Food..

Home-made yu sheng.. yummy~~~~




A newly opened Japanese Restaurant at City Hall.. Queue very long.. Food ok lah~~



opps.. The photos didn't turn out to be good.. Erm~~ i tried the softshell crab handroll and unagi steam rice not too bad~~



Tofu CheeseCake.. not too bad~~ cheaper than sun with moon.. but sun with moon is nicer..



Farewell lunch..



Wahaha.. Guess where is this place.. carousel at Royal Plaza Hotel.. Hehehee.. thanks to my colleagues~~ i will miss you all a lot~~ i had learnt a lot of stuffs from you all.. :)

Japanese Food


Dessert Corner


Mixture



Tum Yum Soup...... Yummy~~~ :P


Western Food


Dessert... bagus~~


Chocolate Fondue




hehee.. very nice.. but too full~~ the grapes very sweet..



Sushi Tei

SoftShell Crab dunno wat roll..



Octopus

Erm~~ this is the first time that i tried it.. not too bad~~ i quite like it~~


Fried Octopus



Iknura steam egg.. not too bad~~ but very ex leh..



Erm~~~ dunno wat fish with teriyaki sauce... nice nice... :P



Ended the meal with Phoenix roll...



Marche~~ At Vivo City

Salmon Rosti~~ hehe.. i love it~~


Mushroom & Ham Crepe.. Yummy~~


End the meal with a bottle of rootbeer.. :)

Dian Xiao Er at AMK Hub

Dunno wat meat.. wu hua rou.. if i didn't remember wrongly..Erm~~ not too bad~~ very soft.. but is fatty meat...





Mayo Prawns



Shi qu ka qa.. Yummy.. i love it.. :P bagus~~



End the meal with this dessert..



heng ku...

Chi de ku zhong ku.. fang wei ren shang ren.. :P

Manhatten Fish Market

I like the flaming prawns~~



Thai Express

Softshell Crab Tan Hoon.. Wahhaa.. this is one of my favourite at Thai Express



Green Curry Chicken



End the Meal with Tea with Gloria Jeans Coffee

New York Cheese Cake



Mocha Latte


Mingles at Novena Square

Erm~~ i dun really like the soup.. damn~~ i put a lot of pepper leh.. :(



Cheese HotDogs with Rosti



Vines at Novena Square

Broccoli Soup


Pan-fried Salmon


Dessert..


hehe... vines food is not bad~~ i quite like it~~ hehe.. is a farewell lunch from my another group of colleagues~~ heheee.. wo ai si ni meng le.. :P

hehe.. next time then show zhen fa huo hai xian photos.. :P

Such a Failure

Hahaha.. So called this week, i am on course for four days. But i prefer to do some work. lol.. :P

Today my friend was telling me, "Erm... Do you know how much does this course cost?" I was like 1k plus lor.. "No, it cost more than 3k.." WHAT!! No wonder my previous company dun want to send me to this course even though i requested or she knows that i will leave them? Feel pretty lucky that my boss still willing to send me to such a course, should i cherish the chance on just focus on my work instead on my own personal life.

Guess now i need to stop going out until my pay day come, otherwise i can declare bankrupt soon le.. Erm~~ how to go to my hongkong trip. Hopefully i can move everything to production before i take my leave, otherwise will be very paiseh leh.. Need my colleagues to cover me for that period of time.

Seriously as compare with the rest of my colleagues, i am like someone who justa graduate from school and don't know anything. Feel such a failure, guess i need to work double hard to make things work. But, i got something in mind.. Should i go study? If i go study, i had to control my expenses plus my personal life le. No more of going out often. No more of going to cafes.. I need to do a lot of sacrifice.. will i be handle my job well... furthermore i got limited leave in my current company.. i wondering can i cope with my studies and work well... well guess i will only think whether i am going to register my course or not till mid of April. see wat is the progress for my work first... Hahaa..i still remember that time i went for interview, the interviewer asked me whether i planned to further my studies or not.. my replied was yes, in june.. hahaa.. :P

Eat, Sleep & Work

Erm.. i had start worked for 3 weeks already. If you asked me whether i had accept the challenges that are laid down for me in the future? My reply will be no. Seriously, i had been taking the first 3 weeks as my honeymoon period. I had to slowly adapt the environment over there. To people who knows me, you knows i am very talkactive and if u are good or close to me, i will just said watever i had in mind. I dun think much. If i am not happy, i will just show it or so called express it. Now i had a bad habit, is to stun there and mind totally blank out. Time to sped up to catch up my bullet train working style, no more playing a fool.

As for life or so called personal life, not much complaint. This week, i had met up with quite a number of people that i didn't manage to catch up with sometimes. I met up with my ex-colleagues, ah jie and my buddies plus my friend's brother. He is working in the same company as me. Pretty surprise...

I had been going back to previous company for sometimes after work to work for free. Guess that is not going to a very gd impression for either side of my company now. After finished tml task, i will cut down the time of going back. At most maybe meet up with my ex-colleagues for dinner ba~~ Previous wed and friday, i had stayed there till midnite. Friday's nite, i went out supper with my colleague and her husband for porridge near whampoa here. Prety not bad, we ordered 5 dishes. But her husband don't want to take money from me. I very paiseh, insists of returning the money to her. After that, i went to catch The leap years at The Cathay. Erm.. Guess that will be consider as a movie that can represent singapore. Is quite a touching movie, imagine that was sobbing for almost half of the movie. Why? Guess mainly because a lot of thoughts are floating in my mind. While the person who went to watch with me was laughing all the way. Guess she dun understand wat is the meaning of love. So i just purely ignore her. That's was pretty rude of me, right?

Min arh min.. Dun practically think that you had been thru a lot, then u can "zhi yi wei shi le." In truth, most of the time, you are just floating on top of the surface. You should be grateful that in life, you had a lot of guardian angel that once were with you or still with you. When you are down, there were some friends that you can turned to. Is just depending on whether you wants to open up yourself or not. There is still someone who willing to care for you. "Jiefu" was wat u used to call him. Althought he can't be with you most of times, he will still once in while asked how are you, still ok? anything goes wrong. jil.. thanks for being at my side for these few years. I told him i feel happy, no longer had that kind of down moments in life. I feel like i am in love le. What his reply to me was, "Are you serious? Think carefully, ok?" My reply to him was : "Why? scare i got hurt again?"

let me talk more abt my ubin trip on Good friday ba. I went pulau ubin with my cousins. It had changed a lot since in the past, min, is time to move on. When i reached there, the ferry terminal had changed. The only thing that remains unchange is the bumboat. Supposing gathering time was 12.30, late queen, as usual late but the organizer worst. His excuse was "Cannot find parking lots," diaoz~~ When we reached there, he was just behind us.

Organizer : "Let's go, they are waiting for us at the shop near the temple."
Us : "Ok, let's head down to there."
Organizer : "Erm.. Where is the temple arh?"
Us : "Just in front"

When we reached there and met up with the rest of pple. He was busy explaining why he was late and etc....

Organizer : "We wants to walk to chek jawa or take a van or cycle? Dun cycle lah, that time my friends come here and cycle, injure until very jialat andt etc... "

I am mumbling to my cousin,let's go to the information centre to get more info before we go to chek jawa. On the way walking there, i was telling her. "Omg, i wondering is this the first time that he come to pulau ubin or first time to chek jawa. More like first time to pulau ubin, he dun even knows where is the temple. Waste my money sia.."

Luckily, there were some pple agrees to cycle. So we managed to join the group of pple to cycle. Don't need to follow him.. :P There were a group of 10 of us wants to cycle but most of the bicycle shop had no bicycle for us. Luckily, we found one shop, just that need to pump air. My bike a bit weird weird, then a guy(lao da, for cycle grp) helped me tried out my bike. Hehe.. "No problem, just had to change the gear." We proceed on to cycle after that. You knows lah,over there a lot of slopes, furthermore min long time never do such an intensive exercise le. Alayws stay in office or at home slack, therefore going up the slopes, is consider as a very jialat thing to me. Then i was complaining to my cousin.. "Aiyah, jilat liao.. old le.. cannot go up le.." Lao da was ver encouraging sia.. "Jia you.." Erm.. you know lah.. i very shy de.. so i kept quiet all the way.. Even we had a gathering outside chek jawa, i was also very quiet, keep stick with my cousins. Didn't really talk much. Inside chek jawa, of cos, i keep very quiet, i didn't stay with them very long, let's them have time to communicate with one and another.. lol.. :P i stook outside the sun for quite a while, then brother called me for direction.. Told him, i was at pulau ubin, his reply "hahaa.. You must be kidding.." I cannot go there meh, maybe i am not such an active person ba.. lol.. :P I saw jellyfish.. First time outside underwater world wor.. Standing there very long looking the jellyfish and chatting with brother. Then all of them came, i actually dun want to take the grp photos.. but no choice, kana caught by the organizer.. After that, we walked to the coastal area, my elder cousin sprain her ankle. But she insisted she was ok, we just proceed on. We stopped at this big stone for quite a while for photo taking session where we were seperated from the big grp. 5 of us were together, 3 of us are cousins, 1 is lao da and another 1 is a girl who we knows her during the trip. hehe.. u knw my pattern, i dun want to be lightbulb.. i just keep walking walking.. they stopped, i stopped.. hehee.. we even screamed out when the flight took off... but lao dao said we never "fang dan qu hao" Erm.. guess bcos we very scared kana laugh by other pple ba.. :X Hehehe.. They took a lot of photos, in the meanwhile, i am complaining hw hungry am i. Due to i just had a packet of noodles at 11am.. then till 5pm.. still got nothing to eat.. Had to share my bread with my elder cousin.. so hungry.. :( had a chatted with lao da while we walking on the way. Then the 3 ladies just throw me in front talking with him.. Erm.. ok lah.. quite a nice guy.. We climbed up the tower, but i stopped halfway to catch my breath plus i a bit very scare cos the thing is shaking quite badly. Futhermore a lot of pple coming down... I paused for quite a while before i move up.. Finally finished up the whole trip in chek jawa, we was on the way going back to mainland. Those pple are taking van were waiting for this lady who is with us. Organizer : "A, why you so slow? We all waiting for you. The four of them going to cycle back.. " Haha.. A very paiseh.. :X On the way cycle back, very jialat, a lot of slope, i almost faint, almost wants to give up halfway, dun plan to continue anymore. But very paiseh, dun want so many pple to wait for me, move on lor.. struggle a bit.. saw the community centre, now become NEA duno wat..I was so thirsty that i struggling to cycle till i return the bike and buy mineral water.. ARGH~~ after i return the bike, we stopped there for while, then this organizer came forward.. He stopped me, said we going back mainland. Go there then buy.. No choice lor.. take water from my second elder cousin.. LL... Quite a big group of us, therefore we had to spilt for serveral boats. We finally reached mainland le, going hawker centre to look for seats.. ARGH~~ no seats.. I spotted a table, while my cousin spotted another table.. No choice, i had to sit seperate tables with them, otherwise i will have to throw A alone with all the guys. Kana suan by lao da during the dinner.. Wahaha.. :P Super dehydrate after coming back from pulau ubin.. Bought a lime juice during dinner and i went to buy another bottle of mineral water. Didn't really finish up my dinner, guess i drink more water than i take in carbonhydrates.. Seems like it is a good place for pple who wants to slim down. Took a bus to tampines, 6 pple took the ride. lao da, A and B plus 3 muskerteers.. A went for dinner at tampines foodcourt cos she was a vegeterian. While B joined us walking ard.. 5 of us went walking ard the pasam malam which i walked last week.. tm.. finally we go to century square foodcourt for drinks.. Lao da treats us drinks.. :P had a long chat till the uncle chase us out of the food court. Guess this is the first time that all of us had an experienced of being chased out from the food court.. I took train with them cos my second elder cousin said she wants to sing ktv.. Ok lor.. i didn't manage to get a seat to sit with them again~ i sit beside lao da.. and chat~~ haha.. had a really long chat.. till ard kembangan~~ my cousins asked me go over.. and decide whether hw lah~~ then a guy walked in the train, wanted to sit at my seat.. Lao da seems like telling that guy, this seat is being taken. I very paiseh.. faster cut down the talktime and walk back to my seat and contiune my conversation with him. I alight at city hall with my second elder cousin.. while my elder cousin, B and lao da contiune the journey.. home sweet home.. i heard my elder cousin said he stood up all the way back home and had a chat with them.. haha.... :P

Sat, i went to express pedicure... first time experience.. really like a tai tai life leh.. opps.. no wonder my bank going to extreme low now... jialat~~ hope i can tahan till pay comes.. cos this month i had been working for free.. no pay.. :(

sunday, suppose to meet da jie da they all for dinner. Cos it had been a long time that we ever met up with a friend. But i become pilot le, kana suan throughout the whole nite on msn.. Erm~~ is my fault.. so LL lor..

today i going back to my ex-company to help out again~~ hope this is the last time that i will be doing this for free.. otherwise either side of my company will be very piss off with me le..

mix feeling~~

i just dun want to think abt anything else... maybe i just need a break to walk on further.. hopefully everything will be fine~~ and let me move out of here.. seriously, now i feel like going oversea to work. Even is a short period of project, guess i will still take up and leave for a while..

Brand New Start

This week, i had start my job at NCS. I can foresee that it is going to be very challenging as compare to my previous. Within the first three days of the job, i had attended two meetings, one and half hour and three hours respectively. Guess there is a lot of training ahead of my job here. My colleagues mainly are much more older than me, plus they are very experienced in IT line. While as for me, i feel that i am so little in front of them, just like a fresh graduate who just graduate and come out to society to work. Guess there will be a very steep learning curve in front of me.

First day of work, i reached my desk around 11 plus am. It is almost lunch hour. I met my project manager and my colleagues in the team. While two of them are my ex-colleagues which form part of my project. The rest are mainly doing different stuffs from me.. They are very nice pple, been asking me to join them for lunch everyday. so called, i dun have no kakis for lunch lah. I think i cannot compare my previous job and this job that often now. Otherwise, i might regret coming to here. Cos no friends here, a bit very lonely.. Mainly chat with my ex-colleagues thru mails or msn. No longer face to face chat. But one thing that currently i like it a lot, is that i can leave at 6.15 or sometimes on the dot. I wondering will this working style changed? Erm~~ seriously i am puzzled by one thing, why they want to employ me? I am not technically strong nor hardworking type.

Got to buck up a lot, i hope i can tahan till the end. Don't give up halfway, nobody going to support me le wor~~ min, is time to grow up.. look like a junior consultant not as a small kid anymore.. I got a lot more hardwork to put in and handle ..

On Monday and Wednesday, i went back to my previous company to help out. I did something stupid ytd, was to tell my project manager that i going back to my ex-company to help out or so called doing handover session. Opps.. I think i going to kana spot check soon.. aiya~~big mouth lah~~ eat lunch only, why should i talk so much abt ir... hhahaa.. guess i really dun use to this environment ba~~ give me sometime to accept the new changes. Just like sometime i am not used to picking up my best friend calls, ever since he stopped calling me. at first, i really feel dun get use to it but slowly, i am getting used to it. Erm.. If he is reading this, i hoped that he will understand, don't worry, i won't msn you.. haha.. or so called u can block me ba~~ otherwise u will be very jialat, always need to hide as offline mode. Cos i can use msn at work le.. not as if i am at my ex-company, where i am not allow to use msn.

Complicated Feelings

As to compare the two companies, i dunno which i will i choose. But maybe my leaving will make my boss and i happier? Since we suffer from a broken colleague relationship in the first place, now we were just acting as normal. But on monday, i was very pissed off. She put words into my mouth again. Argh~~ As usual, this is her style. If you asked me whether i will do a good work of handover, i really dunno. Hahaa.. The problem is she is the one offend me, what for makes our pple life difficult.. Seriously i would like to stay in my current company if i no longer in her team, but that came too late. It came before i go out look for job and i had already sign the contract. Therefore i think i will still move on to a new job.. I will miss my times over here.. No more lunch time shopping spree~~~ hahaa..

My Primary School Gathering~~

Friday was just a normal day of working day. But of cos there were things that i pissed with. Hahaa.. When pple didn't teach u anything, yet they wants u to teach them back. Is that fair? Will i do that? My colleague was telling me why not i give them the skeleton how to build and let them do it themselves. Maybe that is a good idea, cos i can clear one or two days of leave. I will do that tml. :P Since tml morning, i still got two more session of briefing.. lol.. half a day each.. haha.. if tml morning, i kept my bag.. Will pple knows that i had come to work already? lol.. :P

After work, i went to mphosis sale with my colleagues.. Hahaha... Can't imagine that we stayed there for 3 hours.. Bcos of this shopping spree, i did not had my dinner, ended up i had supper at youth park kopitiam~~ lol.. :P Erm.. The food there was quite not bad, since this is my first time going there to makan. Of cos during my dinner.. my primary school's friends been calling me.. hehehe.. :P my colleague accompany me all the way to clarke quay then she headed to take train back hm, while i go to attend my primary's school gathering. Erm~~~ surprising not very shy, i hopefully i still can performs quite well in socialize? bcos i not gd at words lah`~ trying to much more friendly person nowadays~~ lol.. :P Guess we had a total of 11 of us excluding one of my friend's husband. hehee.. not much changes for me except not wearing glasses but put on weight le.. :P i did enjoy that nite.. thanks pals~~ for the gathering~~ They planning to have another one in march, but as for that, i had to consider first. I am going to start my new job in march,i might not be able to go ba~~

Happy V day

heheee... as for counting down to new work location only left ard 14 days.. currently my office is doing renovation.. sigh~~ my last day is when my fellow colleagues moving to newly renovate office.. sigh~~ envy sia~~ the design is quite nice.. much more brighter than wat i had currently.. see whether i got chance to take a before and after of my office or not..

erm.. seriously till now, i still had a mixed feelings about whether to stay here or to moved on to a new place . Maybe i am considered to a person who is very stubborn or so called i dun like changes in life when i had a stable life le. For example, when i go to particular restaurant, i will order the same food previously if i like it, otherwise i will try something nice. I try KOI bubble milk tea and wulong milk tea. Then i will stick to wulong milk tea each time when i go and buy. Although the price is double of normal milk tea, is really nice and much more thicker than other bubbles tea. But as for work wise, i can't change anything. Bcos i had already signed the contract, there is no way to turn back. Maybe wait until 1 year later, i wondering whether will i be suffering there or much more enjoy myself over there. Sometimes if u never tried it before, you will know is going to be bitter or sweet.

Last Monday, i met up with my two brothers. Of cos, we talked rubbish and had dinner at cafe cartel. This meal was on brother cos he got his driving license. Guess the next meal is going to be on me bcos of the change of environment. Of cos, thanks to them that they had been there for me and hearing my complaint of work. We catch The Moist written based on stephen king's story book. Erm~~ What if one day, it happened to me, what will i do? Let me think abt~~~~~~~

Tuesday went back to taka to buy last minute chinese new year goodies.. Bought kueh lapis and egg roll from lavander. I just like the egg roll, it is with sesame. As for the kueh lapis, it taste much more better than the one which i bought back from Batam, although is much more expensive.

Wednesday, chinese new year eve~~~ I had my lunch at ichiban boshi before i went back home. Had a short shopping trip with my colleague at parkway parade. After that i went back home to sleep, but i did not attend the reunion dinner. Around 11 plus, we went down to chinatown for a short walk. But mummy not feeling very well, therefore we headed back home.

Thursday and Friday had been a standard procedure for me for the past twenty years. Went to my grandma's house and Auntie's house respectively . As usual, i lose ard $50 to $60 on first day of CNY. But win a few bucks on the next day. I bought chocolate almonds for my cousins. Hehee.. She treated me kushinbo last mth. They always treated me very gd de. So is time to repay them, since now i am working now.. Haha.. On the second day of cny, i went to watch kungfu dunk with them. Hehee.. One of them treats me movie ticket while another one treats me drink.. Alamak.. Towards them.. i wants to express my gratitude to them.. but hw? can someone teaches me?

Sat stayed at home and accompany my parents.. see.. hw gd girl am i sia~~ never really go out..

Sun had a gathering at marina square. Hehee... I went to try Ministry of Food, opps, a japanese resturant again.. A total of 13 of us... Hehee.. I choose to sit inside, of cos follow by my brothers lah~~ haha... this time round i am smart.. i dun seat near couples.. haha.. but got stuck inside cannot go out.. argh~~ of cos everyone starts to bully me again lah~~ ask me treat.. lol.. :P I can sense that brothers they all aiming for me to treat them when i gt my new pay.. Hehehe.. hw abt when i convert to perm? maybe that will be a better one?

Promotion lah~~~ only $2.80.. but i still prefer ichiban~~



hahha.. cannot finished.. brother they all try some.. said not nice~~



SURPRISE~~ i can eat dessert~~~ lol.. but is at over at esplande~~ i keep complaining to my friend that he never jio me go there.. lol.. :X

Plus the shop owner always reject us cos we always come in a big group. But this time round, they did not reject us bcos the whole shop is like only with 1 table of customer.. I sat between my shifu and one of my brother~~~ haha.. so long never meet up with shifu le~~ so must chit-chat a bit~~ see hw is him.. and hw his macau and hk trip~~~ knew that his mum had went back.. now only left him and his sis in singapore.. I did something gulity, i stopped brother to go to work~~ erm~~~ am i very evil? erm~~ but sometimes i see him worked until so jialat.. i also dunno wat to said~~ hopefully he will relax and enjoy life ba~~ dun work so hard~~ later he looks more and more shag~~ i remembered why i stopped him le.. cos he only slept for a few hours.. can he tahan mah~~ not gd for health.. one person everyday must sleep for 8 hours a day~~ but i dun pratice that.. :X

Chocolate Fondue


Cocoa Drink.. Erm~~ not mine.. i just tried.. :P



hehee.. actually want to spilt the bill with my friend but he dun want~~ he wants to treat us eat.. guess mainly bcos he going to take his bonus liao~~ but hor~~ he very jialat~~ just took 1 mth of mc.. now another 60 days of mc... OMG~~~

I reached hm ard 11 plus.. and i online till 3.30am.. Crazy right~~ was chatting with friends abt something.. kns.. first time 3 of us chatted until so late.. then i was telling one of them~~ luckily we not involve in those triangle relationship.. haha.. otherwise.........

Monday, i brought mummy to see doctor since she felt the pain before CNY. Furthermore, daddy was quite busy since CNY, nobody accompany to see doctor. I brought her to potong pasir.. TMD.. Damn far~~~ but the doctor is very good~~ furthermore he see very fast~~~ ok lah~~ nothing much.. old pple le~~ sure got some aliments de.. Doctor asked her dun worry too much.. cos she scare is kidney problem... then every nite also cannot sleep well.. I see le... also heart-pain~~ after doctor diagnose, he said is just nerver inflammation.. take some medicine will be ok le.. dun need to worry so much~~~ tat's makes all of us much more relieve~~ i still scare bcos of the fall that she had at genting 2 years back. Hehee.. Told four my gd friends abt i am bringing my mum to see doctor.. they are so concern abt her sia.. haha.. thanks buddies.. :P

I met brothers and my colleagues to watch Rambo 4.. Wah Kao~~ so Bloody.. Wat kind of movie was that sia~~ Erm.. guess after watching the movie, i felt tat i am much more fortunate than them.. .

I went to eat chawamunshi again~~~

Tuesday, i went to sakae to dinner and catch CJ7 at cineleisure.. .

In advance of my birthday celebration



hahaha.. not nice de lah~~ nt enuff salmon~~ plus i very full sia~~~



erm.. not i finished de arh~~ my colleague helped me clear.. lol.. :P

Wednesday~~

Terrible lunch at cedele..

Bacon Mushroom Omelette Sandwich..
ARGH~~!!~!~! i dunno got capsicums.. but luckily i still can tahan~~ lol.. but i ate until very crumsy.. here dropped a bit, there dropped a bit.... geez~~~

guess i still prefer soup spoon...



Thursday.. Happy V Day..

Erm~~ Didn't expect much for this year~~ of cos i am still single.. nobody wants leh~~ but i got a little surprise at office today~~ This happened after my lunch~~ Around 4.30pm, someone called me to ask me go down to collect my v day flowers.. haha.. is tat going to be a joke.. i still ask the person where are u now.. He reply.. iras taxi stand~~ erm~~~ maybe he called wrong number~~ when i am going down, mind was thinking who is saboing me~~ i dun like this kind of thing... hhaa...delieve to my house mah~~ i still can accept.. not to office.. i dun like show off..

opps.. seems like now i am showing off.. .



hahaa.. thanks my friend.. everyone was like wow~~ of cos i kept the above stuffs at my colleague's place~~ then everyone was like asking her~~ wow.. your bf so sweet arh~~~ etc.. then she had to explain to everyone again and again~~~ haha.. before she left~~ she placed the flowers and bear on top of my keyboard~~ cos i go eat snake~~ haha.. no lah~~ another discussion with another project lead.. he is trying to make me stay~~~ then pple ard me starts to think who send me and etc.. i faster pack bag and ciao liao lah~~ waiting for pple to question me arh ~~ siao~~~

of cos this kind of thing, i will not take bus hm lah~~ everyone looking at me leh~~~ ask daddy to fetch me lah~~ cos i meeting friends also..

i helped my friend to celebrate his inadvanced birthday before he left sg to melbourne... kns.. he will only be back next year.... we actually planned to have dinner at parkway but too crowded le~~ so i tot of going to Changi Airport... OMG~~ never tot is tat crowded also~~ furthermore i met my aunt and uncle there too.. TMD~~ my young cousin never called me when he saw me, just kept staring at me.. maybe bcos we only met once a year? lol.. we had our dinner at wang jiao.. siao~~ go all the way to have dinner at wang jiao..

Desset Time...


Happy Birthday Cum Happy V Day.. Wahahaa.. :P Special Cake right..



erm.... taste not very gd... :(



haha.. we only have a few bites.. then we asked the person to help us to pack it up~~ lol.. guess the manager going to grumble le.. lol..

My last day in IRAS~~

hahahaa.. i had been working in iras since 14th nov 2005, now i am leaving iras on the 29th feb.. Wow.. this day only come once in every 4 years..

Working there for abt 27 months, dun asked me anything abt taxes cos i dun understand at all.. hahaa... Today i started to ask my colleagues who are my close friends in office a question. Will i be post back to iras again? hehee.. seriously, i dun mind to post back to iras to work.. hehee.. :P

first of all, they are all there.. then i can still continue to mix ard with them.. of cos when pple takes their bonus.. i will stand at a side envy them~~ no choice.. dun have a luck to find a perm job.. but i dun mind under probation period ba~~ anyway since i am going study in july le~~ i hope i can manage studies, having fun cum work well ba~~ and of cos i hope i will still keep in contact with my close collegues and friends..

seriously if u asked me whether do i bear to leave iras.. although i always complain about my boss.. hehee.. if iras willing to pay me a little bit more than my current one.. i will choose to stay there but the problem is when i tender.. there is no negiotation. haiz~~ :( i grown up from there de.. learn so many things there.. no matter is about work nor human relationship in office..

in a new environment,i had to pick up everything again.. from then.. i moved to a position called consultant.. haiz~~ which means i might be jumping from project to project.. can u imagine min is going to work as a vendor le? does it means i grown to be much more confident on myself or i grown much more mature or i grown to be more independent? erm~~ i dun even know it myself~~ really feel my confused abt moving to new company.. hopefully i will meet a nice boss tat i dun have a gap with him or her. of cos i will miss my buddis and lunch kakis in iras.. and friends that i met in iras.. :P

A few Good News to ANNOUNCE

I MIGHT BE CHANGING JOB SOON~~ AND TENDERING TMR~~ haha.. after two years, i finally decided to change job leh.. hahaa.. had been really struggling for so long then i decided to change job.. See whether my current company will counter offer me or not.. But after spoken to my director last nite, i realise that she will not counter offer me. Actually before i stepped into her room, i already knows her decision. She will not do anything but let me go.. hahaa.. she will compare the package here and there and said the current one is good.. As being a practical person, u will choose something that is much more better in short-term or in long-term~~ i think i will go for short-term ba~~ Inflation is going damn high~~ So look at money much more practical.. Think so much for wat..

NO MONEY ~~~ CANOT EVEN SURVIVE IN SG~~ SO~~~~ Choose something better lah~~~ Her pay like 5 times higher than me leh~~ if inflation too high, i cannot tahan with my current pay.. She going to support me arh? Talk rubbish~~ so.. dun compare.. do something is better than keep comparing~~~ ACTION IS BETTER THAN TALKING~~

2) My cousin found a new job.. haha.. Congras

3) Brother got his license.. haha.. first attempt pass..

Guess we going for celebration soon.. Hahahaaa.. Cheers..3 muskerteers tender le~~~ hahaa..

YTD was a lucky day for 3 of us.. :P

Cards~~

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/ipWb6ICiCBY/ --> a song that can describe my feelings now~~ can't find it in youtube~~ haiz~~

Hahaaha.. When doing spring cleaning, i found this box where i kept most of my cards that i had received during seconday school.. opps.. .Is that a good thing? I tot i suppose to forget about past.

A card from my childhood friend.. I know her since kindergarden..



Inner view of this card..



A card from my primary school friend.. She also had the same birthday as me.. :P



Is her drawing good?


Hahaa.. Guess who is she ba~~ haiz~~ nowadays our friendship had gotten a bit cold.. after seeing all these cards.. i got the urge to sms her and date her out.. is that a gd idea?



The blue colour envelope was my 17th birthday card.. Bcos of my birthday present.. I caused her and her current bf to quarrel.. But now they are together le.. I should be happy for her right?



Haha.. One of my brothers.. Sweet? Last time almost every year, he gave me a card either for xmas or birthday.. I started to know him from 2000 when i am in sec 3.. I only start to get close with the guys bcos of my gd friend. I don't really mix around with him only till sec 3 where all of us were in the same class...



Haha.. Wedding bride for this year.. Can u still remember this is the card u gave me during O level~~ wahahaa.. i bet that u still can remember it~~~ Time passes so fast~~ these few years happened so many things.. are our friendship still remains that strong as in the past? i got to know this gal thru another friend during lower sec.. before i know her.. she used to be a very fierce woman among all of us wor~~ now of cos, she had changed to be a better one.. haha..



A kindergarden friend cum sec friend ba~~ haha.. also so called my childhood friend.. He knows me since K1.. Furthermore he had the same birthday as me.. Last time in primary school, i had a friend to celebrate my birthday together with me.. Then in secondary school, i seldom celebrate my birthday le.. Most of the time was he celebrate his birthday and everyone goes to his house.. Haha.. My sec buddies very busy.. Either they had to come to attend my birthday party first then to his house.. Normally at that period, they will say BROKE~~ Two birthdays at the same time..



A very close friend when i am at lower sec.. When we go to upper sec, three of us no longer in the same class and we hang around with different people but we will still keep in contact. Ever since my 21th birthday, i had never seen them le~~ i miss them~~ hope that we can still keep in contact again~~~ She saw me at genting with brothers in last July~~ But she never come and called me.. :( guess she was with her bf~~ not convenient ba~~ i used to chat hours of phone with her.. I still remember she bought me a mickey mouse phone for birthday present before~~




A primary school friend.. Erm.. I dun really know wat happened to her~~ From her last trip that she came back from aus.. She totally changed le.. I seldom meet up with her anymore.. She was the only one saw my first bf before.. Haahahaa.. :P i missed the period where we drink at bedok jetty there.. Everytime we goes that.. we will talk about that two stupid guys.. hahaa.. i got scolding on that nite due to something.. hahaa.. :P



haha.. he asked me to choose friends or him.. his friend said i always hurt him bcos of my friends.. in the end, i choose friends.. am i right in doing that..

A close upper sec friends..

During sec school.. a lot of things happened.. dunno it brought us happiness or sadness.. But i enjoyed her company and another friend company.. They brought me a lot of happiness~~ n they tot me a lot of stuffs...

Carina :


Zhi :




Last of all.. A letter that always make me cried whenever i read it~~

I duno whether u will be reading this or not.. I wants to say thanks to u for everything~~ U had been with me during my sec and poly life~~ I really very happy to know u.. I miss the black forest cake.. haha.. but without coaches... the frog poridgge that i had before i left for aus.. the stop gal who left before u going for operation. the silly gal who cried before o level.. the packet of sweets for her before having o level.. the moment where u accompany her to study for o level~~ the moment where two idiots holding to the phone and study chemistry mcq.. The idiot who sings on the phone and makes me think of the song when i am doing my chemistry mcq.. The one who was there with me on my graduation day. sings ktv with me when i am sad.. the one who always suan me and bully me in front of my friends.. the one where a lot of pple knows him.. the one where k met him.. korkor.. thanks.. maybe without u.. i might not be who i am now..




All the above pple.. Thanks.. They were parts of bus journey that i met in life.. Some of them had left the bus...Some are still here.. Some are going to alight soon cos they had reached their destination already.. No matter whether you are still in the bus or u had alight.. Thanks for being part of my life journey... Although we might not meet up again nor be friends again.. These are parts and pieces that i still remember that you used to be in the same bus as me.. I hope we had all enjoy the ride together~~ Life journey is always full of slopes and staggered road.. Thanks for accompanying me throught parts of the staggered road~~ plus the memories~~

A Brand New Year , A Brand New Start Part 2

Part 2


Chinese New year coming le~~~ yeah~~
Opps~~ 1 year older le~~



Ytd i had these for dinner.. :P

Swensen : Salmon and Mushroom Spaghettis


New Year's Fireworks~!~!~!

Swensen : Hazel Daze
Plus free biscuits.. :P yummy~~



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Happy New Year

Fireworks 1 :



Fireworks 2 :




New Year's Supper : Fei Fei wanton mee..
Finally i tried it~~ Erm.. To me, i only think so so.. not really fantastic~~
siao~ where got pple early in the morning 4plus eat wanton mee~~




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Xmas Tree 2007 :

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Nothing interesting..

Last time when i am young, i will write happy and unhappy stuffs inside my dairy.. As when i go in to Poly, i got nothing much to wrote or i moved my dairy to an online blog. Only a few friends knows that i got this blog which i wrote some stupid stuffs that i encountered at times. I always like to use a nick called 'Shamin'. Min, this nick is given by someone. I wondering why would he called me that bcos ??? Slowly i called myself. Why shamin? cos i am always sha sha de, tot that this world is as naive as me. I am just a small little woman in this world, no longer a kid but of course in my parents' eyes, they always treat me as a child. That's why i never said anything when me and him are over.

Why i mention him again?

Erm.. Supposing he should not be mention in this blog anymore. Seriously he had been helping me throughout my poly life. Maybe if i don't have him, my poly life will be much more fruitful. As compare to others, i just lead in a world of my own and with few of my buddies. They had been with me when i am down. See the childish side of me. See me crying at orchard mrt station. That was an ugly side of me. I am being too emotional. Most people sees me cried before, i am just me. I am very emotional cos maybe i had a too peaceful life when i am young. There wasn't much things that i am sad about. Just some personal stuffs.

These few years, i had been through quite a lot but as compare to those that are much more unfortunate than me. I am consider much more better, therefore dun grumble so much le. I had lose my cousin and my grandfather.

My Cousin :
In my whole entire life, i only saw my cousin twice during my trip to australia,perth. Why would i be sad about someone that is so far away from me? He was considered a stranger to me, right? I grow up from a very traditional family. What to do with traditional? When i am young, i am a spolit brat. There were things that i always go against my parents or everyone. When i am not happy, i will throw my temper. My uncles and aunties they all still pamper me a lot. Of cos i dun grow from a rich family. My uncles and aunties once in a while they will shower me with gifts. So what i had for them was grattitude. When my cousin passed away that day, i told myself i will not let him down. I will fulfill his wishes. Am i being too young and irrational? I did had a very good results for that semester. Seriously i never considered of working in IT line but heaven gives me a path to walk. There wasn't any company wants to hire me except my precious company and my current company. Of cos, i promised myself to let go of him(the guy) that moment. I know there wasn't any endings for both of us. Stopped it and take care of everyone else wasn't that better? I promised myself i will be there whenever anyones need me. Slowly family becomes my first option. Two weeks later, i regret, i turned back to find him again but i know this time i lost already. Did i hurt him? Maybe i did, when i needs him,i wants him to be with me. I never stand at his point of view before, furthermore i always throw my xiao jie's temper on him. How would he be able to take it? Or maybe all the while, he treats me as a companion. But most of times was he hear my grumble.

Grandpa :
Two years back, on the chinese new year eve...

Tat was the last time he called us to go down for renioun dinner. It was also the last cny that we had spent with him. Do i still miss him? Seriously, i duno, i feel complex. Of cos what he did to my father was something that i hate him. On the day he died, my father cried when he was driving. That was wat mum told me about. Therefore i told myself, "Min, you can't cried. You are old enough le, you should take in consider of your parents feelings." I did not shed a tear at all throughout the 4 nites of funeral, i even took leave for that four days. I didn't stay there at nite, cos i am not close with my cousins over there. Tat was one of the reason why i dun like to attend any family gathering whenever there is. I will try ways to run away or ask someone to accompany me on renioun nite after the dinner. I cried on the last day when i saw everyone cried. Haha... Is like ridiculous..Have you seen one family took a photos on funeral? I really think is crazy. When we were at mandai, much more ridiculous, someone took photos when the body was going ceremate. I almost busted into laughter, it should be a sad moments. Why should i busted into laughter while everyone arounds me were crying? I just feel unfair and he always showed biased. Ended up, i cried.. Memories float in my mind as the body slowly moving away from us. When i am young, i am always with him. When i am sick at primary school, he was the one wait for me downstair and bring me to granny house. He brought us to swimming on weekends. On his birthday or any celebration, we were always go xiao hong lou or gold coast to eat seafood. I went kasu with him and my other cousins. Without him, i might not be able to change school and met my sec buddies. Without him, i wouldn't be able to take the market merchant busary. Seriously bcos of him, tat's why i got it, why i still care whether i need to spilt the money with my cousin or not. After that incident, it tore us apart. We will just say hi and bye. Tat's all.. As not to throw my father alone each time during family gathering. I will try to attend it but each time with msgs and phone. Last year was the most quiet gathering. Nothing much happened. Cos whenever there was gathering, very coincidently, i am not in town. They always last min, i had already booked the tickets le. Too late to cancel it. A few blocks away, yet i had almost one year never see my grandmother le.

My ah-ma (mother's mother)

she was someone much more different from anyone. of cos i loves her more than anyone else. when i am young, she always travelled ard from bukit panjang to jurong and to mp within a week. During weekend, she will be at my house. Every morning, she will go downstairs and get us breakfast. This da xiao jie always sleep until very late and always throw temper dun want to eat bcos is too cold. When my father was in hosptial, she was here to accompany us. She dotes me a lot. As times goes by, i also slowly grows up. That's why whenever she need something, i will try to get it for her. Cos i love her, i dun want to lose her. I don't want anything to happen to her. Hahah.. everyone knows she is impt to me. There was a time when she fells down. My cousin called me. I went down to visit her. She was just a very nice lady. I still remembered, i always called nanny.. Actually i hoping nanny to bring her to see doctor but i just couldn't bring it to open my mouth.

Hahah.. Why i wrote so much of this?

my cousin today crying on the phone telling me that the guy she liked had gf already. today i need to monitor jobs closely, there is no way for me to go out for the whole day. therefore guess i need to find some ways to cheer her up..

of cos last month i offended justin. he cursed me to met him and his gf on the streets. his looks had slowly fade away from me le although i still hope to knows news from him. But i know it is impossible.

3 years ago and now, min had changed already. No longer is last time that min le. I think she is slowly growing to be much more mature and stronger. I hopes this is not going to be smoke only.

a brand new year, a brand start

hahaah.. this whole month, i am a bit busy~~ sort of almost everyday also go out~~ guess mum face bcome a bit black leh~ is time to stay home and be good girl le~~

Movies that i had watched this month?

1) Alvin and the chipmunks * 2
2) National Treasure : Books of Secrets
3) The Warlords
4) I am Legend
5) Queen of Elizabeth : The Golden Age
6) Enchanted
7) The golden compass
8) Tatootist
9) Hitman

guess should be around there ba~~ -_-''' too many movies le ba..

Xmas gift that i had received :

1) Precious moments musical gift box
2) i bought myself a crabtree & evelyn xmas gift set
3) mushroom head
4) shower set
5) bodyshop shower set
6) a necklace
7) a top from outfitter girls
8) a pig figurine
9) a winnie the pooh cup
10) waiting for another xmas gift exchange..

hehe..this month had two short one day trip.. one is at JB while another one is at batam.. hehee.. i went for aromatherapy massage at batam.. $30 only.. but now my whole body so painful~~ wondering is it blue black liao.. sob sob... :(

ok lah~~ this whole month never chiong a lot.. been to once ktv with my buddies.. sing till 3am.. wah lau~~ stunned sia~~ 3 of us can sing until 3am~~ but nt i paid lah~~ i only paid the coffee bean drinks... haha.. sometimes i also not bad lah~~ sometimes they paid~~ sometimes i paid..

as for clubbing.. i think i went ard twice this month ba~~ one is to celebrate brother's birthday while another time is to celebrate new year.. haha..

to be contiune..

contradicting..

nowadays never been blog anything at all~~ can't deny~~~ life been quite gd~~ but.. dunno is ever since wat i heard from pple causes me to drift apart from a friend.. or i start to..... hahaha.. i might or i did.. or i said the wrong thing that causes a breakup of a couple? or so called i am good at it?

seriously.. i had friends that relationship is much more complex than me.. yet i always support her.. hahaha.. min arh min.. u siao le mah? how can u do tat.. guess u bcome abnormal..

why u can except this yet not that? or bcos of other pple comments tat causes u to change your mindset again and again?

hahaa.. i always listen to korkor.. there is a time where i never listened to him.. yet tat time i have never listened to him.. i fell.. hahaa.. just now friends was mentioning abt the past that i had.. i just avoid the topic..

guess i am a bastard.. did i hurt nanny before? i dunno.. did i hurt him yet i didn't know at all.. to be frank.. i know i hurt my parents quite bad on one night.. maybe that was the nite that they know i am still badly hurt inside me yet i never tell them at all..

korkor cursed me on tat day when i can't meet him up~~ i never be with him when he needs me.. there was a time that i need someone to be with me.. he came down and be with me~~ hear me cried.. before he left.. he bought a pack of sweets and tell me.. Jia you.. dun give up.. study hard for exams.. maybe that time korkor was not with me.. accompanying me study at mac.. i might not have pass my o level.. i am still the little girl who will remember who treats me gd.. when pple treats me gd.. i tend to bcome very soft le... korkor.. i never forget those times that u be with me.. i know u might not want to see me again~ seriously i dun mind to see him again.. as long as i know he is happy and healthy.. i am ok le~~

someone.. hahaa.. he changes my life.. i cried for him? or i stand from the point of past that i was being pamper by him.. or so called i never cherish him before? he understands me more than anyone.. he said wat.. i listen wat.. i really feel happy for that point of moment although he is not there for me when i need him~~ said already mah.. min very easy de mah~~ as long as u treats me very gd.. min.. will ok de..

haahaha... nanny.. i met on the day after my cousin's pass away ba~~ he saw me drunk.. opps.. he is a very gd friend.. after most of the friends that i can talk to had slowly left me.. he bcome in.. when i know nanny.. someone haven really left me.. hahaa.. so called i also never cherish him.. he also gt his pretty shanghai girl mah.. why would he cares abt me so much.. all he did is... gd morning, min.. take care..

why leh? min very weak mah.. cannot take care of hereself mah? i admit lah.. i am weak.. when u are away for one month.. i cried most of the times.. jil is the one be with me.. then korkor hospitalised.. haha...

after so many years.. my friend told me i never changed at all.. jil said i changed le~~ guess i know y he said i changed le~~ i never cried that easily as in the past le~~ now i am much more stronger.. but i can said i lose a lot also during these few years..

Relationship?

hai~~ guess now most of them know the truth le~~ dun need to keep quiet le ba~~ erm~~ guess the only person who gt hurts the most is A.. This is wat she quote in her friendster~~ "一只手是拍不响的，两只才拍得响。人的心是 会变得，没有想过移情别恋的伤害，我也会尝 试到。最不可示意的是我一直别人骗。" seriously~~ i agree~~ she really got hurt very deeply~~ in a relationship~~ why pple always tend to said break that easily.. why they can't communicate? erm~~ is it so easily to give up someone who u had been for more than 3 years or reaching 3 years? does this guy deserve a chance to be trust~~ or am i having a very immature thinking? In reality, there is no such thing called fairy tale story~~ i know that this incident had hurt a few pple~~ hope everyone can grow from it and find a better future~~ while~~ i think i am being very evil~~ i know the incident yet i kept quiet all the while~~ cos i promise not to said to anyone~~~

hai~~ i talked to ant last sat~~~ i told him hw i felt~~ he said i should nt felt in this way~~ i told him i want to avoid gathering for a peroid of time~~ he said why? there is nothing wrong~~ but i know my quietness~~ had hurt two of my other buddies~~ i...... sometimes they are there for me~~ and look after me~~~ so~~~ haiz~~~ i really speechless.. min.. where is the trust for friendship? loyalty..

or am i standing at a point of being ditched~~ that's why i feel sad.. or my imagination getting haywire again? haiz`~ currently sometimes i got dear care~~~ can't deny~~ dear is making me to fall in love with him~~~ but hw long can this feeling last? i really dunno~~ i dun even know whether it can cover the pain i had inside which i had kept for almost 3 years? sometimes brothers they all will look after me also~~ they hear me grumble the same thing again and again~~ seriously.. i know i had much more stronger bond with them~~ rather the rest~~ haha~~~ i will not forget hw brother take care of me tat day till he almost want to puke blood~~~ i might not be the most xin fu person at the current moment~~ i know if i fell i might have no support like what i had in the past~~ yet i still slowly growing~~ i hope i will be growing stronger everyday~~ and let u go out of my mind~~ maybe all of us will be happier~~ u never hurt me before~~ is just that i am holding on to a past that is over~~ which i had the pain in me~~ cos i am nt the one who let go of the hand first~~ or so called we did not communicate well before we let go~~ tat's why causing one party to feel hurt~~~

haiz~~ hopes everything will go well for everyone~~ everyone will find their true love in the coming year~~ and hopes that this friendship bond that wil had will last another 10 years ba~~ althought now i can see a few cracks now~~` haiz~~