyone looking at me leh~~~ ask daddy to fetch me lah~~ cos i meeting friends also..
i helped my friend to celebrate his inadvanced birthday before he left sg to melbourne... kns.. he will only be back next year.... we actually planned to have dinner at parkway but too crowded le~~ so i tot of going to Changi Airport... OMG~~ never tot is tat crowded also~~ furthermore i met my aunt and uncle there too.. TMD~~ my young cousin never called me when he saw me, just kept staring at me.. maybe bcos we only met once a year? lol.. we had our dinner at wang jiao.. siao~~ go all the way to have dinner at wang jiao..
Desset Time...
Happy Birthday Cum Happy V Day.. Wahahaa.. :P Special Cake right..
erm.... taste not very gd... :(
haha.. we only have a few bites.. then we asked the person to help us to pack it up~~ lol.. guess the manager going to grumble le.. lol..
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
My last day in IRAS~~
hahahaa.. i had been working in iras since 14th nov 2005, now i am leaving iras on the 29th feb.. Wow.. this day only come once in every 4 years..
Working there for abt 27 months, dun asked me anything abt taxes cos i dun understand at all.. hahaa... Today i started to ask my colleagues who are my close friends in office a question. Will i be post back to iras again? hehee.. seriously, i dun mind to post back to iras to work.. hehee.. :P
first of all, they are all there.. then i can still continue to mix ard with them.. of cos when pple takes their bonus.. i will stand at a side envy them~~ no choice.. dun have a luck to find a perm job.. but i dun mind under probation period ba~~ anyway since i am going study in july le~~ i hope i can manage studies, having fun cum work well ba~~ and of cos i hope i will still keep in contact with my close collegues and friends..
seriously if u asked me whether do i bear to leave iras.. although i always complain about my boss.. hehee.. if iras willing to pay me a little bit more than my current one.. i will choose to stay there but the problem is when i tender.. there is no negiotation. haiz~~ :( i grown up from there de.. learn so many things there.. no matter is about work nor human relationship in office..
in a new environment,i had to pick up everything again.. from then.. i moved to a position called consultant.. haiz~~ which means i might be jumping from project to project.. can u imagine min is going to work as a vendor le? does it means i grown to be much more confident on myself or i grown much more mature or i grown to be more independent? erm~~ i dun even know it myself~~ really feel my confused abt moving to new company.. hopefully i will meet a nice boss tat i dun have a gap with him or her. of cos i will miss my buddis and lunch kakis in iras.. and friends that i met in iras.. :P
Working there for abt 27 months, dun asked me anything abt taxes cos i dun understand at all.. hahaa... Today i started to ask my colleagues who are my close friends in office a question. Will i be post back to iras again? hehee.. seriously, i dun mind to post back to iras to work.. hehee.. :P
first of all, they are all there.. then i can still continue to mix ard with them.. of cos when pple takes their bonus.. i will stand at a side envy them~~ no choice.. dun have a luck to find a perm job.. but i dun mind under probation period ba~~ anyway since i am going study in july le~~ i hope i can manage studies, having fun cum work well ba~~ and of cos i hope i will still keep in contact with my close collegues and friends..
seriously if u asked me whether do i bear to leave iras.. although i always complain about my boss.. hehee.. if iras willing to pay me a little bit more than my current one.. i will choose to stay there but the problem is when i tender.. there is no negiotation. haiz~~ :( i grown up from there de.. learn so many things there.. no matter is about work nor human relationship in office..
in a new environment,i had to pick up everything again.. from then.. i moved to a position called consultant.. haiz~~ which means i might be jumping from project to project.. can u imagine min is going to work as a vendor le? does it means i grown to be much more confident on myself or i grown much more mature or i grown to be more independent? erm~~ i dun even know it myself~~ really feel my confused abt moving to new company.. hopefully i will meet a nice boss tat i dun have a gap with him or her. of cos i will miss my buddis and lunch kakis in iras.. and friends that i met in iras.. :P
Friday, February 01, 2008
A few Good News to ANNOUNCE
I MIGHT BE CHANGING JOB SOON~~ AND TENDERING TMR~~ haha.. after two years, i finally decided to change job leh.. hahaa.. had been really struggling for so long then i decided to change job.. See whether my current company will counter offer me or not.. But after spoken to my director last nite, i realise that she will not counter offer me. Actually before i stepped into her room, i already knows her decision. She will not do anything but let me go.. hahaa.. she will compare the package here and there and said the current one is good.. As being a practical person, u will choose something that is much more better in short-term or in long-term~~ i think i will go for short-term ba~~ Inflation is going damn high~~ So look at money much more practical.. Think so much for wat..
NO MONEY ~~~ CANOT EVEN SURVIVE IN SG~~ SO~~~~ Choose something better lah~~~ Her pay like 5 times higher than me leh~~ if inflation too high, i cannot tahan with my current pay.. She going to support me arh? Talk rubbish~~ so.. dun compare.. do something is better than keep comparing~~~ ACTION IS BETTER THAN TALKING~~
2) My cousin found a new job.. haha.. Congras
3) Brother got his license.. haha.. first attempt pass..
Guess we going for celebration soon.. Hahahaaa.. Cheers..3 muskerteers tender le~~~ hahaa..
YTD was a lucky day for 3 of us.. :P
NO MONEY ~~~ CANOT EVEN SURVIVE IN SG~~ SO~~~~ Choose something better lah~~~ Her pay like 5 times higher than me leh~~ if inflation too high, i cannot tahan with my current pay.. She going to support me arh? Talk rubbish~~ so.. dun compare.. do something is better than keep comparing~~~ ACTION IS BETTER THAN TALKING~~
2) My cousin found a new job.. haha.. Congras
3) Brother got his license.. haha.. first attempt pass..
Guess we going for celebration soon.. Hahahaaa.. Cheers..3 muskerteers tender le~~~ hahaa..
YTD was a lucky day for 3 of us.. :P
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Cards~~
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/ipWb6ICiCBY/ --> a song that can describe my feelings now~~ can't find it in youtube~~ haiz~~
Hahaaha.. When doing spring cleaning, i found this box where i kept most of my cards that i had received during seconday school.. opps.. .Is that a good thing? I tot i suppose to forget about past.
A card from my childhood friend.. I know her since kindergarden..
Inner view of this card..
A card from my primary school friend.. She also had the same birthday as me.. :P
Is her drawing good?
Hahaa.. Guess who is she ba~~ haiz~~ nowadays our friendship had gotten a bit cold.. after seeing all these cards.. i got the urge to sms her and date her out.. is that a gd idea?
The blue colour envelope was my 17th birthday card.. Bcos of my birthday present.. I caused her and her current bf to quarrel.. But now they are together le.. I should be happy for her right?
Haha.. One of my brothers.. Sweet? Last time almost every year, he gave me a card either for xmas or birthday.. I started to know him from 2000 when i am in sec 3.. I only start to get close with the guys bcos of my gd friend. I don't really mix around with him only till sec 3 where all of us were in the same class...
Haha.. Wedding bride for this year.. Can u still remember this is the card u gave me during O level~~ wahahaa.. i bet that u still can remember it~~~ Time passes so fast~~ these few years happened so many things.. are our friendship still remains that strong as in the past? i got to know this gal thru another friend during lower sec.. before i know her.. she used to be a very fierce woman among all of us wor~~ now of cos, she had changed to be a better one.. haha..
A kindergarden friend cum sec friend ba~~ haha.. also so called my childhood friend.. He knows me since K1.. Furthermore he had the same birthday as me.. Last time in primary school, i had a friend to celebrate my birthday together with me.. Then in secondary school, i seldom celebrate my birthday le.. Most of the time was he celebrate his birthday and everyone goes to his house.. Haha.. My sec buddies very busy.. Either they had to come to attend my birthday party first then to his house.. Normally at that period, they will say BROKE~~ Two birthdays at the same time..
A very close friend when i am at lower sec.. When we go to upper sec, three of us no longer in the same class and we hang around with different people but we will still keep in contact. Ever since my 21th birthday, i had never seen them le~~ i miss them~~ hope that we can still keep in contact again~~~ She saw me at genting with brothers in last July~~ But she never come and called me.. :( guess she was with her bf~~ not convenient ba~~ i used to chat hours of phone with her.. I still remember she bought me a mickey mouse phone for birthday present before~~
A primary school friend.. Erm.. I dun really know wat happened to her~~ From her last trip that she came back from aus.. She totally changed le.. I seldom meet up with her anymore.. She was the only one saw my first bf before.. Haahahaa.. :P i missed the period where we drink at bedok jetty there.. Everytime we goes that.. we will talk about that two stupid guys.. hahaa.. i got scolding on that nite due to something.. hahaa.. :P
haha.. he asked me to choose friends or him.. his friend said i always hurt him bcos of my friends.. in the end, i choose friends.. am i right in doing that..
A close upper sec friends..
During sec school.. a lot of things happened.. dunno it brought us happiness or sadness.. But i enjoyed her company and another friend company.. They brought me a lot of happiness~~ n they tot me a lot of stuffs...
Carina :
Zhi :
Last of all.. A letter that always make me cried whenever i read it~~
I duno whether u will be reading this or not.. I wants to say thanks to u for everything~~ U had been with me during my sec and poly life~~ I really very happy to know u.. I miss the black forest cake.. haha.. but without coaches... the frog poridgge that i had before i left for aus.. the stop gal who left before u going for operation. the silly gal who cried before o level.. the packet of sweets for her before having o level.. the moment where u accompany her to study for o level~~ the moment where two idiots holding to the phone and study chemistry mcq.. The idiot who sings on the phone and makes me think of the song when i am doing my chemistry mcq.. The one who was there with me on my graduation day. sings ktv with me when i am sad.. the one who always suan me and bully me in front of my friends.. the one where a lot of pple knows him.. the one where k met him.. korkor.. thanks.. maybe without u.. i might not be who i am now..
All the above pple.. Thanks.. They were parts of bus journey that i met in life.. Some of them had left the bus...Some are still here.. Some are going to alight soon cos they had reached their destination already.. No matter whether you are still in the bus or u had alight.. Thanks for being part of my life journey... Although we might not meet up again nor be friends again.. These are parts and pieces that i still remember that you used to be in the same bus as me.. I hope we had all enjoy the ride together~~ Life journey is always full of slopes and staggered road.. Thanks for accompanying me throught parts of the staggered road~~ plus the memories~~
Hahaaha.. When doing spring cleaning, i found this box where i kept most of my cards that i had received during seconday school.. opps.. .Is that a good thing? I tot i suppose to forget about past.
A card from my childhood friend.. I know her since kindergarden..
Inner view of this card..
A card from my primary school friend.. She also had the same birthday as me.. :P
Is her drawing good?
Hahaa.. Guess who is she ba~~ haiz~~ nowadays our friendship had gotten a bit cold.. after seeing all these cards.. i got the urge to sms her and date her out.. is that a gd idea?
The blue colour envelope was my 17th birthday card.. Bcos of my birthday present.. I caused her and her current bf to quarrel.. But now they are together le.. I should be happy for her right?
Haha.. One of my brothers.. Sweet? Last time almost every year, he gave me a card either for xmas or birthday.. I started to know him from 2000 when i am in sec 3.. I only start to get close with the guys bcos of my gd friend. I don't really mix around with him only till sec 3 where all of us were in the same class...
Haha.. Wedding bride for this year.. Can u still remember this is the card u gave me during O level~~ wahahaa.. i bet that u still can remember it~~~ Time passes so fast~~ these few years happened so many things.. are our friendship still remains that strong as in the past? i got to know this gal thru another friend during lower sec.. before i know her.. she used to be a very fierce woman among all of us wor~~ now of cos, she had changed to be a better one.. haha..
A kindergarden friend cum sec friend ba~~ haha.. also so called my childhood friend.. He knows me since K1.. Furthermore he had the same birthday as me.. Last time in primary school, i had a friend to celebrate my birthday together with me.. Then in secondary school, i seldom celebrate my birthday le.. Most of the time was he celebrate his birthday and everyone goes to his house.. Haha.. My sec buddies very busy.. Either they had to come to attend my birthday party first then to his house.. Normally at that period, they will say BROKE~~ Two birthdays at the same time..
A very close friend when i am at lower sec.. When we go to upper sec, three of us no longer in the same class and we hang around with different people but we will still keep in contact. Ever since my 21th birthday, i had never seen them le~~ i miss them~~ hope that we can still keep in contact again~~~ She saw me at genting with brothers in last July~~ But she never come and called me.. :( guess she was with her bf~~ not convenient ba~~ i used to chat hours of phone with her.. I still remember she bought me a mickey mouse phone for birthday present before~~
A primary school friend.. Erm.. I dun really know wat happened to her~~ From her last trip that she came back from aus.. She totally changed le.. I seldom meet up with her anymore.. She was the only one saw my first bf before.. Haahahaa.. :P i missed the period where we drink at bedok jetty there.. Everytime we goes that.. we will talk about that two stupid guys.. hahaa.. i got scolding on that nite due to something.. hahaa.. :P
haha.. he asked me to choose friends or him.. his friend said i always hurt him bcos of my friends.. in the end, i choose friends.. am i right in doing that..
A close upper sec friends..
During sec school.. a lot of things happened.. dunno it brought us happiness or sadness.. But i enjoyed her company and another friend company.. They brought me a lot of happiness~~ n they tot me a lot of stuffs...
Carina :
Zhi :
Last of all.. A letter that always make me cried whenever i read it~~
I duno whether u will be reading this or not.. I wants to say thanks to u for everything~~ U had been with me during my sec and poly life~~ I really very happy to know u.. I miss the black forest cake.. haha.. but without coaches... the frog poridgge that i had before i left for aus.. the stop gal who left before u going for operation. the silly gal who cried before o level.. the packet of sweets for her before having o level.. the moment where u accompany her to study for o level~~ the moment where two idiots holding to the phone and study chemistry mcq.. The idiot who sings on the phone and makes me think of the song when i am doing my chemistry mcq.. The one who was there with me on my graduation day. sings ktv with me when i am sad.. the one who always suan me and bully me in front of my friends.. the one where a lot of pple knows him.. the one where k met him.. korkor.. thanks.. maybe without u.. i might not be who i am now..
All the above pple.. Thanks.. They were parts of bus journey that i met in life.. Some of them had left the bus...Some are still here.. Some are going to alight soon cos they had reached their destination already.. No matter whether you are still in the bus or u had alight.. Thanks for being part of my life journey... Although we might not meet up again nor be friends again.. These are parts and pieces that i still remember that you used to be in the same bus as me.. I hope we had all enjoy the ride together~~ Life journey is always full of slopes and staggered road.. Thanks for accompanying me throught parts of the staggered road~~ plus the memories~~
Sunday, January 13, 2008
A Brand New Year , A Brand New Start Part 2
Part 2
Chinese New year coming le~~~ yeah~~
Opps~~ 1 year older le~~
Ytd i had these for dinner.. :P
Swensen : Salmon and Mushroom Spaghettis
New Year's Fireworks~!~!~!
Swensen : Hazel Daze
Plus free biscuits.. :P yummy~~
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Happy New Year
Fireworks 1 :
Fireworks 2 :
New Year's Supper : Fei Fei wanton mee..
Finally i tried it~~ Erm.. To me, i only think so so.. not really fantastic~~
siao~ where got pple early in the morning 4plus eat wanton mee~~
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Xmas Tree 2007 :
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Chinese New year coming le~~~ yeah~~
Opps~~ 1 year older le~~
Ytd i had these for dinner.. :P
Swensen : Salmon and Mushroom Spaghettis
New Year's Fireworks~!~!~!
Swensen : Hazel Daze
Plus free biscuits.. :P yummy~~
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Happy New Year
Fireworks 1 :
Fireworks 2 :
New Year's Supper : Fei Fei wanton mee..
Finally i tried it~~ Erm.. To me, i only think so so.. not really fantastic~~
siao~ where got pple early in the morning 4plus eat wanton mee~~
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Xmas Tree 2007 :
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Nothing interesting..
Last time when i am young, i will write happy and unhappy stuffs inside my dairy.. As when i go in to Poly, i got nothing much to wrote or i moved my dairy to an online blog. Only a few friends knows that i got this blog which i wrote some stupid stuffs that i encountered at times. I always like to use a nick called 'Shamin'. Min, this nick is given by someone. I wondering why would he called me that bcos ??? Slowly i called myself. Why shamin? cos i am always sha sha de, tot that this world is as naive as me. I am just a small little woman in this world, no longer a kid but of course in my parents' eyes, they always treat me as a child. That's why i never said anything when me and him are over.
Why i mention him again?
Erm.. Supposing he should not be mention in this blog anymore. Seriously he had been helping me throughout my poly life. Maybe if i don't have him, my poly life will be much more fruitful. As compare to others, i just lead in a world of my own and with few of my buddies. They had been with me when i am down. See the childish side of me. See me crying at orchard mrt station. That was an ugly side of me. I am being too emotional. Most people sees me cried before, i am just me. I am very emotional cos maybe i had a too peaceful life when i am young. There wasn't much things that i am sad about. Just some personal stuffs.
These few years, i had been through quite a lot but as compare to those that are much more unfortunate than me. I am consider much more better, therefore dun grumble so much le. I had lose my cousin and my grandfather.
My Cousin :
In my whole entire life, i only saw my cousin twice during my trip to australia,perth. Why would i be sad about someone that is so far away from me? He was considered a stranger to me, right? I grow up from a very traditional family. What to do with traditional? When i am young, i am a spolit brat. There were things that i always go against my parents or everyone. When i am not happy, i will throw my temper. My uncles and aunties they all still pamper me a lot. Of cos i dun grow from a rich family. My uncles and aunties once in a while they will shower me with gifts. So what i had for them was grattitude. When my cousin passed away that day, i told myself i will not let him down. I will fulfill his wishes. Am i being too young and irrational? I did had a very good results for that semester. Seriously i never considered of working in IT line but heaven gives me a path to walk. There wasn't any company wants to hire me except my precious company and my current company. Of cos, i promised myself to let go of him(the guy) that moment. I know there wasn't any endings for both of us. Stopped it and take care of everyone else wasn't that better? I promised myself i will be there whenever anyones need me. Slowly family becomes my first option. Two weeks later, i regret, i turned back to find him again but i know this time i lost already. Did i hurt him? Maybe i did, when i needs him,i wants him to be with me. I never stand at his point of view before, furthermore i always throw my xiao jie's temper on him. How would he be able to take it? Or maybe all the while, he treats me as a companion. But most of times was he hear my grumble.
Grandpa :
Two years back, on the chinese new year eve...
Tat was the last time he called us to go down for renioun dinner. It was also the last cny that we had spent with him. Do i still miss him? Seriously, i duno, i feel complex. Of cos what he did to my father was something that i hate him. On the day he died, my father cried when he was driving. That was wat mum told me about. Therefore i told myself, "Min, you can't cried. You are old enough le, you should take in consider of your parents feelings." I did not shed a tear at all throughout the 4 nites of funeral, i even took leave for that four days. I didn't stay there at nite, cos i am not close with my cousins over there. Tat was one of the reason why i dun like to attend any family gathering whenever there is. I will try ways to run away or ask someone to accompany me on renioun nite after the dinner. I cried on the last day when i saw everyone cried. Haha... Is like ridiculous..Have you seen one family took a photos on funeral? I really think is crazy. When we were at mandai, much more ridiculous, someone took photos when the body was going ceremate. I almost busted into laughter, it should be a sad moments. Why should i busted into laughter while everyone arounds me were crying? I just feel unfair and he always showed biased. Ended up, i cried.. Memories float in my mind as the body slowly moving away from us. When i am young, i am always with him. When i am sick at primary school, he was the one wait for me downstair and bring me to granny house. He brought us to swimming on weekends. On his birthday or any celebration, we were always go xiao hong lou or gold coast to eat seafood. I went kasu with him and my other cousins. Without him, i might not be able to change school and met my sec buddies. Without him, i wouldn't be able to take the market merchant busary. Seriously bcos of him, tat's why i got it, why i still care whether i need to spilt the money with my cousin or not. After that incident, it tore us apart. We will just say hi and bye. Tat's all.. As not to throw my father alone each time during family gathering. I will try to attend it but each time with msgs and phone. Last year was the most quiet gathering. Nothing much happened. Cos whenever there was gathering, very coincidently, i am not in town. They always last min, i had already booked the tickets le. Too late to cancel it. A few blocks away, yet i had almost one year never see my grandmother le.
My ah-ma (mother's mother)
she was someone much more different from anyone. of cos i loves her more than anyone else. when i am young, she always travelled ard from bukit panjang to jurong and to mp within a week. During weekend, she will be at my house. Every morning, she will go downstairs and get us breakfast. This da xiao jie always sleep until very late and always throw temper dun want to eat bcos is too cold. When my father was in hosptial, she was here to accompany us. She dotes me a lot. As times goes by, i also slowly grows up. That's why whenever she need something, i will try to get it for her. Cos i love her, i dun want to lose her. I don't want anything to happen to her. Hahah.. everyone knows she is impt to me. There was a time when she fells down. My cousin called me. I went down to visit her. She was just a very nice lady. I still remembered, i always called nanny.. Actually i hoping nanny to bring her to see doctor but i just couldn't bring it to open my mouth.
Hahah.. Why i wrote so much of this?
my cousin today crying on the phone telling me that the guy she liked had gf already. today i need to monitor jobs closely, there is no way for me to go out for the whole day. therefore guess i need to find some ways to cheer her up..
of cos last month i offended justin. he cursed me to met him and his gf on the streets. his looks had slowly fade away from me le although i still hope to knows news from him. But i know it is impossible.
3 years ago and now, min had changed already. No longer is last time that min le. I think she is slowly growing to be much more mature and stronger. I hopes this is not going to be smoke only.
Why i mention him again?
Erm.. Supposing he should not be mention in this blog anymore. Seriously he had been helping me throughout my poly life. Maybe if i don't have him, my poly life will be much more fruitful. As compare to others, i just lead in a world of my own and with few of my buddies. They had been with me when i am down. See the childish side of me. See me crying at orchard mrt station. That was an ugly side of me. I am being too emotional. Most people sees me cried before, i am just me. I am very emotional cos maybe i had a too peaceful life when i am young. There wasn't much things that i am sad about. Just some personal stuffs.
These few years, i had been through quite a lot but as compare to those that are much more unfortunate than me. I am consider much more better, therefore dun grumble so much le. I had lose my cousin and my grandfather.
My Cousin :
In my whole entire life, i only saw my cousin twice during my trip to australia,perth. Why would i be sad about someone that is so far away from me? He was considered a stranger to me, right? I grow up from a very traditional family. What to do with traditional? When i am young, i am a spolit brat. There were things that i always go against my parents or everyone. When i am not happy, i will throw my temper. My uncles and aunties they all still pamper me a lot. Of cos i dun grow from a rich family. My uncles and aunties once in a while they will shower me with gifts. So what i had for them was grattitude. When my cousin passed away that day, i told myself i will not let him down. I will fulfill his wishes. Am i being too young and irrational? I did had a very good results for that semester. Seriously i never considered of working in IT line but heaven gives me a path to walk. There wasn't any company wants to hire me except my precious company and my current company. Of cos, i promised myself to let go of him(the guy) that moment. I know there wasn't any endings for both of us. Stopped it and take care of everyone else wasn't that better? I promised myself i will be there whenever anyones need me. Slowly family becomes my first option. Two weeks later, i regret, i turned back to find him again but i know this time i lost already. Did i hurt him? Maybe i did, when i needs him,i wants him to be with me. I never stand at his point of view before, furthermore i always throw my xiao jie's temper on him. How would he be able to take it? Or maybe all the while, he treats me as a companion. But most of times was he hear my grumble.
Grandpa :
Two years back, on the chinese new year eve...
Tat was the last time he called us to go down for renioun dinner. It was also the last cny that we had spent with him. Do i still miss him? Seriously, i duno, i feel complex. Of cos what he did to my father was something that i hate him. On the day he died, my father cried when he was driving. That was wat mum told me about. Therefore i told myself, "Min, you can't cried. You are old enough le, you should take in consider of your parents feelings." I did not shed a tear at all throughout the 4 nites of funeral, i even took leave for that four days. I didn't stay there at nite, cos i am not close with my cousins over there. Tat was one of the reason why i dun like to attend any family gathering whenever there is. I will try ways to run away or ask someone to accompany me on renioun nite after the dinner. I cried on the last day when i saw everyone cried. Haha... Is like ridiculous..Have you seen one family took a photos on funeral? I really think is crazy. When we were at mandai, much more ridiculous, someone took photos when the body was going ceremate. I almost busted into laughter, it should be a sad moments. Why should i busted into laughter while everyone arounds me were crying? I just feel unfair and he always showed biased. Ended up, i cried.. Memories float in my mind as the body slowly moving away from us. When i am young, i am always with him. When i am sick at primary school, he was the one wait for me downstair and bring me to granny house. He brought us to swimming on weekends. On his birthday or any celebration, we were always go xiao hong lou or gold coast to eat seafood. I went kasu with him and my other cousins. Without him, i might not be able to change school and met my sec buddies. Without him, i wouldn't be able to take the market merchant busary. Seriously bcos of him, tat's why i got it, why i still care whether i need to spilt the money with my cousin or not. After that incident, it tore us apart. We will just say hi and bye. Tat's all.. As not to throw my father alone each time during family gathering. I will try to attend it but each time with msgs and phone. Last year was the most quiet gathering. Nothing much happened. Cos whenever there was gathering, very coincidently, i am not in town. They always last min, i had already booked the tickets le. Too late to cancel it. A few blocks away, yet i had almost one year never see my grandmother le.
My ah-ma (mother's mother)
she was someone much more different from anyone. of cos i loves her more than anyone else. when i am young, she always travelled ard from bukit panjang to jurong and to mp within a week. During weekend, she will be at my house. Every morning, she will go downstairs and get us breakfast. This da xiao jie always sleep until very late and always throw temper dun want to eat bcos is too cold. When my father was in hosptial, she was here to accompany us. She dotes me a lot. As times goes by, i also slowly grows up. That's why whenever she need something, i will try to get it for her. Cos i love her, i dun want to lose her. I don't want anything to happen to her. Hahah.. everyone knows she is impt to me. There was a time when she fells down. My cousin called me. I went down to visit her. She was just a very nice lady. I still remembered, i always called nanny.. Actually i hoping nanny to bring her to see doctor but i just couldn't bring it to open my mouth.
Hahah.. Why i wrote so much of this?
my cousin today crying on the phone telling me that the guy she liked had gf already. today i need to monitor jobs closely, there is no way for me to go out for the whole day. therefore guess i need to find some ways to cheer her up..
of cos last month i offended justin. he cursed me to met him and his gf on the streets. his looks had slowly fade away from me le although i still hope to knows news from him. But i know it is impossible.
3 years ago and now, min had changed already. No longer is last time that min le. I think she is slowly growing to be much more mature and stronger. I hopes this is not going to be smoke only.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
a brand new year, a brand start
hahaah.. this whole month, i am a bit busy~~ sort of almost everyday also go out~~ guess mum face bcome a bit black leh~ is time to stay home and be good girl le~~
Movies that i had watched this month?
1) Alvin and the chipmunks * 2
2) National Treasure : Books of Secrets
3) The Warlords
4) I am Legend
5) Queen of Elizabeth : The Golden Age
6) Enchanted
7) The golden compass
8) Tatootist
9) Hitman
guess should be around there ba~~ -_-''' too many movies le ba..
Xmas gift that i had received :
1) Precious moments musical gift box
2) i bought myself a crabtree & evelyn xmas gift set
3) mushroom head
4) shower set
5) bodyshop shower set
6) a necklace
7) a top from outfitter girls
8) a pig figurine
9) a winnie the pooh cup
10) waiting for another xmas gift exchange..
hehe..this month had two short one day trip.. one is at JB while another one is at batam.. hehee.. i went for aromatherapy massage at batam.. $30 only.. but now my whole body so painful~~ wondering is it blue black liao.. sob sob... :(
ok lah~~ this whole month never chiong a lot.. been to once ktv with my buddies.. sing till 3am.. wah lau~~ stunned sia~~ 3 of us can sing until 3am~~ but nt i paid lah~~ i only paid the coffee bean drinks... haha.. sometimes i also not bad lah~~ sometimes they paid~~ sometimes i paid..
as for clubbing.. i think i went ard twice this month ba~~ one is to celebrate brother's birthday while another time is to celebrate new year.. haha..
to be contiune..
Movies that i had watched this month?
1) Alvin and the chipmunks * 2
2) National Treasure : Books of Secrets
3) The Warlords
4) I am Legend
5) Queen of Elizabeth : The Golden Age
6) Enchanted
7) The golden compass
8) Tatootist
9) Hitman
guess should be around there ba~~ -_-''' too many movies le ba..
Xmas gift that i had received :
1) Precious moments musical gift box
2) i bought myself a crabtree & evelyn xmas gift set
3) mushroom head
4) shower set
5) bodyshop shower set
6) a necklace
7) a top from outfitter girls
8) a pig figurine
9) a winnie the pooh cup
10) waiting for another xmas gift exchange..
hehe..this month had two short one day trip.. one is at JB while another one is at batam.. hehee.. i went for aromatherapy massage at batam.. $30 only.. but now my whole body so painful~~ wondering is it blue black liao.. sob sob... :(
ok lah~~ this whole month never chiong a lot.. been to once ktv with my buddies.. sing till 3am.. wah lau~~ stunned sia~~ 3 of us can sing until 3am~~ but nt i paid lah~~ i only paid the coffee bean drinks... haha.. sometimes i also not bad lah~~ sometimes they paid~~ sometimes i paid..
as for clubbing.. i think i went ard twice this month ba~~ one is to celebrate brother's birthday while another time is to celebrate new year.. haha..
to be contiune..
Sunday, December 30, 2007
contradicting..
nowadays never been blog anything at all~~ can't deny~~~ life been quite gd~~ but.. dunno is ever since wat i heard from pple causes me to drift apart from a friend.. or i start to..... hahaha.. i might or i did.. or i said the wrong thing that causes a breakup of a couple? or so called i am good at it?
seriously.. i had friends that relationship is much more complex than me.. yet i always support her.. hahaha.. min arh min.. u siao le mah? how can u do tat.. guess u bcome abnormal..
why u can except this yet not that? or bcos of other pple comments tat causes u to change your mindset again and again?
hahaa.. i always listen to korkor.. there is a time where i never listened to him.. yet tat time i have never listened to him.. i fell.. hahaa.. just now friends was mentioning abt the past that i had.. i just avoid the topic..
guess i am a bastard.. did i hurt nanny before? i dunno.. did i hurt him yet i didn't know at all.. to be frank.. i know i hurt my parents quite bad on one night.. maybe that was the nite that they know i am still badly hurt inside me yet i never tell them at all..
korkor cursed me on tat day when i can't meet him up~~ i never be with him when he needs me.. there was a time that i need someone to be with me.. he came down and be with me~~ hear me cried.. before he left.. he bought a pack of sweets and tell me.. Jia you.. dun give up.. study hard for exams.. maybe that time korkor was not with me.. accompanying me study at mac.. i might not have pass my o level.. i am still the little girl who will remember who treats me gd.. when pple treats me gd.. i tend to bcome very soft le... korkor.. i never forget those times that u be with me.. i know u might not want to see me again~ seriously i dun mind to see him again.. as long as i know he is happy and healthy.. i am ok le~~
someone.. hahaa.. he changes my life.. i cried for him? or i stand from the point of past that i was being pamper by him.. or so called i never cherish him before? he understands me more than anyone.. he said wat.. i listen wat.. i really feel happy for that point of moment although he is not there for me when i need him~~ said already mah.. min very easy de mah~~ as long as u treats me very gd.. min.. will ok de..
haahaha... nanny.. i met on the day after my cousin's pass away ba~~ he saw me drunk.. opps.. he is a very gd friend.. after most of the friends that i can talk to had slowly left me.. he bcome in.. when i know nanny.. someone haven really left me.. hahaa.. so called i also never cherish him.. he also gt his pretty shanghai girl mah.. why would he cares abt me so much.. all he did is... gd morning, min.. take care..
why leh? min very weak mah.. cannot take care of hereself mah? i admit lah.. i am weak.. when u are away for one month.. i cried most of the times.. jil is the one be with me.. then korkor hospitalised.. haha...
after so many years.. my friend told me i never changed at all.. jil said i changed le~~ guess i know y he said i changed le~~ i never cried that easily as in the past le~~ now i am much more stronger.. but i can said i lose a lot also during these few years..
seriously.. i had friends that relationship is much more complex than me.. yet i always support her.. hahaha.. min arh min.. u siao le mah? how can u do tat.. guess u bcome abnormal..
why u can except this yet not that? or bcos of other pple comments tat causes u to change your mindset again and again?
hahaa.. i always listen to korkor.. there is a time where i never listened to him.. yet tat time i have never listened to him.. i fell.. hahaa.. just now friends was mentioning abt the past that i had.. i just avoid the topic..
guess i am a bastard.. did i hurt nanny before? i dunno.. did i hurt him yet i didn't know at all.. to be frank.. i know i hurt my parents quite bad on one night.. maybe that was the nite that they know i am still badly hurt inside me yet i never tell them at all..
korkor cursed me on tat day when i can't meet him up~~ i never be with him when he needs me.. there was a time that i need someone to be with me.. he came down and be with me~~ hear me cried.. before he left.. he bought a pack of sweets and tell me.. Jia you.. dun give up.. study hard for exams.. maybe that time korkor was not with me.. accompanying me study at mac.. i might not have pass my o level.. i am still the little girl who will remember who treats me gd.. when pple treats me gd.. i tend to bcome very soft le... korkor.. i never forget those times that u be with me.. i know u might not want to see me again~ seriously i dun mind to see him again.. as long as i know he is happy and healthy.. i am ok le~~
someone.. hahaa.. he changes my life.. i cried for him? or i stand from the point of past that i was being pamper by him.. or so called i never cherish him before? he understands me more than anyone.. he said wat.. i listen wat.. i really feel happy for that point of moment although he is not there for me when i need him~~ said already mah.. min very easy de mah~~ as long as u treats me very gd.. min.. will ok de..
haahaha... nanny.. i met on the day after my cousin's pass away ba~~ he saw me drunk.. opps.. he is a very gd friend.. after most of the friends that i can talk to had slowly left me.. he bcome in.. when i know nanny.. someone haven really left me.. hahaa.. so called i also never cherish him.. he also gt his pretty shanghai girl mah.. why would he cares abt me so much.. all he did is... gd morning, min.. take care..
why leh? min very weak mah.. cannot take care of hereself mah? i admit lah.. i am weak.. when u are away for one month.. i cried most of the times.. jil is the one be with me.. then korkor hospitalised.. haha...
after so many years.. my friend told me i never changed at all.. jil said i changed le~~ guess i know y he said i changed le~~ i never cried that easily as in the past le~~ now i am much more stronger.. but i can said i lose a lot also during these few years..
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Relationship?
hai~~ guess now most of them know the truth le~~ dun need to keep quiet le ba~~ erm~~ guess the only person who gt hurts the most is A.. This is wat she quote in her friendster~~ "一只手是拍不响的，两只才拍得响。人的心是 会变得，没有想过移情别恋的伤害，我也会尝 试到。最不可示意的是我一直别人骗。" seriously~~ i agree~~ she really got hurt very deeply~~ in a relationship~~ why pple always tend to said break that easily.. why they can't communicate? erm~~ is it so easily to give up someone who u had been for more than 3 years or reaching 3 years? does this guy deserve a chance to be trust~~ or am i having a very immature thinking? In reality, there is no such thing called fairy tale story~~ i know that this incident had hurt a few pple~~ hope everyone can grow from it and find a better future~~ while~~ i think i am being very evil~~ i know the incident yet i kept quiet all the while~~ cos i promise not to said to anyone~~~
hai~~ i talked to ant last sat~~~ i told him hw i felt~~ he said i should nt felt in this way~~ i told him i want to avoid gathering for a peroid of time~~ he said why? there is nothing wrong~~ but i know my quietness~~ had hurt two of my other buddies~~ i...... sometimes they are there for me~~ and look after me~~~ so~~~ haiz~~~ i really speechless.. min.. where is the trust for friendship? loyalty..
or am i standing at a point of being ditched~~ that's why i feel sad.. or my imagination getting haywire again? haiz`~ currently sometimes i got dear care~~~ can't deny~~ dear is making me to fall in love with him~~~ but hw long can this feeling last? i really dunno~~ i dun even know whether it can cover the pain i had inside which i had kept for almost 3 years? sometimes brothers they all will look after me also~~ they hear me grumble the same thing again and again~~ seriously.. i know i had much more stronger bond with them~~ rather the rest~~ haha~~~ i will not forget hw brother take care of me tat day till he almost want to puke blood~~~ i might not be the most xin fu person at the current moment~~ i know if i fell i might have no support like what i had in the past~~ yet i still slowly growing~~ i hope i will be growing stronger everyday~~ and let u go out of my mind~~ maybe all of us will be happier~~ u never hurt me before~~ is just that i am holding on to a past that is over~~ which i had the pain in me~~ cos i am nt the one who let go of the hand first~~ or so called we did not communicate well before we let go~~ tat's why causing one party to feel hurt~~~
haiz~~ hopes everything will go well for everyone~~ everyone will find their true love in the coming year~~ and hopes that this friendship bond that wil had will last another 10 years ba~~ althought now i can see a few cracks now~~` haiz~~
hai~~ i talked to ant last sat~~~ i told him hw i felt~~ he said i should nt felt in this way~~ i told him i want to avoid gathering for a peroid of time~~ he said why? there is nothing wrong~~ but i know my quietness~~ had hurt two of my other buddies~~ i...... sometimes they are there for me~~ and look after me~~~ so~~~ haiz~~~ i really speechless.. min.. where is the trust for friendship? loyalty..
or am i standing at a point of being ditched~~ that's why i feel sad.. or my imagination getting haywire again? haiz`~ currently sometimes i got dear care~~~ can't deny~~ dear is making me to fall in love with him~~~ but hw long can this feeling last? i really dunno~~ i dun even know whether it can cover the pain i had inside which i had kept for almost 3 years? sometimes brothers they all will look after me also~~ they hear me grumble the same thing again and again~~ seriously.. i know i had much more stronger bond with them~~ rather the rest~~ haha~~~ i will not forget hw brother take care of me tat day till he almost want to puke blood~~~ i might not be the most xin fu person at the current moment~~ i know if i fell i might have no support like what i had in the past~~ yet i still slowly growing~~ i hope i will be growing stronger everyday~~ and let u go out of my mind~~ maybe all of us will be happier~~ u never hurt me before~~ is just that i am holding on to a past that is over~~ which i had the pain in me~~ cos i am nt the one who let go of the hand first~~ or so called we did not communicate well before we let go~~ tat's why causing one party to feel hurt~~~
haiz~~ hopes everything will go well for everyone~~ everyone will find their true love in the coming year~~ and hopes that this friendship bond that wil had will last another 10 years ba~~ althought now i can see a few cracks now~~` haiz~~
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Birthday celebration pics~~
Long before my birthday~~ My agent actually gave me 150 dollars of taka voucher.. I was like thinking wat should i get for myself as a birthday present~~
I bought a ..........................
hahaha~~ too extravagant le~~
25 Oct 2007 11plus :
Korkor called me~~ a bit surprised~~` haha~~ he stills remember my birthday~~ haha~~ this korkor arh~~ can said i know him for 10 years already? haaha~~~ together he been thru a lot with me~~~ of cos we quarrelled a lot also~~~ these 10 years~~ i can't said that he always celebrate with me my birthday~~~ sometimes he will give me surprise.. tat day he wanted to ask me out for supper.. is tat a surprise birthday celebration again`~ hahaa~~ maybe i think too much le~~ but sad to said i gt to work~~ never went out to meet him~~ maybe i still nt strong enuff to meet him ba~~ my heart is still feeling painful~~ to be frankly, i was actually dropping my tears when he mentioned abt someone.. i was dunno why~~ maybe tat is a wound which i dun want to hear again?
26 Oct 2007 :
My colleague as usual accompany me to work until 4am~~~ Erm~~ but this time round is a bit special~~~ My gd friend and her bf came over to my office.. They bought me a cake to help me to celebrate birthday~~ She bought me a swaroski crystal necklace and bought me a cake~~ seriously i am very touched~~ this year i tot nobody helped me to celebrate birthday de~~ i will be celebrating at home but this year i really had a memorable birthday~~
Supposing to go to NCS for interview at 8.30am~~ haha~~ hw to go~~ i ended up reached office ard 11am~~ haha~~ too shag le~~~ my colleague leh`~~ she gd lah~~ she took urgent off~~ hahahaa~~~ My second surprise celebration~~ i tot my lunch kakis forget abt my birthday~~ hahaa...
hehee~~ i like this mango cake~~ we actually bought this cake for my another colleague's birthday at sept~~ haha~~ this is nice~~ yummy~~ is from guache~~ my colleague go all the way to PS to collect the day before~~~ really very touched sia~~~~ they gave me masks, nail stickers and hand lotion~~ haha~~~~ :P
While my team or so called my colleagues did not join us tat celebration`~ after tat celebration~~ i was at my desk~~ they pop over and said happy birthday to me~~ hahah`~~ and a guy asked me ytd is it my birthday~~ and i told him~~ nope~~ he came over and said me~~ hahaha`~~~
A present from my colleague
erm~~ actually i wanted this very long time ago~~ but i couldn't find it~~ i saw it at my another colleague's workplace~~~ hehee~~~
After work`~ i went back hm for a while~~~ then i went out to clarke quay to meet jiejie they all~~~ hahaah~~ i ended up sleeping in daddy's van~~ haha~~ i am damn tired~~ like who person going to break down le~~~ till mummy wake me up~~~ hah~~~ i am late sia~~~~~
Banana caramel cake from coffee club express
Chocolate mint and ?? from coffee club express
we had our dinner at one of the pub at clarke quay~~~ erm~~ the food there is a bit -_-'' all i like is nachos cheese.. lol.. :P
of cos we drank ONLY a cup of liqour~~~ That is ....
haha~~ dun surprise~~ i dun really drink nowdays~~
27th Oct :
I had a celebration with my buddies they all~~ ok lah`~ i am really surprised~~ it had suddenly bcome quite a big gathering which i never had before~~ haha~~~ i had another cake again~~~
28th Oct :
I went back to office to clear my stuffs~~~
29th Oct :
Hahah`~~ back to genting again~~~ i was away for 3 days 2 nites~~~ lol... :P This time round i dun take photos le~~ haha~~ didn't really enjoy that much~~ during the trip~~ i recall abt my buddies~~ haha~~ i go with them was i dun want to play~~ bcos i timid lah~~~ then this time round is~~ everything cannot play~~~ haiz~~~ -_-''' then eat fastfood~~ go with brothers they all, we went to resturant to eat~~` hahah~~ a bit too extreme~~~
4 trips to Genting~~
1st time to genting was accompany mummy to go up and play~~ while i go there to relax.
2nd time was with my buddies they all~~ lol~~~ quite fun to be with them~~
3rd time was with my colleagues~~ omg~~~ we eat until very extravagant~~ we went to have ai yi abalone~~ bird nest egg tarts~~ yummy~~~
4rd time was with my aunt and cousins~~ haha~~ a lot of restriction~~~~
1st of Nov :
Came back sg on 31th of Oct~~ I leave Sg again on the next day but this time round is only a short trip~~ otherwise my daddy going to be very poor thing le~~~ I went to batam for spa and shopping spree~~ hehehee~~~ this was my first time been to batam and SPA~~ lol~~~ shiok~~ relieve stress~~ and my back dun feel painful le~~~ does it means that i need to go there often~~ We went for 3 hours spa package~~ haha~~~ know hw to enjoy life right?
After SPA~~ guess wat we have for lunch~~~ SEAFOOD~~~ my favourite~~ yummy~~ :P
Rice Bucket~~Free flow of Rice~~
Coconut Drink
Sambal Kang Kong
Cereal Prawns
Calamari
fish fish
Chilli Crab
Before :
After :
Scenery~~~
After tat~~ we head to the shopping centre opposite the ferry terminal~~
Nothing much over there~~ I bought a lot of instant noodle back~~ haha~~~ plus a bit of tibits~~ Actually wanted to bring back to office, ended up i finished up~~ lol.. :x
Yummy donuts~~~
haha~~ nice nice~~ i wants to try crispy creme leh~~~ my colleagues very nice wor~~ i tried before one donut fly from jakarta~~ but nt crispy creme~~tat one ok lah~~ not bad~~ all the way from jakarta leh~~~
I end my batam trip at
hehehe~~ i missed my root beer float~~ trying to persuade pple to go with me again~~ lol.. :x
I bought a ..........................
hahaha~~ too extravagant le~~
25 Oct 2007 11plus :
Korkor called me~~ a bit surprised~~` haha~~ he stills remember my birthday~~ haha~~ this korkor arh~~ can said i know him for 10 years already? haaha~~~ together he been thru a lot with me~~~ of cos we quarrelled a lot also~~~ these 10 years~~ i can't said that he always celebrate with me my birthday~~~ sometimes he will give me surprise.. tat day he wanted to ask me out for supper.. is tat a surprise birthday celebration again`~ hahaa~~ maybe i think too much le~~ but sad to said i gt to work~~ never went out to meet him~~ maybe i still nt strong enuff to meet him ba~~ my heart is still feeling painful~~ to be frankly, i was actually dropping my tears when he mentioned abt someone.. i was dunno why~~ maybe tat is a wound which i dun want to hear again?
26 Oct 2007 :
My colleague as usual accompany me to work until 4am~~~ Erm~~ but this time round is a bit special~~~ My gd friend and her bf came over to my office.. They bought me a cake to help me to celebrate birthday~~ She bought me a swaroski crystal necklace and bought me a cake~~ seriously i am very touched~~ this year i tot nobody helped me to celebrate birthday de~~ i will be celebrating at home but this year i really had a memorable birthday~~
Supposing to go to NCS for interview at 8.30am~~ haha~~ hw to go~~ i ended up reached office ard 11am~~ haha~~ too shag le~~~ my colleague leh`~~ she gd lah~~ she took urgent off~~ hahahaa~~~ My second surprise celebration~~ i tot my lunch kakis forget abt my birthday~~ hahaa...
hehee~~ i like this mango cake~~ we actually bought this cake for my another colleague's birthday at sept~~ haha~~ this is nice~~ yummy~~ is from guache~~ my colleague go all the way to PS to collect the day before~~~ really very touched sia~~~~ they gave me masks, nail stickers and hand lotion~~ haha~~~~ :P
While my team or so called my colleagues did not join us tat celebration`~ after tat celebration~~ i was at my desk~~ they pop over and said happy birthday to me~~ hahah`~~ and a guy asked me ytd is it my birthday~~ and i told him~~ nope~~ he came over and said me~~ hahaha`~~~
A present from my colleague
erm~~ actually i wanted this very long time ago~~ but i couldn't find it~~ i saw it at my another colleague's workplace~~~ hehee~~~
After work`~ i went back hm for a while~~~ then i went out to clarke quay to meet jiejie they all~~~ hahaah~~ i ended up sleeping in daddy's van~~ haha~~ i am damn tired~~ like who person going to break down le~~~ till mummy wake me up~~~ hah~~~ i am late sia~~~~~
Banana caramel cake from coffee club express
Chocolate mint and ?? from coffee club express
we had our dinner at one of the pub at clarke quay~~~ erm~~ the food there is a bit -_-'' all i like is nachos cheese.. lol.. :P
of cos we drank ONLY a cup of liqour~~~ That is ....
haha~~ dun surprise~~ i dun really drink nowdays~~
27th Oct :
I had a celebration with my buddies they all~~ ok lah`~ i am really surprised~~ it had suddenly bcome quite a big gathering which i never had before~~ haha~~~ i had another cake again~~~
28th Oct :
I went back to office to clear my stuffs~~~
29th Oct :
Hahah`~~ back to genting again~~~ i was away for 3 days 2 nites~~~ lol... :P This time round i dun take photos le~~ haha~~ didn't really enjoy that much~~ during the trip~~ i recall abt my buddies~~ haha~~ i go with them was i dun want to play~~ bcos i timid lah~~~ then this time round is~~ everything cannot play~~~ haiz~~~ -_-''' then eat fastfood~~ go with brothers they all, we went to resturant to eat~~` hahah~~ a bit too extreme~~~
4 trips to Genting~~
1st time to genting was accompany mummy to go up and play~~ while i go there to relax.
2nd time was with my buddies they all~~ lol~~~ quite fun to be with them~~
3rd time was with my colleagues~~ omg~~~ we eat until very extravagant~~ we went to have ai yi abalone~~ bird nest egg tarts~~ yummy~~~
4rd time was with my aunt and cousins~~ haha~~ a lot of restriction~~~~
1st of Nov :
Came back sg on 31th of Oct~~ I leave Sg again on the next day but this time round is only a short trip~~ otherwise my daddy going to be very poor thing le~~~ I went to batam for spa and shopping spree~~ hehehee~~~ this was my first time been to batam and SPA~~ lol~~~ shiok~~ relieve stress~~ and my back dun feel painful le~~~ does it means that i need to go there often~~ We went for 3 hours spa package~~ haha~~~ know hw to enjoy life right?
After SPA~~ guess wat we have for lunch~~~ SEAFOOD~~~ my favourite~~ yummy~~ :P
Rice Bucket~~Free flow of Rice~~
Coconut Drink
Sambal Kang Kong
Cereal Prawns
Calamari
fish fish
Chilli Crab
Before :
After :
Scenery~~~
After tat~~ we head to the shopping centre opposite the ferry terminal~~
Nothing much over there~~ I bought a lot of instant noodle back~~ haha~~~ plus a bit of tibits~~ Actually wanted to bring back to office, ended up i finished up~~ lol.. :x
Yummy donuts~~~
haha~~ nice nice~~ i wants to try crispy creme leh~~~ my colleagues very nice wor~~ i tried before one donut fly from jakarta~~ but nt crispy creme~~tat one ok lah~~ not bad~~ all the way from jakarta leh~~~
I end my batam trip at
hehehe~~ i missed my root beer float~~ trying to persuade pple to go with me again~~ lol.. :x
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