so fast another week past... haha... wat did i do for the past few days??? erm.. friday... i should be at home...but i met Carina n Kim at Parkway PArade!! (if i didn't remember wrongly.. )

As for Saturday, i went to work.. As usual, i am late... haha... after that went to meet my cousin for dinner.. AGAIN.. i am LATE... hai~~~ MUST CHANGE ARH!!! After tat.. went to meet joanna n her friends... and gary n his friends.. omg... so weird... erm... ended i reached home ard
12 plus.. Some one actually going to fetch me home.. but due to rain.. hai~~~

Sunday.. went down to orchard AGAIN... to accompany my cousin to buy MP3 PLAYER.. OMG.. after tat i went to jurong with her... spent the whole day to convert song from cd to mp3... hai~~ ended.. reached home ard 11plus.. but still not solve yet.. promise to help her out again...

Monday... wake up quite late.... went to the bank.. wtf.. someone cut my queue... shit... hai~~ waited for abt half an hour... hai~~~ later... take bus down to ORCHARD AGAIN!!! then to JURONG!!! Faster finish faster come back hm... hehehe.. daddy bought durains... lolo... ard 11 plus.. went to meet king kong.. haha.. wanted to take disc from him... after tat went for a spin.. and date leo ah-kor out... haha... when we were on the way.... surprise tat he told us someone else was going to join us... reached here ard 1plus... then picked leo.. after tat went to pick him up... erm.. something weird was... i saw a guy wearing in orange.. but both of them said NO... hai~~ waited for another da shao ye for ard 10 mins.. actually calling yun to join us.. but she cannot make it... hai~~~ again i kana suan... so sad.... sob sob... even talk on the phone also wrong... actually i wanted to drink... BUT none of them wants.. IDIOT!!!! sit there quietly and listened to them.. in the actual fact.. dun really understand wat they talking abt... HAHA!!! went back hm ard 2 plus.. my ah-kor send me up.. so gentleman sia.. hard to believe (hehe.. :P) not long after tat receive msg from my friend... He was stunned when i reply him.. "How come u haven sleep?" Did not tell him why... till the next day...

Tuesday.. went out with joanna, anton and his bunch of friends... haha.. like an international outing sia.. different countries.. went to watch "HOUSE OF WAX"... erm.. very grossy... took neoprint with jo... ended up i am in ORCHARD AGAIN... to play pool and watch movie.. seems like i everyday go orchard.. so sian...In the pool match... i lose... haha... dun want to listen to any advice.. too stubborn... lala...

Wednesday.. went to an interview at taka... in the afternoon went to another interview at enous... tot tat i will be at home cleaning up my room.. ended up... went out with rachel.. suppose to meet shing yee for dinner..but she cannot make it...we went to pacific coffee to chit chat till ard 6.. .after tat.. went to city hall to shop shop for a while.. and change destination down to ORCHARD... i am back to ORCHARD AGAIN!!!

**this whole week... i been to ORCHARD too many times.... NO MORE!!! Nothing to do!!! so SIAN!!!

monday went for an interview at danzas... hai~~ seems ok lah.. but duno why...hai~~~ after tat came back hm and changed... went back to school to hand in my report... hai~~ maybe very attitude.. but nth can changed for how i felt for the past few days... ignore any comments... went to orchard with ah-han.. after tat went back hm.... the guys called me up.. and asked me to join them for bbq... erm.. stunned... a surprising bbq plus last minute..... too bad.. went out to have dinner to celebrate dad's birthday and mother's day.. after tat.. went to east coast to meet up with them.. have a great fun... and had forget wat had happened...

tuesday went to meet up with them to watch kingdom of heaven... i am late due to attending a last minute interview at joo chiat rd... haha... mummy accompany me wen over there... mummy girl?? hehe.. duno leh.. when i reached there... was already ard 3.45pm.. lolo.. the movie started at 4.15... hehe.. we went to purchase 6.15pm show.. due to nobody wants to be seperate plus... was third row.......... hai~~ erm... i duno whether am i concentrating the show?? or thinking of something else... after tat we went to have our dinner at scotts.... we back to cineleisure for pool games.. after our dinner.. erm... they opened two tables... both were quite far apart...table one got joanna, anton, anton's friend and me.. table two got winston, soo yuan, kevin and lifan's gf... erm.. dun really know how to play.. hehe..anton's friend teaching joanna... me... erm.. walked here and walked there...but luckily never lose.. hehe... been laughing thru the pool session... am i using tat to cover tat i am shy or am i crazy or perharps it was so funny... seriously... over there.. been hearing mandarin sad songs... erm... did let me recalls the past i had.......

asking me whether am i happy now or not.. i really dunno how to answer u.. bcos.. things happened so fast tat i couldn't even catch up with the pace.. sometimes i wondering am i helping pple or just tat i am too busybody... he had left me one month le.. it seems like so long... but.. actually is not long at all... is he in singapore or in shanghai?? i duno.. maybe i also dun wish to know.... hoping to see tat starbucks's guy who will make me smile again ba... otherwise... i also duno wat is happy... happy maybe is to earn lots of money... haha... taking a break... hai~~ tomorrow will be my third interview over there again.. so sian..dun feel like going anymore... if not success.. i think i will give myself one month break.. work for micky first.. then slowly go find for perm jobs... life isn't tat easy as i think.... just like wat senior and jiefu told me... LIFE IS NEVER FAIR...

wow.. today very jialat.. walked whole day sia.. supposed to have an interview at IP at 10am.. ended up i am late.. hai~~ after tat went out with shing yee to shop... and accompany her to go sign her documents... after tat we went down to orchard... suppose to meet linda over there... but ended... she was too busy to help out for her sister to move house... shing yee and i went to for eyebrow trimming.. followed by accompany me to go find korkor at kallang mrt station..

as usual.. kor spot check my hp... hai~~ he saw the msg tat 'kk' msg me... wat to do.. everything burst out.. haha.. shing yee... gt to know i got 2 guys in my life... but everything is already OVER. he asked me to give me one more chance.. haha.. i guess no.. if he is more considered on tat day.. i will not dislike him so much.. maybe give each other some more time.. then we can be friends again ba... told kor abt wat had happened.. as usual.. kor always comfort me.. hehe.. went to kbox.. to sing thru all day.. i know he is trying to help me to vent my anger.. plus.. he knows tat i am sad... haha.... quite enjoyable.. plus he bake roti boy's gave me eat sia.. so sweet... lolo... :P sort of i am really happy tat he is still around... although he is not my brother... to me.. i had already regard him as my big brother.... after kbox, he went over to orchard to meet his friends.. while we walked to bugis to meet ester and ah-han...

we waited ard half an hour for ester n ah-han... lolo... shing yee bought a bag... then she went back home ard 7 plus... i carried on to shop with ester and ah-han.. we went to take neoprints.. hehe.. it seems like we had long time never come out together.. lalaa.. after tat went to brecko to talk crap... everyone been telling FORGET IT!!! maybe going to listen to them ba!!! just let go.. no point tat i carried on to pursue it... nothing going to change the fact..

haha.. nobody will believe tat i had contiune cried for the past two days... tears just roll whenever they like... but thanks.. yesterday got a few friends comfort me... light been helping me thru... today gary send me a gd nite msg... i reply him with a msg... haha.. he such a sweet guy... asking me wat happened?? hehe.. but when he found out wat happened.. then said i am silly.. why should i be sad for tat.. if kana reject by guy than u cried mah.. he arh.. i jio him out to drink... hehe.. so bad of me.. teach bad pple... but anyway just kidding.. i really to put aside everything.. there is nothing i can do now.... just flip thru my testimonial which i got from ANNIE WONG.. she wrote: "she is sweet-tempered, sociable and uncomplaining. she is also a mature and responsible person with an independent mind. Being courteous and sociable, she gets along well with her peers. she shows good team spirit and is willing to do more than others. " and etc...... maybe she was right ba.. thanks teacher... u really let me to step back abt wat i decide to do.. after read finish the testimonial.. i found out tat i never knew tat u understand me so well... Thanks to two Miss Wongs.. who had taught me through my secondary school.......


During this setback... i realise..i no longer close with jiefu.... and ......... Gary reminds me tat i still got a bunch of good friends.. hehe.. he is one of them... seriously.. a thanks to all of you...

Alvin korkor and your bunch of friends... hai~~ actually wat your friend said really make my heart melts sia... but i know he is kidding.. he just want to make me happy... i hope i will not cry anymore cos he dun allow me to drop anymore tears...

today went out with a bunch of friends... okie lah.. quite enjoy... went to catch the movie called "shikoku" such a boring show... after tat we went to marina square to have our dinner... follow with having dessert at bakerinn... and wait for my friend, bulldog, at merlion... we had a chat before we went back hm....... actually the whole bunch of us... not everyone can drink nor they liked to drink... only a few of us... hehee... there was one guy who encountered relationship problem... and needed our advice... i may tell him off and very striaghtforward.. i guess it hurt ba... but rather than he carry on to be "crazy" over her....


a few years ago... a gal might a guy on irc... didn't know tat this guy will be her so called "bf".... four of them were quite close at tat moment... two of them became couple.. while another two of them bcome very close friends.. the girl did had feelings toward tat guy... but she just dun dare to express herself.. is only another guy knew abt it... actually her parents did not object also... due to her mum saw this particular guy before.. this guy did a lot of stuffs tat make her heart melts... but i guess tat guy is kind in nature ba... he will did this to any other girls too.. they chat on phone every day and night... no matter where are they......the girl went for a short trip.. and she thought of him everyday when she was in aus.. is this called love?? when she started to work part-time alone... everytime after work.. he will be calling her.... it had been a habit to her.. she seems so attached to tat guy... but everything changes.... three years later.. they are no longer tat close... they had already seperated.... they had never start nor had an end before........ just tat a very silly gal is waiting for the whole situation to change... even though she started a new relationship.. she realised tat nobody can compare to this guy.. bcos he is so sweet towards her.. and couldn't forget him... she was just trying to work and numb away her feelings... she is still trying her very best to forget him... and get up again......

finally i had completed my 3 years of studies at NYP.. now i am on my own.. except waiting for my graduation ceremony...i learnt a lot during these 12 weeks.. read a testimonial given by my friend... i had complaint a lot abt my supervisor.. but in deed i can said he was a very good supervisor.. he let me understand more stuffs and gain knowledge no matter is towards personality nor studies... actually he let me off to send in my application form to SMU... but sorry sir.. i give up... dunno why.. i just choose to back off.. maybe bcos of the fees nor... i think i most likely won't be able to get in.. at the very last day of the school... went to take pics with a lot of friends... such a memorable 3rd year...

first year.. seldom mixed around... 2nd year... same again.. 3rd year.. .during my FYP and attachment let me knew more friends and get a bit closer.. hehe.. last thursday went out with shing yee to look for jobs.. ended kana scold by rachel and went shopping at bugis... lolo... :P someone helped me to sign my attendance throughout the day....

it is fruitful 3 year.........hope i can pass well for my project ba..........

went to work part-time.. and today tender resign to my manager.. he had accept it.. no choice.. let down my hr department.. hai~~~ but....................................

these few week been rushing for my final presentation... today is my final presentation.. i can says that things happened wasn't what i predicted.. i dun get much questions.. but the problem i encountered... was something which can be prevent.... what i can said was.. after tat presentation.. i feel so sad...... the problems was i spent nites doing on this program.. end up things went haywire... so... what can i says... sit there and laugh meh.. sian.... my dreams of going to uni should be gone.. in order to go in to uni, i need to archieve at least B for my FYP.. while today my 20% of the presentation seems like gone case.. hai~~~ i know someone was worst than me.. they couldn't even run their program... of cos they feel sad.. as compare to them i am considered myself lucky as i only encountered one mistake but that mistake is the biggest mistake which can be prevent.. so disappointed with myself.. why i let this happened...

after school... i went out with ester, tini, tini's sister aka jaya(i duno spell right or wrong), roy, daniel n alex to centrepoint pizza hut... we waited.. half an hour for the guys to reach there... hai~~ we were so hungry and tiring.... most of us skipped our meals for today presentation.. bcos we are trying our best to rush out everything.. and hoping that this presentation will turn out to be a successful presentation..since this will be our last presentation in school.. hai~~~ after tat meal, we walked to cineleisure... after tat we went seperate ways.. they went home... but while ester and me went to HMV.... hai~~ shop for a while and bought miss tan's present... while on the way of sending her to the bus-stop outside duty free shop... we passby lucky plaze and overheard the liveband performance... as to ease our stress for the past few days and the sad moments for today.. we crossed the road and went into indochine.. shiok.... ordered mango maginita... not bad... only 15... inclusive of service charge and tax.. .ye!!! at abt 11... we left and walked towards the bus-stop... alamak.. we walked in the Haagzen shop located at CK tang.. we were the last customer for the day.. hehe.. that bunch of waiters and waitress were so friendly... their service was damn good sia.. ate desirable... hehee.. shiok.. but headache got worst.. maybe of considering tomorrow nt going to school... tat guy very cute sia.. saw us taking pic... he offers to help us to take pic... so good sia... when we will at pizzahut.. we had to ask.. but at Haagen daz... they offered to help us... when i and ester planning to swop place.. tat guy tot we were leaving.. he said out.. thank you.. ended all of us laugh... luckily... this moment makes my day turn brighter a bit.. they are so cheerful and friendly... if i got a chance to make time turn back... i will hope to work with them... hehe...

so slack... this week dun need to work liao.. but promise boss to go back in may.. hai~~ still considering... she still haven give my pay... friday went out my cousin to eat jack's place.. anyway.. she pay for most of it.. bcos she just got her bonus again!!!! after tat went to the cafe at marks and spencer.. and i bought some clothes.. piang.... my heart breaks.. i spend 50 plus on tat.. conclusion for that day was.. i spend reaching $100.. alamak... next week.. better stay at home le...

sat went out with ester tat bunch of friends.. we went to hard rock cafe.. erm.. wat i found it out was... OCBC n UOB had 15% off.. wow.. and SAT is LADIES NITE AND FREE 2 dRINKS.. erm.. almost everyone thinking tat i am hangover.. wahahaa.. erm.. i also duno.. just feel tat today morning when i wake up.. my head is spinning and so painful... today received siao.. email... she said tat simon saw me with a guy... i am stunned when i saw tat email.. i dunno how should i reply her... maybe.. jiefu.. can teach me how to reply... till now maybe jiefu is the only one who knows how i feel now.. feel like a missing bird losing her way.. need someone to guide me how to walk out of the maze... anyway jiefu.. dun need to help me buy.. i got someone to help me buy it out.. cos my friend will be coming in end of may.. and got his permission to buy for me.. lolo.. :P

Well is that true?? erm.. i dunno.. u decide yourself...


SCORPIO WOMAN

> >A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can >tell>> >right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays> >herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her> >character.> >> >A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and> >deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is> >borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules.> >She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has >a> >spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a >good>> >follower, they are wrong.> >> >She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have>power> >and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you>will> >only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has>all> >the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they> >knowing it.> >> >If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, >then>> >you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can> >understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words >which> >could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her> >X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are >going>> >to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.> >> >She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom,>she> >will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something,>she> >will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and >you>> >can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who >can>> >earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A> >man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She> >likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she> >start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a> >degree or a good career.> >> >She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, >there> >are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". >If>> >she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can >sweep> >all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this> >matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has> >good quality as much as her bad tempered.> >> >Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put>herself> >together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will >be> >no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more>important> >than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some> >Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.> >> >She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this> >woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your>house.> >It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue >about> >this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a> >temper of the shrew.> >> >If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double >it.>> >If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite>fair> >in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend >to> >accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If >you>> >are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.> >> >She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and >reputations,> >and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too> >proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face,>so> >if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more> >money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a> >feeling of being a "Nobody".> >> >If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit.>When> >you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that >you> >have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better >to> >go 5-10 minutes early.

hehee.. jus now when to ang mo kio with miss tan.. went to eat long john sliver.. erm.. very bad sia.. she always very guai... nowadays.. changed liao.. went out with me during school time.. and we getting more slack.. lolo... when to a comics shop at ang mo kio central there.. the DVD and VCD quite cheap.. saw sun yan zi mtv dvd disc at only 9.90..... bought a DIY pop up card.. since her birthday is coming soon.. maybe give her a surprise by getting her a present.. but first must ask whether shi fu want to share with me or not.. lolo.. :P

yesterday kana sabtoge by alvin korkor.. he eat shit arh.. give other pple by number.. let me blur blur.. got to entertain pple.. since he is my ah-kor's friend.. hai~~~ sian!!!! but these few days been talking to him.. also remind me abt tat time me and his friend.. lolo.. :P tat guy asked me a very silly question.. how u got to know alvin... haaha.. i avoided tat question.. lolo.. i know him thru my ex...a bit regret abt how we broke up... but it was too long ago.....

why guys are so petty.. erm... i really dunno.. was he unhappy with something or what.. just that he jus want to aviod me nowadays.. after sat tat incident..he no longer called me tat often anymore.. but.. is he says want to be friends.. ya.. we are still friends.. no matter wat had happened.. so i................ maybe i really dun understand wat i wants...

banana asking me to go for a trip.. thinking of how to cope out with a lie to go oversea with them.. haha.. haven my project... yet thinking of how to celebrate... dunno whether can ............... or not... touchwood.. hope everything will go smoothly.....

got to get BACK TO WORK!!!! :P

hehee.. jus now when to ang mo kio with miss tan.. went to eat long john sliver.. erm.. very bad sia.. she always very guai... nowadays.. changed liao.. went out with me during school time.. and we getting more slack.. lolo... when to a comics shop at ang mo kio central there.. the DVD and VCD quite cheap.. saw sun yan zi mtv dvd disc at only 9.90..... bought a DIY pop up card.. since her birthday is coming soon.. maybe give her a surprise by getting her a present.. but first must ask whether shi fu want to share with me or not.. lolo.. :P

yesterday kana sabtoge by alvin korkor.. he eat shit arh.. give other pple by number.. let me blur blur.. got to entertain pple.. since he is my ah-kor's friend.. hai~~~ sian!!!! but these few days been talking to him.. also remind me abt tat time me and his friend.. lolo.. :P tat guy asked me a very silly question.. how u got to know alvin... haaha.. i avoided tat question.. lolo.. i know him thru my ex...a bit regret abt how we broke up... but it was too long ago.....

why guys are so petty.. erm... i really dunno.. was he unhappy with something or what.. just that he jus want to aviod me nowadays.. after sat tat incident..he no longer called me tat often anymore.. but.. is he says want to be friends.. ya.. we are still friends.. no matter wat had happened.. so i................ maybe i really dun understand wat i wants...

banana asking me to go for a trip.. thinking of how to cope out with a lie to go oversea with them.. haha.. haven my project... yet thinking of how to celebrate... dunno whether can ............... or not... touchwood.. hope everything will go smoothly.....

want to add in something.. i asked tian tian to give me morning call today.. but i almost late again.. why???? he called me 5 times... i never pick up at all... in the end, he suan me.. sob sob.. u very mean leh... hehee.. :P
got to get BACK TO WORK!!!! :P

erm... yesterday nite... went to tat labordor park...the first impression i had was "What!!!" "So dark"... i also realize there was a resturant over there... w0nd3rng.. how dd t suff3r.. bc0s th3r3 wasn't a l0t of ppl3 ov3r th3r3.. mayb3 i w3nt th3r3 too lat3... so we ch00se an0th3r dr3ct0n.. head up to mt fab3r.. th3 scenery over there was very beautiful.. it will be much more better than the sky tower in sentosa... sp3nd $10 to go up there and come down within 5 mins.. i rather g0 up the way to mt faber... shiok arh.. not i driving also.. hahaa... jus has to enjoy my scenery... last nte was quite crowd3d... after that when to watch the eye 10... erm.. a bit scary.... not bad.. still consider ok... hehee... :P

furthermore want to add in something.. when i reached hm.. i called up jiefu... bcos feel very bad.. asking him to help me to check timing for shows again!!! erm.. he comments on my behaviour.. sob sob sia.... hai~~~ 他说我被惯坏了..... erm.. i also think so.. heheee... :P but thanks leh.. jiefu.. tat day for comforting me.. haha..telling me that at least there is someone who is always there for me.. hehee.... and the world will never die... even though i am unhappy... so i should lead a happier life.. why should i bother to give a damn to tat girl... hahaa..

Today damn piss off.. but no choice.. in school.. force myself to control myself.. no matter how unhappy or how pissed i am ... DUN THROW TEMPER... PLUS SMILE.. but smile seems like doesn't works on me sia.. hai~~~~ Senior told me drink more cold water and jia you.. haha.. never know that he is that good before.. lolo... :P furthermore he willing to help me to do my project... erm.. SUPRISE sia... Last sat went out with yiying they all... in the bus or during meals time.. we are still discussing who will get married first.. hahaa.. in the bus, i told bulldog that someone had already get married.. the first reaction he gave me was... "WHAT" "WHO IS HE/SHE?" hahaa... nobody believe that.. yy ask me to send her the wedding photos... erm.. so i have to search through my yahoo email to find that particular email.. hehe.. yesterday finally manage to find that "email"... Today read the email again.. erm.. maybe that will the only thing tat will make me smile ba.. she so far yet she is so cute.. haha.... so fast.. 3 years passed... and she got married.. now she is leading a happily life with her husband... let me copy and paste some tips here and share with u...

- 我结婚，因为爱到了，他爱我，我爱他．最佳的天时地利人和都齐了
- 我很幸福，婚后，我有更多的人疼爱．所以说，姐妹们，找老公是，记得要看他家的人疼不疼你呢．．．虽然结婚是两个人的事，可周遭的人也很重要．若他家人也很好的话，你会更幸福哦！！！兄弟们，了解了吗？！若她家的人也很喜欢你，你就成功了一半了．
- 我深信自己有着同样的优势直得他的爱．那可是他的福气呢．所以说，兄弟姐妹们，千万不要放弃自己哦！！！就算身边有了人，还是要保持美好的仪容和状态哦！！！若还没有危机感的你，要检讨啦！！！！

last friday nite went hard rock cafe with ester, ah-ying, daniel and roy.. haha.. surprising tat i will went out with them... when i reached home.. i already half dead.. and couldn't believe tat my parents allowed me to go out at ard 10plus.. plus.. dad sent me down to far east.. haha... i am back to my nature.. like to play around.. while we waiting for them.. ah ying and me went to the ladies, we passby a pub.. the bouncer told us $25.. we were like wow... so ex.. but too bad we cannot enter bcos we are underage... after tat we went to vintage... when we reached there.. wow again... ended we we went to hard rock cafe.. this is the first time i been to there.. erm.. nt bad.. quite like it.. furthermore there is live band over there.. shiok.. the live band ended ard 1 plus... therefore... we walked over to cineleisure to catch movie... we watched "Robots"... nt bad lah.. but i still prefer to watch my winnie the pooh.. who will be going to watch with me??? hehee.. when i reached home ard 4 plus.. slept ard 5... wake up ard 9... tat day i am like a panda sia... in the end... my cousin came over to my house... oh my god... my aunt and my mum went to east coast park to find them.. while me.. after work.. i knock off already... half dead sia.. no time for my cousin.. hehe.. but the next day i met her after work at suntec.. we went to IT fair.. it was so crowded.. actually wanted to buy digital camera but.. changed my mind.. maybe next time ba... we went to walked ard city link.. i bought my lip gloss at body shop.. tat was the day where my nightmare aka shopping spree starts....

Tuesday was my presentation.. i was so "gan chiong"... Tat morning.. i also realise that my accessor change... cheong poh yee and lee siew lee.. omg... got a tough presentation.. tat day i couldn't wake up on time.. but due to the sweetest friend i ever had.. tian tian.. gave me morning call.. when he was on his way to school.. so touch sia.. but that presentation was not tat well.. got shoot by a lot of questions.. When out with my pig friends.. bring me to makeup shop to purchase makeup and accessories.. omg.. spent quite a lot for this week.. i guess next week had to be at home... no more outing nor shopping spree for me..

Saturday went out with yy, soo yuan, joanna, gary, winston, anton, kevin.. erm.. was quite surprise to drag so many pple down.. actually tot of a gathering between a few of us.. erm.. in the end.. i bcome organiser.. hope tat day everyone enjoys ba.. but sorry... forget to call lifan and chong ping.. i did mention tat.. but nobody told me wat to do ... nor help me to inform them.. furthermore.. sat afternoon then i inform bulldog them.. i gt nth to do during worktime.. then suddenly remembered.. oh ya.. i forget to ask them... paiseh.. feel so sorry.. how abt a chalet?? took quite a number of pics yesterday.. will post it out soon.. lolo.. :P

sunday.. went out with da-jie aka ester to bugis.. hehe.. erm.. suppose to meet her at 6.30.. but in the end i left home ard tat time.. bcos i was overslept.. too shag.. couldn't imagine myself to work and study at the same time.. now i already canot tahan.. finally today tell boss abt it.. but she was very stunned when i went to find her... so.. i ... blur blur.. just says i need to rush project..


**erm.. yesterday when bulldog n gary first saw they will asking me "Where is your bf?".. i am like stunned... i where got bf.. help me find one lah.. gary will like saying.. i introduce u my friends lah.. wahahaa... crazy fellow... dun worry my pal.. if i am start looking for one or i am found someone suitable.. i will announce it out loud and clear.. hehe.. :P

erm.. korkor been looking for me this whole week... jus now when i am having NE talk.. he actually wanted to come school and look for me.. but i am not free.. nowadays been so busy with my FYP plus my personal life.. haha.. wat does personal life actually means?? erm.. saw friends gone thru in relationship, makes me change my mind.. walk backwards.. instead of front.... parents been noticing how my relationship going on.. and asking me to give myself a chance and the other party a chance.. i asked my friend nt to look backwards.. haha.. but me, myself walking back.. been avoiding both of them at the same time.. seldom pickup calls from them nor msg them... jus hang up the phone with one of them.. he sound unhappy when i mention that nowadays i keep receiving weird calls from pple.. haha... so weird... how come nowadays they contact me... and i am very surprise.. there is a guy told me he is going to thailand today.. haha..

Today Mr Koh called me up and asked me to go his room to look for him.. I am stunned and wondering wat had happened... at first i tot i failed my attachment... but in the end is he recommend me to go for a talk.. can i considered myself as lucky?? erm.. i dun think so as i dun like to wear formal.. i need to wear formal for tat talk.. hai~~~ these few days, i am very slack with my project... today i had been rushing here and there to get things done.. btw.. i am shocked by a news i received today.. My friend's sister passed away... understand her blow... bcos it lets me tot of my cousin.. but he is far away from me... i thinks now she need care, concern and understanding from her friends.... she needed her close friends to be there for her.. and pull her out from sorrow.. hope tat she will stand up soon.. but it will takes times to recover from this blow...

conclusion for this post... need to rush out my presentation stuffs and get it done by friday.. need to complete my NE after my presentation.. haven do my aes for last week.. (haha.. he sure going to nag at me) this weekend got work OT.. hope tat i can inform my boss tat i can only work for her till end of march.. and i need some concentration for my FYP.. or maybe next week will be my last week....

erm.. this week very siong.. monday had swensen.. friday had sakae.. today i had yaki yuki.. omg.... mon-friday of tough training also cannot help me arh.. hai~~ hehe.. but okie lah.. so long never met up with my friends... went out with them to makan.. hehe.. :P still miss the old times i had with them.. erm.. but my wallet burn a big hole.. hehe.. today also sabo gary... wanted to meet him at orchard.. but he ended up that he went to play pool with his friends.. hai~~ but we set tat next week, we will be going out.. and there might had a chalet during the holidays..but for this.. we will be still planning.. but anyway i will keep u all update...

today when i was at my work place.. my phone seems to kana bomb by pple.. and i was wondering how come my phone keeps ringing.. 3 missed calls from korkor, 2 missed calls from my ex collegue, 1 call from my cousin, 2 calls from my parents.. and 1 call from si ren.. hai~~~ when i was thinking of how to solve my coding.. my boss kept informing me that my hp rings... maybe bcos i didn't switch to silent mode.. i was late today bcos i was delay by some work.. hai~~~ sian.. when can i open my mouth and inform my boss tat i need to stop for a while.. .

friday.. went to tampines to have sakae... surprisingly that there was one sakae at the basement of century square but very warm.. my friend's friend accompany us to wait for seats before he left.. one thing i can comment abt him.. blur blur plus very good to bully.. haha.. :P he lives near my house too.. i wondering.. do he know leo they all.. haha...

btw... nowadays pple seems to getting more and more interested in my personal life.. wondering whether do i have a bf.. and who is it.. erm.. pls be patient... if i think tat person suits to be my bf.. i will announce.. u all dun need so gan chiong for me.. bcos now i also a bit blur blur.. i will make my choice wisely... otherwise my parents will be nagging at me also.. furthermore gary says he want to intro his friends to me.. hhhahaa.. wat a joke sia.. next week meet him, must disturb him liao.. hehe.. :P btw.. i did not went chinablack with ester and ah-ying on friday nite.. wanted to go there so much.. after hearing wat both of them said plus mummy and daddy.. in the end.. i choose nt to go... my friend helped me to ask his friend to help me buy liqour back.. erm.. hope it is success.. tat time wanted to ask aunt to buy.. but in the end.. change my mind.. hai~~~ hope there is a chance i can buy back or someone can buy back for me... let's pray hard.. btw he going to pay HALF of it.. hehe.. :P

yesterday went to napfa.. erm.. predicted tat i will fail.. something did happen at nite.. my aunt called up us and inform us to attend a funeral tomorrow nite.. my cousin's grandpa jus passed away.. let me think that life is really very short.. should cherish every moments and seconds, i had now.. today read my friend's blog.. won't be surprise that she had not forget tat relationship... she is such a devoted person.. erm... as my part of friend, i feel that i really never spend enough time with her.. and keep her accompany thru her unhappy times.. she is always there for me yet.. i ......... hai~~~ so disappointed with myself.. Sorry!!!!

So long never post anything up.. i also dunno what should i post or what should i says.. i landed in such a dilemma state.. Saturday went out with my cousin to watch movie and have dinner.. it had been a long time i ever meet her.. so asked her out but again i am late.... so as to apologize for that.. i gave her a treat... When to watch closer.... The movie is not my type.. i dun like it.. feel that it was very boring... like no plot.. bcos they will never indicate the years.. unless the actor/actress mention it.... The guy never know who he likes.. in the end.. being ditched by tat two ladies.....

Sunday went to work.. such a tiring day.. after that went back home and rest... Try to cook butter cereal prawns.. erm.. taste nt bad... lala.. :P

Yesterday.. he went for operation.. I am not there for him either.. this let me recalled of what happened in the past.. last time when d went for operation, neither that i was there for him.. plus further more i went out to play pool with my friends.. he was so angry abt it.. but.. haha.. still forgave me.. Met korkor at city hall mrt station.. after so many things had happened.. he managed to stand up... but despite of so many curious stares.. he still laugh and joke with me... what can i says.. he was much more stronger than wat i expected.. he will be going to undergo a surgery in may.. i promise him that this time i will be there for him.. hai~~~ no mood to type in school.. maybe go back home then contiune the story... commit a sin yesterday... i ate swensen, yami yougurt and gelare ice-cream... hai~~~~ but taste yummy...

erm... though these few days fall sick... mind kept thinking about what should i do and wat should i choose.. jiefu nag at me.. korkor... also nag... hai~~~ i really dunno what should do nor what should i choose... tot of quiting my job soon due to i need to rush my FYP.. so this weekend going over to tell my boss about it... see what she will says... maybe this weekend really need to tot abt everything again.. and had a rest.... hai~~~~

hehe.. luckily yesterday saw turtle aka shifu at food junction in school.. otherwise i will die liao arh.. hehehe... shifu always help me for project.... so touched... lolo... :P sian arh.. but i still haven finish my project.. still got a long way to go... but got quite a good bunch of friend and pals supporting me.. hehe.. thanks arh....winston also offer his help bcos i seek help from him.. hehe... he says after his FYP wor.. lala.. :P