Fireworks~~

Woohoo~~ Of cos fireworks was something that i will not miss especially if there is anyone to accompany me to watch it. Wahaha.. Contiunously, i watched two fireworks shows. Yipee, this year fireworks were so fantastic. I simply just love it so much. On Sat, i got a very good view but seriously i am still a scary cat. While watching fireworks, i was starting to scare, what if i slipped and fall in somewhere near clifford pier there, how? What will happened and etc....... Opps, wondering is it because i am the only child at home, that's why i am this kind of thinking. I need to help my parents to think also mah..... Hahaha.. Or i am just finding an excuses for myself.

Friday, after work. Dad drove me to my ex-company to find my ex-colleagues. Hahaa.. Of cos is my ex-colleagues accompany to watch.. Arbo, still got who accompany me sia~~ lol.. :P Erm.. Had my dinner at vines.. Yummy, it had been so long that i ever eat that. I am starting to miss food over at novena, mainly because i had nothing much over at my workplace now except nasi lemak. OMG, i am so sick of nasi lemak, i will try my best to avoid that but the problem is i don't know what to eat. Guess the next coming month, i had to start to be much more thrify, time to mixed vegetable rice. :( for weight loss and save. Only once in a week, eat something good. Stop going out that often, try to stay home. But the problem is maybe nobody will ask me out cos everyone started to have their partners and busy life le. After my fireworks,i went to The Cathay, trying to catch Journey Over the Center of Earth. But the problem is no shows over there, ended up had to walk to cineleisure. Watched the last two matches of pingpong over at cineleisure kbox before went in to catch the movie. Seriously, i really like this movie. This is a movie must watched sia. If is converted to a 3D movie or 4D movie, i will go and catch it. But provided someone accompany. Omg, i realised i am really not independent at all. :( Sianz~~ After the movie, as usual, i had to wait for 1 hour for 4N. Haiz~~ SBS don't have enough drivers for night drivers, ended up it become i am suffering. OMG~~ I think i am commuters right, commuters should entitle for their own benefits right? Should be they trying ways to upgrade themselves right? Maybe if the market is not so bad now, i guess i most likely will hop onto a cab and go back home to sleep asap. Instead of spending one hour at the bus stop waiting for my bus. No choice lah, cheapskate!!!!! Wanted to take a $2.50 bus home, cos i am broke for the month. 1 4N = 2 others night riders... Why har? No traffic jam late at night leh? Most of the night riders took the same route, just that after selegie, most of the riders will go different ways. But i am waiting at midpoint ORCHARD leh? WTH~~~~ IRIS said 19 mins but the problem is aftr 19 mins, i still couldn't see 4N. -_-''' IRIS got bugs mah? or something is wrong with my network or even my phone sia? There is a point of time where it state, it can detect the next bus. -_-'''' Or is bcos 4N is very unlucky, it will suddenly disappear. Or why not change to something else? like 9N to replace 4N? So the waiting time can cut down to half an hour instead of an hour. Do you know is very poor thing to stand at the bus-stop late at night to wait for a bus that will never comes?

Saturday~~
Due to the bus delay, i reached home around 3 plus. Wah Piang~~ I came out of the theatre at 1 plus. Ended up almost 2.30pm then the bus came. My friend had already reached home, while i just board bus. I woke up around 1 plus in the afternoon. I suppose to go airport to fetch a friend who just came back from aboard. Or considered as my good friend. But due to hongkong got typhoon, flight had been delayed again and again. Therefore i had been keep looking at the website to wait for the confirm time. Then i will leave home for the airport. Sad..... Only certain flights then it will state confirm. -_-''' Haiz~~ is i being too demanding? How come website will only indicate for some airlines. Some airlines will only stated delay .... (time), while some airlines will state confirm .... (time). Therefore, it mislead me lah, let me tot that is not confirmed. I don't dare to go out that early, furthermore is raining heavily outside. But my gd friend had reached before i reached sia. -_-''' feel so guilty sia~~~

Around evening time, i went to meet a friend for fireworks, as usual, i am late. Seriously before meeting my friend, i got such a complex feelings sia. That day, i suppose to meet friends for birthday celebration but i don't want to go that early. I even had the thoughts of not going at all. Erm..... I will not indicate who is this. Haha.. Otherwise things might get worst than i thought. One of my friend msg me telling me that they were at bugis too, wondering whether i will meet them for dinner or not. Of cos on the way walking to find my friend, i kept telling myself, i dun want to meet up with them sia. What is the reason behind that = secret. Wahahaha.. :P When i met up with my gf, i told her my friend had encountered a problem. But i guess most likely she knows is me, i trying so hard to shift to it to bcome someone else. I sounds very bad right, but no choice. She knows my cousins sia, don't want things to get worst. During the chatting with her, i realise there were a lot of things which i had never take note at all. I had never thought whether the things that i do will makes anyone unhappy or not or causes any misunderstanding or not. To me, friends are friends, regardless is guy or girl, isn't it the same? Since now is what generation already, i realise it might be different from my thinkings liao. From the talk with her, makes me think far a bit. But i didn't pick up someone calls, i was keep trying avoid it. I can sense that he is quite pissed off with it. I only reply my friend's msgs. I suppose to join them to eat no signboard seafood with them but i didn't go. I rather watched fireworks than eating. Haha.. :P He knows me so well sia, he said i loves fireworks. All of them had mistaken that i went to watch with my bf, of cos i didn't bother to explain so much already. I still reject his calls when i am watching fireworks. Hahaha.. :P Watching the fireworks cure the pain inside my heart. Very abnormal right? Haha.. Maybe i am not too deep yet? I still can put it out easily. Concentrate on my studies and work ba, don't ever think of that anymore. Supposing to meet up with a guy friend after the fireworks, haha.. i think once i told him i was with that gal.. He said is ok~~ next time ba~~ lol.. or maybe bcos someone never tag along with us, he felt disappointed? Wahaha.. Met up with the gal's friend. Hahaha.. The gal said i am bubbly gal. Erm.. Am i a bubbly gal? I started to ponder about it. Why they thinks i am a bubbly gal? Maybe they never see the side that i am sad before? Even the guy also said i am a bubbly gal sia.. Something is wrong sia, i didn't know i am a bubbly gal. Wahaha.. Or maybe bcos now i started to things easily, don't want to care so much. Maybe i should thanks niao ren for the training she had for me in my ex-company. We had anderson ice-cream over at marina square, after that we went to walk around. Of cos, i am puzzled why my phone never rings nor never received any sms from my friends lah. Haha.. See lah.. My heart had fled there yet still wants to lie to myself that i dun want to go. Saw my friend's gf previous sms le, then i bought a cake from chocoz before going over to find them. Haha.. She told me he had left already. Haha..
I said is ok, i just passed u all the cake then i will go back home. As usual, of cos being polite must called him, telling him i am going there now. See whether he still wants to join us or not. Never tot that, one of my friend who suddenly went missing call me. Asked me where i am, he need someone to talk to. -_-''''' Haha.. As usual lah, he never said anything, i already start to scold him. lol..:P till that he said he called me later. Tmd.. Walked from marina square to suntec to take bus, sian~~ that stupid bus-stop got so many insects.. sob sob.. Ended up i faster board a bus and walk to the place, that i suppose to meet them. Tmd.. dunno is bcos he angry with me or wat, tell me the wrong address.. ARGH~~ then i had to walk back again. when i met up with my friends, i called him and scold him sia~~ wahaha.. :P we bought some stuffs and go back to the room for a small celebration. stupid sia~~ they had been watching soccer but once in a while we changed channel. Saw The Eye, remind me that last time i went to watch a group of people sia~~ He good sia, i asked him to bring a lighter, yet in the end, he brings a lighter that doesn't work at all. Ended up me and my friend's gd had to go down and get it plus we bought some tim sum. Wahaha.. The tim sum not bad sia, i quite like it.. =p The cake got a bit screw up. maybe i too "chu lu le".. But the chocolate is too thick.. plus i got something bitter goes along with me sia~~ wah piang~~ so weird combination.. Hahah.. :P three of us had been playing dai dee till late morning, while my friend's gf already knock out. Win liao, i kept losing. :( drank quite a bit. tmd~~~ kana bully.. there is once i cheat, buahaha.... when he goes toliet, i changed his cards... Haha.. guess he knows lah, but just ignore me. Buahahaha.. He very good hor~~ haha.. too bad~~ pple already taken... haha.. i think towards the end, i started to sa jiao liao~~ haha... cos really starting to get tipsy.. haha... ended up.. all go sleep sia~~ my the other friend accompany me to chat for a while.. ended up all sleep liao~~ 3 piggy leh.. wah lau~~ i still said today morning, i need to go out.. haha.. ended up never sleep.. no lah.. i got sleep for a while, but dunno why i just wake up le. Cannot sleep.. then keep asking them to go eat macdonald breakfast but nobody cares for me. All contiunes to sleep.. :( Actually i had the tots of going off, i wanted to tell them. But.... I dunno why i just couldn't make myself to do that. Then ended up sit there lor~~ watch movies.. sian~~ haha.. he woke up and talk to me for a while, then he knocked out again.. haha.. seriously.. i dunno when this feelings come.. haha.. weird right.. something just goes very wrong ba~~ seriously.. i really thinks i am very xin fu inside the room.. i had this two good friends.. haha.. but maybe guess now i had lose both of them le ba... hahah.. another one is ok.. cos his gf is so friendly.. then of cos lah.. i keep using pillows to beat them.. haha.. next time cannot do it liao~~ later their gfs not happy~~ haha.. seriously.. dunno why.. maybe bcos both of them accompany me during my downtime at work ba~~ suddenly got the bonding with them ba~~ but too bad~~ things won't last long de.. 3 of us said before, hoping each of us will find our the other partner soon. Now 2 of them had found, i am happy for them. Haha.. Not that i am not close either one of them. Is just that my feelings went a bit haywire for the other person. I also don't know when it had bcomes to work in this way. But don't worry, i will make sure it will goes back the correct way to make sure things dun screw up again. Hahaa.. thanx for being there each time for me, hearing my grumbling when i just came back from hongkong. of cos i will never forget wat happened last year, after that day i had changed.. =p thanx for always looking after me.. today is really had bcome a memories that i will cherish it~~ thanx pals~~ guess after today, we will seldom meet up anymore.. i will cut the times that i joined u all. guess now i will try to find tons of excuses to avoid joining u all. but i will miss you all.. :) maybe that is one of the reason that i kept looking u all when u all are sleeping.. hehee.. =p i had an enjoyable night with you all, although is just a simple birthday celebration. Dun worry, i won't have this kind of celebration for my birthday. Guess by then, u all had already forgotten my birthday. And i might be busy with my studies lah. and forgets u all... otherwise later i started to dun bear to let go, how? Stuck with you all often.. Hahaa.. :P i dun want always be a lightbulb in between you all.. Hahaha.. Dun worry for me.. :) At least u all can go for double dates.. :) or think too much le~~ for me, i will let the nature takes the course.. :) haha.. if i got le.. u all dun bully him arh.. or 吓跑他wor.. later no pple wants me, how.. wahaha.. :P

hehe.. 我会很想念你们的。。你们一定要好好的疼爱她们wor.. 不过我相信你们一定会的。。放心我一当把我自己的心情收拾好来，我一定会从新再你们的面前出现的。我就让时间冲淡一切，当时间觉得我应该出现的时候，我就一定会出现的。 :)

Just got my tots sorted

Haha.. I got my tots sorted.. Maybe the incident tat happened long time ago, left me a deep scare. Of cos, i will not do such a stupid thing~~ haha.. dun ever like yr gd friend.. gd friend shall always remains as gd friend.. haha.. guess nowadays i will seldom online especially when i am at home. Mum's backache is back.. nowadays must act guai.. stay at home to help out some household chores.. Guess maybe is due to that fall she had over in genting.. once in while, it will come back and haunt her.. just brought her to see doctor on last sunday, doctor said is a bit swollen.. avoid most household chores.. of cos i also went to see doctor also.. since i am there already.. spent another $38 sia~~ haha.. doctor said quite bad~~ haha.. took my second dosage of antibotics.. hahaha.. till now i still haven recover.. doubt i will go for my friend's birthday celebration on this coming sat~~ haha.. guess maybe i dun want to make the same mistake that i did last year... secrets.. shall remain as secrets...

失声 Day 4

Haha.. Enjoy life too much? Doubt it. School going to start in about less than 2 months time. Wohoo!! Is time to make myself busy again~~ Opps.. I wants to have enrich lifestyle, otherwise i am too slack le..

1)I did went to my company dnd. Woohoo.. i love their lucky draw prizes.. hehe.. too bad, i did not participate in the lucky draw, cos i am not entitled to that. Overall i did enjoy myself that nite

2) I went to yy's housewarming. haha.. really a bit like piang my head towards the wall sia~~ haha.. been quite quiet that night ba~~ i went there for a little while, then i went over to find da jie they all at clarke quay.. Haiz~~ da jie lost her diamond at pump room.. :( i tried the calamari there.. BAGUS~~~ VERY NICE~~ the nicest calamari that i ever had sia~~ Miss it so much...

3) Had a small celebration for my shifu, the day after yy's housewarming. Erm.. We went to had dinner at marina square, i had a soupy noodle.. Hehee.. is nice~~ Opps.. i just came back from hongkong not long ago, yet i went to hongkong cafe to eat.. This time round, one of my brothers is there. Haha.. one of my friend said "wow.. two of u bicker a lot sia. " Hahaha.. use to it le lah~~ we always argue de.. haha..

4) Nowadays i had been skipping quite a few outings .. Haha.. dun asked me why.. just feel very tired..

5) haha.. guess i am crazy.. i gt a crush on someone who gt gf.. haha.. hopefully this crush will fade as soon as possible and i will be back to normal.. :P after so long, i had slowly bcome to be so normal.. i dun want it to ruin it again~~ let nature takes it course..

Hong Kong Itinerary

First Day 17th July
- Reach HongKong Airport at 7 plus pm~~
- Out of HongKong Aiport and take bus A21 to Yau Ma Tei
- Reach Hotel around 9plus pm
- Out of Hotel Room for dinner at Temple Street
- Walk Around Temple Street
- Back Hotel at 12 plus

Second Day 18th July
- Leave Hotel around 10..
- Had breakfast at a nearby shop
- Proceed to DisneyLand
- Back to Hotel around 11 ba~~

Third Day 19th July
- Leave Hotel around 11am~~
- At Dim Sim for breakfast~~
- Wait for my Cousin to cut hair~~
- Around 1 plus, proceed to The Peak..
- Reach Peak around 2pm ba~~
- Come down Peak at 6pm~~
- Proceed to have dinner~~ had a hard time to find the really good restaurant~~ ended up at very good..
- 9plus.. walk along ladies market~~
- Go back to hotel at 12 plus..

Fourth Day 20th July
- 10 plus leave hotel room for macau~
- Reach back hongkong at 12plus midnite~~
- back hotel room around 1am~~

Fifth Day 21th July
- had breakfast~~
- follow by.. my cousin doing rebonding, while i do treatment~~ haha..
- went for a short walk while waiting for my cousin to do hair~
- tried yi shun pudding~~ bought some stuffs at sasa~~
- back to the shop and grab some chocolates~~
- Then back to hotel room.. follow by going to xu liu shan for mango dessert~~
- Jade market for a short stroll
- follow by going to ladies market for a short walk~~

Sixth Day 22th July
- Leave hotel room and buy bread
- go to ta yu shan to visit big buddha~~
- haha.. when i come down, is already time to go back to singapore~~
- i miss tung gate.. didn't manage to go there doing shopping~~ haiz~~

erm~~ i didn't really do a lot of shopping over there~~

guess i need a break~~

haha.. ever tot of whether after my trip, i bcome very weird.. very quiet? haha.. sometimes i also dunno~~ i feel a bit puzzled and lost~~ just suddenly feel the emptiness~~

i like or love life that is simple but once you realize that everyday is the same, you will start to get bored about it. But sometimes suddenly everything come together, you will feel that everything just turn upside down..

puzzled~~

hahaa.. seriously, guess i had to pack up my feelings.. hahaa.. guess.. my studies going to start soon.. relationship is just something i should not touch, cos i know i cannot focus or concentrate on two different things at the same time.. haha.. dun mistaken.. not tat i am attached or someone going after me~~ guess i know myself too well.. i haven met the right person yet~~ hehee.. but i am glad.. i got a friend who cares for me so much~~ reached home so late already, still call me ensure that i reached home also~~ haha.. guess u know who u are.. i thinks sometimes when u free or u are online~~ u will kpo on wat i wrote.. hehe.. :P

???

The True You
You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you.With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.You think good luck will definitely be yours, someday.The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society.You care more about world trends and fashions than you do about well formed opinions.When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.

is it true?



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiVxa8_yz8c

OMG~~~

haiz~~ guess bcos of my job~~ i think i getting aging faster leh~~ guess bcos of my lateness causes me to sleep late at nite.. too kpo sometimes~~ talk too long on phone~~ too hyper at nite.. sob sob... guess i need to do something to keep myself looks better and radiance~~ haiz~~~ i keep telling myself~~i going to attend my gd friend's wedding end of the year wor~~ must looks nice nice... haha.. :P omg~~ hopefully i will do it wor~~

haha.. guess my hk trip, will be a trip for me to go there buy cosmetics.. haha.. time to do something~~ omg~~ when i bcome so ai mei arh~~i tot i am a lazy woman~~ i guess is better to stick to myself to be a lazy woman~~ wahahaaa.... :P

some office updates.. as u know lah~~ i am a contract worker.. most of the times dun have a lot of benefits de lah~~ haha.. my colleagues they all get me a seat for DND.. erm.. question mark right... go or dun go.. if they going, and asked me go.. i sure go de mah~~ who asked me is siao on de.. even my mum also said me~~ pple asked u go.. u sure go.. when u will reject pple de.. can go pasir ris chalet then evening go east coast chalet.. haha.. nowadays dun have so many events le lah~~ sian~~ this month got a lot of bird days~~

Just wants to grumble out~~

Guess Min has blur blur spend her 23 plus years in singapore and in life.

In kindergarden, she met a few friends.. 4 from her mum's friend sons~~ 1 close kindergarden friend.. Of cos being so mischevious at young age, of cos there are things that she cannot forget. She causes one of her friend to lose a teeth, luckily was so young at that time. One of my mum's son who is always in the same sec as me, also had the same birthday as me wor~~ But now of cos he had grown much more mature than me...

In primary school, being so conincident, me and my kindergarden study the same class throughout the 6 years, not to deny during this period we did quarrel before. Friend or dun friend, this kind of thing.. Later wat lah~~ u like this guy or this guy like u.. all this~~ haha.. first time skip lesson was in my primary school.. So stupid sia, i went to marine parade theatre to watch sammi and ekin move.. feel good 100%~~ haha.. a very simple movie which i like it a lot wor~~~

In secondary school, guess this was the period that i met a lot of new friends. Who let me get into this school, of cos is my grandpa lah~~ During these period of time arh, i took a lot of neoprints sia~~ And i always like to buy sushi from NTUC and go to East Coast to do project with one group of my friends. We always go parkway after school and eat tempura~~ Hahaha.. So simple life~~~ We join choir together, go NDP practice together~~ Before NDP practice, i will buy tons of tibits go there and eat. Cos every week practice, we eat KFC. Wah lau, i also eat until i scare liao..

Lower sec got technical classes ma, but my school so small.. Ended up we had to go to nearby school to study technical classes. Just very conincident, my kindergarden friend study, this was when i met korkor ba~ Being very niang~~~ Hahaha..

Sec 3 onwards, of cos i feel a distant between us due to i am taking a different path with them. I took a class with full of maths, POA, E-Maths, A-Maths.. No choice, i like Maths more than any other subject. But guess my A-Maths results let my teacher feel disappointed ba~~ Even my tuition teacher also LL.. Speechless towards me.. I tends to stick with yy and so called my gd friend and a bunch of big bullies.. haha.. :P And i get closer with korkor during this period of time.. We will study together for o level exams ba~~

After O level exams, i met a guy~~ Haha... We in a very short relationship, so called is my first love ba~~ haha.. A very sweet de love, just that i dunno how to cherish him ba~~ Since i am so young that time, i heard that he is getting married this year le~~ Congras to him~~

Just before i go in to poly, i met another guy~~ Haha.. This time, i stick with him for 3 years~~ Stupid right? Haha.. First time that i admitted to hospital.. So ma lu~~ Jil called me immediately when he saw my msg when i admitted to hospital wor~~ But the problem is, my hp not with me cos i was admitted for observation for 2 hours. Opps.. Jil was not the guy wor.. He is the guy who always hear me cried for 3 years~~ The only movie i watched with both of them was lord of the rings part 2. Part 1 was with someone else.. Hahaa.. Maybe being only child for both me and him, we just want to find someone talk. Just a companion ba, maybe all this while, he treats me like a sister protecting me and accompany me. Just like wat jil and korkor said he never love me before. Being stick with a guy for so long and realise that he don't love you at all. How would you feel? Erm.. Ok lah~~ during this 3 years, i didn't really treat him as someone i love ma~~ Just a very gd friend, is only that i lose him then i realise i had actually fallen into it just that i don't know about it. The first time i felt that i lose him was when i just came back from australia, the first person who i wanted to call when i just alight flight. But he never picked up at all, he switched off his phone. By then i should realise that something is wrong. All my fault, said a lie before i go oversea.. Seriously, i just want to find out how he feels for me all this while but maybe i am wrong. or maybe the email that i send to him when i am in australia is a wrong move. Before boarding, i am so happy, i feel that i am in love, when i came back, u gave me a very cold war~~ Slowly, we getting closer together again. But it just lasted last than a year ba~

In August, my cousin passed away le. I even quarrelled with my poly friends, niao niao, da jie da and ceo.. Haha.. they are my closest friend when i am poly sia~~ i even cried at orchard train station~~ tat was when i am most xiao qi~~ Sometimes after nite class, they will just accompany me~~ xie xie ni meng~~ wo yong yuan duo bu hui wang le na she ri zi~~

When he passed away, was quite a big blow to me~~ Being the youngest daughter in the family, my mum siblings always very dote her~~ My mum told me that korkor said to my auntie, "must take of ah yi they all." tat was when i promise myself.. "korkor, i will take care of all of them.. " Sitting alone in the cafe at airport, taking my panosanic hp with me~~ I was thinking about wat korkor and jil said~~ "Min, he dun like u at all.. Bu yao yue xian yue sheng arh" This sentence keeps floating in my mind. I scare i cannot overcome the sadness if one day he really tells me he found a gf. Then hw to keep my promise.. To take care of them~~ I sent a very werid sms to him~~ He immediately called me back.. Scold me and ask me wat happened, i didn't say anything, just hang up the phone. Maybe that bring another ending between us. He left singapore and went shanghai~ He never tell me when he is going and when he is coming back. I very stubborn hor, why would i like this kind of guy~~ Siao cha bor~~ Before he left , he just sms me this "Gd morning. Min, take good care of yourself." I also dunno why i wake up so early, i called him back~ I know he is at the airport, i can't said anything. I know he is going to board the plane, so wat can i do.. He said, i reached home le then called you, ok? You idiot, i hate you. U let me cried for one month. You don't want to let me know when u come back, means u dun want to contact with me already. Why min still so stupid at that time, don't understand this meaning. He came back le, he told me he like a girl.. I diam diam, there is nothing i can said. From that time onwards, the distance between us getting much more further apart.

I also met someone else.. guess i not convinent to mention who is he again.. i dun want to cause any misunderstanding between he and his gf.. maybe things just come too late, i can't bring myself to it. But thanks for being with me during this period of time.. XXXXX treats me very gd, i so called very shy, i really not used to big crowds. There was a time he brought me to a place to cheer me up when my grandpa passed away. Guess i always bully him~~ But i really wants to thanks him being with me during my down time~~ He brought me to miss clarity cafe.. Tat's when i get more and more close with my sec friends~~ They very pamper me wor~~ Scare i so sad, brought me to ms to eat cake, ended up went to mos.. then i went to eat prata at katong.. and walk back home with my broken heels especially the next day, i got to work.. never know tat i got such close brothers wor and yy..

Two days before my grandpa passed away, i was sick until very jialat, i got two days of mc, ended up i still went to work. Of cos, that day was a very bad day, i cried at work. I don't know is it of wat is going to happen or too stress.. Too noob to handle stress at that period of time? After work, i went to eat steamboat at marina bay, guess that was my last time to go there for steamboat. I broke a chair there sia, so stunned.. The next day, i went to hospital to visit him. He changed a lot. That time i had a very bad cough, therefore considered a bateria spreading, i kept myside outside the ward. Only go in and glance at him once or twice. After that i went to parkway to meet my friends.. Maybe is from then, slowly build up my friendship or bond with another one of my brothers ba~~ Tat time he having some relationship problem.. We had a short chat outside the pool outlet~~ The next day he passed away le.... of cos when i just woke up, i had no feelings at all.. Furthermore, i still sick until very jialat~~How i know wat the hack is happening~~ I went down to my grandma's house~ Of cos every night hiding in my room and cried.. Told myself i had to take care of my father.. Ended up at the last day, was my father looked after me.. On the last day, he was being ceramate.. Before the coffin reached there, my mind was floating about all the past that involves him.. I started to miss him~~ although i know he dislike me.. guess everyone there will thinks i am very fake ba~~ cos all the pple there dun like me at all.. this was the gap that we had build up after my psle ba~ i also dunno why everyone turned to bcome like tat..

guess i like a cried baby spending for my 24 years~~

tat time when i left singapore to bkk.. i never lose anything when i come back...

this time when i left singapore to hk.. will i lose anyone again?

Server Room

Wahaha.. Seriously in the first few months, i am grumbling why should i quit my previous job. The pay here might not be as high as what i get in the previous job. But during this week, my time had spent very wisely. So called, i got back my life. I no longer work that hard. So called not really that if i stay at my previous job, i will have more time to study. Previous job is not as competitive as the current job. I met a lot of various of people, so called, i am trying to open myself.. (hahaa.. dun mistaken... ) open up myself is to learn more about communicating, dun always think that wat is in the past is good. I should learn to look far, instead of keep standing at the same point again and again. plus overcome my shyness, always keep quiet.. must be much more daring, dun be so timid.. plus dun be so gan chiong~~ must be fast and steady, dun always so slow~~ dun always walk round the circle and circle.. dun always compare the past and the present..watever is in the past, is already in the past, no longer keep comparing, cos it will never be the same again..

haha.. these few days, i been to client side, server room, all these are things that i never get to be involve or do before. Is really a very different way of working style but i always like to keep myself occupied.. As for weekend, i would want to stay at home and rest. Guess my hk trip is making me very tired~~ i got so many errands to do.. sian~~ guess slowly... one by one~~ i got a 100 to 200 of taxi claims for the past months haven claim~~ omg.. my pay already so little le~~ yet so many taxi claim haven claim.. sob sob~~ seriously.. i dunno why... i keep hoping tat my big boss will convert me before i go hongkong~~ but i guess or doubt that he will convert me ba~~ cos i made quite a few mistakes in work~~ but thanks god~~ my tl still not as bad as niao niao~~ he had been very forgiving.. i hopefully next time i can cut down my errors.. dun let him nan zou ren~~ later big boss scold him, i will be very gulity de.. cos most of time is i make mistake~~ erm~~ u know lah~~ i dun like to cause harm to pple de..

Just feeling weird + a messy trip~~

Seriously nowadays really very lazy to update about my food's photos~~ Hahaa.. Without lying and being very sincere, i started to get use with my work over there but there are still times that i don't really get use. I guess slowly i will get use over there.

As for diet, nowadays i trying to cut down my intake since i seldom exercise. One reason bcos of my gd friend, while another reason mainly is bcos of my own health. I realise my immune system getting more and more weak, as u can see that i often fall sick now and then. Last week, i went out with kl and one of my ex-colleague, of cos i went to sushi tei to eat again. But this time round, i am much more calculative.. Haha.. Kana said by kl.. why so calculative? No choice, now i quite broke~~ haiz~~ money cannot take back~~ now need to save up extra money for my studies plus my hk trip.. haiz~ he so bad~~~ bring me go eat chocolates~~ ARGH~~ but ok lah~~ we ended the day by eating strawberries at foodcourt~~ I LOVE STRAWBERRIES~~

From now till Oct, i had to be much more thrifty and enjoys all my freedom now before my school starts. I finally going to study after saying for 2 years. Seriously i don't know whether i can cope with the stress level that i will be dealing with later on or nt. Will all my brothers be there, lending me a ear or pull me up again when i am down?

As for my xiao qi korkor, i guess he is angry tat i did not agree to be his gurantor ba~ But seriously, i did try my best to save this friendship, guess it really did not ended well. This is the best that i can do, there is nothing much i can do. Recently or start of the year, i lent my friend money. When i am in deep financial trouble, she said she cannot afford to return to me at the moment. Ended up, i had no choice, turned to parents and asked for help. Then they realised that i lent money to friend, kana scolded for that day. But i am sorry to lied, i did not tell them the exact amount that i lend her. So how would they let me go be a gurantor after such incident happens?

As for my two dearest brothers~~ Erm.. Didn't really meet up with one for about 3 weeks le ba~~ While another one, i met him up last weekend ba~~ Had a short chat before we go back~ Sort of started to miss them~~ Omg~~ Why.. haha.. maybe too use to go out with them le~ haha.. so maybe next time they asked me out, i should reject them le hor~~

I am pretty surprised that one of my friend asked us out. But at the same moment, i rejected cos i said i am not free. Brother also rejected by saying he got to study for exams.. Are we avoiding her? Erm.. I dunno leh~~

Erm.. i got a friend sms me on last friday.. i am pretty surprise as both of us had never contacted for more than 4 years? U don't ask me when is the last time that i ever talked to him sia~~ My feelings is right, something goes wrong.. Hahaha.. My feelings won't go back to be the same. I will just treat him as a normal friend. Furthermore he is married already. OMG~~ My head is getting bigger and bigger~~ Erm.. He heard one of my friend's voice when he called me on last friday. And there goes on his story~~ Crazy~~ Each night he called me, he will tends to talk to me very long~ Erm.. nowadays i really don't use to talk on phone that long at nite except towards girls or woman. Opps.. I had bcome lose interest le~~ hahaha..

My trip had turned out to bcome a disaster, seems like all the pressure is coming towards me~~ i feel so sian~~ i rather go trip with my brothers~~ omg~~ but i can't~~ mum will object~~ they will never allow me to do that~~ is either i find a steady friend and join me and my brothers to go.. otherwise i doubt i can go oversea with them~~ or they had to let my mum to join us~~ haha.. since they had let my mum joined us once le~~ haha.. will it have a second time? omg~~

as for my relationship~~ i started to wondering whether is my feelings going haywire again~~ guess i had to put a stop point at the correct time. otherwise if it still contiune to go to the wrong way.. then i will lose a friend in the end again~~ i dun want to land myself in the same position which i encounter a few years back..

Min Min falls sick le

haiz~~ guess this is the most jialat time till now~~ My fever went up and down, just like roller coaster~~ There was once hit up to 39~~ I super sian~~~ took two days of mc~~ but later going to see doctor again~~ see wat is he going to say~~ cos he only gave me one day of mc~~ but up till now~~ i still feeling very giddy.. stomach very pain~~~ futhermore.. i still contiune having diarrhoea for three days~~ sob sob.. :(
Although my fever have subside, i still feeling very weak~~ :( no appetite.. haiz~~

Part and Parcels of Life?

Hahaa.. Seriously, are u looking to be in a relationship and enjoy the pamper from your the other half? or are u enjoying yr current life?

hahaa.. who dun want someone to care abt you.. who dun want someone to look after you.. i believe most women are more sensitive towards things.. and "zou nan ren hou mian de nu ren.."

seriously~~ in life, one might encounter more than one relationship.. not every relationship ended with a happy ending nor a sad ending ...

I known a truth life story.. A couple had been together for 7 years, ended up they broke up. But the gal was running away, she do not wants to hear any news from the guy. Why? To me, bcos the gal can't get the guy out of her mind but she knows that separating will be better for both parties. Since there is a gap between the gal and the guy. Whether is there any third-parties had come in, it does not seems to be a problem anymore. Since the love had faded to become a habit.. In a relationship, don't ever let "love" or "passion" to fade it and bcome a habit.. There are times that you can change your habit and addicted to another habit.. While if love is there, it will be lasting instead of fading away..

Am i right? Seriously i also dunno, it is just based on my kpo comments.. If i am right, why can't i find something that is right? Had i really let go of the past? I did not let go of the past, it just bcome my memories. The more u wants to let go of something, the harder it is. Why not try to accept the facts, instead of running away? Running away does not helps at all, it will just make matters worst. Seriously i did enjoy my life at the moment.. Wo shi yi ge heng rou yi zi zhu de nu ren~~ Ou er ge wo yi ge guan hua~~ wo jiu yi jing gou le~~~

i met a friend on sunday~~ maybe after my complaint too much~~ he told me "If u really need money, i can lend u first." Hahaa.. seriously at that point of moment, i really very touch.. It had been a long time that someone ever told me that.. haha.. Min.. u still consider quite fortunate.. u had met quite a lot of gd friends in life.. but friendship will still fades away de~~~ in this world, as long as, there is relationship in it... they will always tend to fade away.. hw can u maintain friendship or relationship like a bottle of wine.. the longer it is, the better it is.. i guess i haven't reach that level yet.. i hope i can reach but i doubt it...

is just part and parcels of life.. the older u grow, the more things will fade away.. therefore, i rather be silly, childish in front of friends... i just wants to stay in that moment.. cos it is always a joy to remain part of yourself as a child~~ in a working society, u had to be tuff fighter. Why still wants to wear the mask after work? Isn't that makes life bcome more sian and more tiring..

Is Life really that Fragile

Is life really tat fragile?? When things want to come, you really cannot runaway? Seriously, i dunno when Min will down again or she had overcome it.. We shall see.. Shall let time prove whether i am right or i am wrong..

I am Broke for the next few months..

Hahaha.. It had been a long long time tat i ever had this kind of taste, thinking of omg~~ hw am i going to suffer thru.. But now this kind of taste is back.. ARGH~~ Seriously i really hate it but i had to accept it for the next one year or more..

Last friday, i had fork out my money to pay my school fees for the first semester. Erm.. Min arh~~ just one module leh, how broke can you be~~ But if the following things going to occur for the next few months.. Then guess i know why am i going to broke~~

June :
- Cousin's birthday
- Owe my cousins they all a treat..

July :
- Time for a trip
- 2 birthdays

August :
Birthday Day month
-3 sec friends
-1 poly friend
-Nanny.. haha..
-2 ex-colleagues..

September :
- 2 birthdays
- a trip to KL before my school starts?

October :
- My birthday.. Yipeee
- 2 birthdays..
- School starts.. sob sob.. transportation allowance going to increase le~
- 1 wedding..

November :
- Time to think hw am i going to pay my school fees..
- 2 weddings..


~~ omg~~ i just dun feel like continue.. haiz~~

Relaxing Weekend

This weekend considered as most guai weekend for me. Didn't really went anywhere except going for facial today morning. Opps... Is so painful~~ haiz~~~ no choice~~ face very dirty.. haiz~~ guess i should go facial often.

Erm~~ Last friday, i met my friends for dinner plus movies~~ haha.. Actually wanted to try hanabi at vivocity but is 50 plus per person. -_-''' Four of us.. hahaa.. Didi was so quiet that day.. really stunned me~~ In the end, we went to dragongate at harbour for dinner.. lol.. :P one person is ard 35. We ordered 23 dishes out of the 54 dishes. Seriously, i didn't eat a lot.. Most likely is try one piece from each plate, therefore during movie, i still can have my haagen daz ice-cream.. i went to watch jin ge that movie.. haha... who is jin ge? jin cheng wu lor~~ hahaha... quite touching sia~~ i doubt that didi knows that i cried during the movie~~ hahaa.. :P i like the song so much~~

korkor... these few days u been calling ard 2, 3, 4 plus.. haha.. i never pick up~~ i sleep le lah.. u wants to make appointment with me to make up a date to redeem my ice-cream.. :P hahaa.. or accompany me go airport for dinner.. :P i feel like going to changi airport.. dunno why.. is it time for de-stress.. haha.. :P

Beautiful Sunset

haiz~~ Am i being too shy?

Erm~~ I can't deny my colleagues they all really treat me very good and nice~ They will look after me. Always ask me to join them for lunch, bring me go eat nice food. One of my colleagues going off tomorrow. Before she left, she passed me her pooh bears~~ she said when i saw that, i will think of her~~ seriously, i very touched~~~ i almost wanted to drop my first tears in the new compant~~ but i hold on to it.. haiz~~ guess later, it will be a sad moment~ cos everyone was sad that she is going to leave us and join another company...

haiz~~ am i being too shy~~ seriously, i think i need some reflection on myself. When i am not close to someone, i dunno how to interact with them~ haiz~~ i hopefully i will learn more on socalising skills and get a much more closer bond with them~ dun want them to mistaken that i am acting dao or wat. just that i dunno wat to say.

Last wk, i had a very tiring week.

Monday and tuesday, i went back home after work~ Sad sia, bank no money~~ sob sob~~

Wed, i went out with my colleagues to have farewell dinner cum KTV.. plus macdonald. Trying to control my diet, even my colleague asked me to eat nugget, i also decline~~ haha.. early in the morning eat nuggets.. haha.. let me recalled wat i had over in iras tat time. i also had a 12 hours outing but this time round is a bit special, i left ard 3plus. I had already had a date with my trekking kakis that to join them to go kent ridge the next day. Therefore, they let me go.. hahaha.. :P

Thur, Although i am very tired, i pull myself to wake up at 12 to join them. As usual, i am late and did not had my lunch with them. Hahaha.. When lao dao saw me, first sentence "Are you ok? You look quite pale." Omg~~ i really looks that bad~~ haiz~~ i faster brushed away and go to buy drinks~ Ended everyone also knows i slept at 5 plus, tat's why i looks so tired. We went to watch sunset, i can only use one word to describe "Beautiful". I never knew that sunset is that beautiful.

Friday, i met up with my ex-colleagues and went down to register. Haha.. Four of us going to study together. After being persuade by so many pple, i finally make my first step. We shall see how things going to be like. I wondering, will i give up halfway?

Sat, i am so tired that i slept until 4 plus then wake up~ so jialat right? haha.. I went to catch ironman, bcos i am late again. We got the first row seats. Erm~~ really very cold.. I almost freeze to death.. I think the show is consider not bad, making use of the high technology stuffs. Of cos, my friend love it more than we do. Hahah.. had a short chat at iguana... Some stuffs that cannot avoid means really cannot avoid... After iguana, we went mac~ Haha.. Papa very look after me.. knows that i going to attend my gd friend's wedding.. they will always remind me~~ nov wor~~ nov wor~~ stress~~~ -_-''' Am i going to determine to do it? haha.. We shall see.. :X

Sun.. I met up some friends for lunch at wisma food court, we tried the korean food over there. Hehehe.. :P i think next time i will order soba~~ that looks nice~~ haha.. thanks for helping me.. :P
I had my dinner at IMM~~ hahaha.. Hk cafe.. not bad~~ quite nice~~ jiejie actually wanted to treat me bcos she knows i am damn broke now~~ but i insisted dun want lah~~ haiz~~ guess this week, i going to eat bread le~~

My mind had went crazy..

Erm.. Something did happened to me, i really think i am crazy. Prevent myself from going to the wrong direction again. I ask a favor from my cousin, please remind me not to walk to the wrong direction again. I cannot like my gd friend, if i like him, means our friendship will be gone. So i must deal it carefully this time round, i don't want it to turn into a mess again. Haha.. But guess this kind of weird feelings will fade very fast. Once bitten twice shy, haha.. why things always that coincident~~ when i am typing this msg, he sms me~~ guess i need to siam for some time.. before i become much more normal~~ i need to tell myself~~ i am not looking for shelter.. i am not looking for someone to depend on~~ now, i can look after myself well~~ i dun need a bf for the current moment~~

i finally did something that i had mentioned for a the past one year or two years. i had went to register for school, now waiting for letter whether am i being accepted or i got two exempted modules.

Forbbiden Kingdom + Doomday

Both movies considered average but they had one thing in common, i miss the first 5 mins of the show~~

Why?

1st movie bcos we were enjoying our food at sushi tei and take our own sweet time to take bus to The Cathay.

2nd movie bcos i am wait for da shao ye~~ He was late~~~ so... haiz~~~


But i still prefer forbbiden kingdom~~ I met brothers ytd, cos one of them wants to buy PSP. Haha.. It really tempts me to get one too.. But is really going to make my wallet a big big hole. Therefore, i think i should not get one. In the end, i helped my auntie to ask for DS. But she did not get back to me asap, therefore i didn't help her to get it. Erm.. So this week should be going down to AMK to help her get it ba~~ So called this week, i am not considered free. Most of the days were already taken by people~~

Tml, i finally going to register for my studies~~ Opps.. If i cannot get it.. Damn ma lu~~ cos i told so many pple that i planning to go for further studies~~ Hahah.. u dun laugh at me, ok?

As for wed, i got a farewell dinner to attend.. Maybe follow up with ktv.. then a gathering with friends .. omg~~ is it possible to done within one nite? this question is consider as a question mark.. lol.. :P haha..

one of my gd brother.. he doubts that i can go futher studies.. cos he thinks i too playful and i can't stay at home de.. erm.. is that true~~ no lah~~ there are times that i stayed at home and be a 'fillal daughter'.

As for thursday.. i promise to go out with friends.. haha.. i doubt tat i can wake up that early for the day.. lol..:P wat i told them was.. not confirmed.. why? ton of work in front of me~~ and yet, i never worked OT ever since i changed company.. which means i did not work as ridculous as last time. Imagine last time i can worked until 4am de leh~~ dun siao siao~~ everyone around me.. know i confirm very late.. plus.. i always worked late.. plus etc... BUT i met a quite a number of kind souls over there.. last thursday, when i went back there.. can u imagine that i stuck for downstair for about 1 hour to chit-chat with my ex-colleagues~~ hehe.. if u asked me whether i miss there.. i can tell u.. yes.. i do miss there.. but bcos of friends and pple i met there except niao niao..

as for friday.. is time to act guai and stayed in office to complete some work~~ maybe will meet up with my ex-colleagues for dinner.. provided i got my pay~~ a bit broke now~~

omg~~ my wisdom tooth starts to give me signal~~

haha..Ever since two weeks ago, i had been eating quite gd food plus quite enjoyable life~~~


On the 10th, i went to a jap resturant located at Grand Plaza Hotel. The ramen there is bagus~ But pretty ex, without any sashimi, the bill come up to $230 plus for 6 persons. By right, is a treat from my cousin but ended up they spilt the bill excluding me~~ hehee.. not bad hor~~ but hor~~ it means my upcoming meal will be much more ex.. haha.. ok lah~~ my cousins they all seldom bully me de.. cos so called i as earning power not as strong as anyone there.. :P

11th, i went to have spagetties at IMM.. As usual, i had my black pepper chicken with lingeries~~ erm~~ not tat nice~~ furthermore, i didn't manage to finish it up~~
A friend asked me hw old am i? Pretty Surprise~~ He guessed my age~~ haha.. but in the end, i never tell him..

12th, i went holland v to have XO yu pian mee fen~~ haha.. nice nice.. i like the fried chicken wing~~ so called i am trying to bully that guy friend~~ u can only have one wor~~ then the rest split among us~~ wahaha.. ended up, i am being force to eat the second piece.. cos i quite full~~ pretty surprising.. trying to control not to eat so much especially at nite~~

hehee.. the most touching part~~ was i dunno how to go holland village.. i looked for one brother who stays near there.. His gf being very kind, asked me to take cab go there.. cos both of them dunno hw to walk from buona vista to holland v.. He referred me to another brother~~ ________________________________________ (to decode by yourself)~~ haha.. then i sms him~~ no reply~~ i started to scold him in my mind~~ bluff me de~~ haiz~~~but he called me and guide me almost half of my journey~~ hehee.. so touch.. xie xie~~ wo ai si ni le~~ haha... opps.. later will he faint when he saw this post? erm~~ i doubt that he will read my blog.. haha.. so should be ok lah~~ luckily i never walked there.. cos they were at the hawker centre waiting for me~~ heng~~

12th, 13th,14th:

i met up with my dearest brothers~~ haha.. so called two of them contiunous see me for three days.. another one for two days~~ guess they going to puke liao~~ keep seeing me~~ haha.. .

we went to have thai express, follow by starbucks~~ starbucks paid by brother~~ hehe.. :P

the next day, we went to eat chong qing huo guo at bugis~~ yummy~~~ :P but didn't really eat much~~ cos i was pretty unhappy tat day~~ i also couldn't remember why.. haha..one of them left first.. Brother A accompany me to walk to PS to take 36.. Haha.. had a chatted... hw come i bcome so close to him or so called when i bcome so close to him~~ last time we dun even talk at all.. but now~~ omg~~ i gt tons of rubbish..

tuesday.. we went to ichiban sushi for dinner~~ omg~~ sure got sashimi~~~ if i didn't remember wrongly, i never take photos there~~ haiz~~ wasted~~ damn~~ kana bully all the way~~~

Wednesday~~ home sweet home~~ really very shag~~~~

Thursday~~ i went to korean restaurant to eat~~ yummy~~~

Friday.. i tried popeye biscuit~~ hehee...

Saturday.. bring my mum, aunt and uncle out~~ accompany them walk walk~~~

Sunday.. Friend's birthday~~~ KTV celebration~~`

Monday.. HardRock Cafe at Orchard

Tuesday.. Sushi Tei~~~

omg~~~
wallet big hole~~ haiz~~

Workaholic is coming back le~~

Wahaha.. Got my work schedule for the next 3 weeks.. Is time to start a brand new scratch project.. Nervous? Hahaha.. Seriously, i didn't really start a brand new project before. Now really start from scratch, furthermore, my boss given me a brand new challenge by giving me the hardest part to do.. -_-'' haha.. i wondering can i survive through this challenge or not. Guess my complaining is coming soon.. No complaint means life is coming to a dead end le.. Not right meh? If you dun get something out of your chest, you will keep on bother about it. Isn't that going to make you feel much more worst? Plus, i never learnt this in school nor at my previous jobs.. Wahaha.. Google going to be my best partner le... :P

I saw my photos when i am in my ex-company and current. I realise that i looks much more better compare to previous my old haggard look.. Haha.. Although korkor still thinks i looks terrible which means i need a brand new look~~ Haha.. I am still trying to work on that goal.. Hahaa.. Been saying for the past 6 years le.. Can i really do something it? I think i can, and i think is time.. :) I guess i really get him out of my head le.. lol.. :P Even my cousin thinks that i looks more cheerful now compare as previous.. Maybe some stuffs had already fade away, then human naturally will feel much more better.. Wahaha.. Is it time to look for something brand new? Haha.. I told someone.. Ugly ducking will not find her happiness de.. Guess now i am still fortune ba~~ I still got friends around me that are not attached, so sometimes they will still have some time to entertain me.. Wahaha.. :P Guess in the future, i must learn to be more independent le..

Wahaha.. Food photos coming up soon.. :P

Threaten

After being threaten by Justin Fong for 21mins on phone..

This is being publish to make him happy.. but i was being force to do this..

JUSTIN FONG IS SUCH A DAMN NICE GUY.


hahaa.. it had been a long time that i ever go against korkor.. haha.. seems like this kind of feeling is good.. everyday i will receive phone calls from him.. hehee.. :P knows that he is doing well and happy... at least i know he is ok.. haven study until collaspe.. guess this tricks does works on him... lol.. :P so he can call me everyday.. asking me stop all those post.. it shows that he is back to normal.. haven being defeat down by the devils of exams.. :P wahahahahahahaa.. .

korkor.. remember my haagen daz ice-cream wor~~ jia you wor~~
dun always use K as an excuse to run away from reality.... now u know the truth le .. all depends on yourself le..

I had changed already?

Erm.. i met korkor on last monday, did a stupid thing, accompany him to take bus from Parkway to Boon Lay. And from Boon Lay take 105 to Orchard and take 111 to City Hall just to take cab back home. Bcos i had miss last bus back hm.. ARGH~~ Tat day i really spend a lot of cab.. ARGH~~~ haiz~~ On the way, i msg brother.. Haha... Never knew that brother that take cares of me... Hahaa.. Really touch sia.. lol.. :X Haha... I will not disclose what i had told him for the past few days.. If you are reading this post.. I would like to said thank you.. Haha.. From someone who i not close at all to become my brother... I guess, u will still prefer that don't know me at all. I am such a troublesome person.. Lol.. :P Did a lot of silly stuffs in front of you too.. Hahaa.. Luckily, you never betray me... lol.. :P or u had betray me le yet i dunno... :X

From Parkway to Boon Lay, seriously if you are asking me whether i am happy during the journey. Since it had been a long time that you have met korkor. Haha.. I can tell you i am very pissed off during the journey. You asked me to come out is talk about your future not my past. The past that i had with him is already over. I really enjoyed the moments now that we all had separated. I am not going to stop at that point of the moment for three years. Seriously, these three years, had you really be with me, no.. Every time i meet you, you had changed my impression. I can tell you now.. Ya, i admit i never cherish him.. So? What can i do to change the facts? There is no way to change the facts le.. I had lose him, this is the fact. I believe both of us had lose this friendship away too. Both of you had given me a beautiful past memory. Let's stop digging out the past whether who treats who good.. who never cherish who.. Is already in the past. K is leading very gd now. I think i am also leading very gd now.. why still wants to pursue whether last time i never cherish k or not? i guess k and i dun wish to mention the past now. If can, we still can be friends but not that close anymore. I think i am big enuff to settle problems between me and k.

我又不开心了。。。

haiz~~ 我亲爱的大哥哥。。 我没有想到你的一通电话把我的心情又搞乱了。。

haha.. in my past posts.. i did mention wat korkor did for me in the past.. will never occurs again.. but he did tat for me once.. tat time whenever i am sad.. he will be there for me.. haha.. holding the stupid phone and singing "习惯" while i am studying my chemistry mcq.. always pull me to burger king to study together with him before O level and coach me when i dunno... korkor.. u always encourage me.. u know a lot of stuffs abt me when i am young.. u always wants me to bring my bf to see you and let u approve first.. the very ba tao de da korkor.. everytime talking to u.. u will reminds me of him.. and gradually my tears will flow down.. my tears flow down is bcos of him or you.. i really couldn't recognize it anymore..

你们都是曾经很疼我的人，每当我需要你们的时候你们都会在我身边陪伴我。 可是每当你们需要我的时候我只会再那里唠唠叨叨的。。你们也让我伤心过。。 你们总是大男人主义。。 我开始慢慢的忘记你们，你们又让我想起你们。。 我真的很累。。 我以为我再也不再乎友情了，有就有没有就算了。 我被友情与爱情伤的好痛。。 我好不容易的逃出来，为何我又回去了。。 我讨厌你们。。 是不是你们的不幸认识了我。。 为何你们都走同样的一条路。。 难道你们还要我一直为你们流泪吗。。当一个选择的时候，他不肯让我说。。 他就决定了，我一直很后悔。。 我一只都觉得是我的错。。 如果当初大家都不认识彼此的话。。 会不会更好。。

korkor.. i wish time round i will be with you till u stand up again.. wo xiang xin wo bu hui zai dao le.. i dun want to lose u again.. i lose one gd brother enuff le.. he will never come back to me anymore..

haha.. i wondering lao da.. will notice tat my expression change on friday dinner.. or will i still be the one laughing there..

guess after this coming wk, i would like to take a break le..

my cousins asked me out for dinner tml.. at first, i didn't want to reply.. but my pattern will confirm go de.. after the call just now.. tml i going down hospital to find him.. erm~~ she said "try to come wor, i seldom will treat de." really very touched.. when i broke up with L.. i cried in arms before.. when i end my friendship with "K", i cried in her arms again~~ min arh min~~ when i lose korkor, i cried while holding the phone when i talking to "K"... hai~~

now leh~~ i cried when i blog lor.. nobody for me to su ku le.. :(

From East Coast to Changi Village

haha.. Am i crazy to join them to cycle from East Coast to Changi Village.. Guess nowadays i am more and more siao liao.. wahahaa.. :P

It had been a long time that i ever cycle.. Lao da keep saying "You stay so near, why you never come and use the facilities over here." Wahaahaha... :P My cousin also agreed with him.. haiz~~ stay so near also no use de mah.. i not tat independent leh.. hw arh.. jialat.. i must learn to be more independent? i guess i am over-protected at hm? but yet i always wants to act to be the strongest to look after my parents.. Guess that is considered as "act smart".

Before we went for the cycling trip, i already told my cousin, most likely it will going to be only four of us.. haha.. guess i can be fortune teller le.. lol.. :P ytd i almost met an accident.. but luckily i didn't really cycle that fast.. otherwise the van might knock down me le.. of cos during the cycling trip, i am the one that always kana suan de lah.. :P hahaaa.. "Stay so near, yet still late..." haha.. guess wo shi ming fu qi shi de late queen...

We practically cycle from east coast to changi village, once we reached tanah merah ferry terminal.. We turned back bcos it was raining heavily over at changi side. Therefore we didn't really take a break, i really cycle until my leg very pain sia~~ Hahaha.. Treat this as an experience ba~~ I am going for the cycleton at Paya Lebar in May.. Siao Cha bor le right? Never see me so hardworking before.. Haha.. Health getting more and more worst le, therefore need to cut down in-take.... (Da jie da.. u dun stunned or shock when u see this sentence..)

Practically i got 3 reasons why i need to do more exercise now..
1) i had bet with my friend before we went to aus.. i said that before he come back singapore.. i will be another person.. wahahaa.. :P he will be back next year jan.. hehe.. :P
2) Health getting weaker.. haiz~~ scare later bcome heart attack.. hw hw...
3) Go hk shopping.. :P
4) My gd pal going to get marry in nov.. Want to get myself a presentable dress to attend her wedding in Nov.. :P plus...
5) Need to save up for my studies and pay back loan ba~~

Wahaha.. got more and more excuses that i should shed down my weight.. :P haha.. will my dear be happy? haha.. we broke off le.. but still gd friends.. :)

After my cycling trip, i had my dinner at C Nai Hk Cafe.. Hahaha.. I went to the one at east coast. I only went to the katong branch with kel and sy on last sat for supper.. I ordered instant noodle again... Hahaha.. But this time round it turns to be much more better than the one i had at katong. This time round i had to finish it up.. (haahaa.. no other meanings arh.. cos tat time is kel helped me eat half de mah...) But lao da they all thinks the food over there, only so-so.. Omg.. Did i recommend the wrong stuffs again.. Or my taste bud getting more and more yucks le.. :( haha.. had a chat abt my hk trip... :) haha.. but one thing i am stunned.. lao da asked me a question.. "You liked winnie the pooh a lot hor?" Erm.. Why am i surprised by this question.. Pple who knows me so long.. should knows i very xiao hai zi de.. plus i like winnie the pooh.. otherwise i won't have so many winnie the pooh plush toys at hm.. haha.. But i only know this person or so called i met this person twice.. and he knows i like winnie the pooh.. haha.. My phone and ez-link card betray me.. but he only saw my ez-link card once.. so.. erm~~ i can conclude that this person is very detail person plus very caring and considerate person..omg~~ i only met pple twice.. yet i am giving him such a high scores.. haha~~

Erm~~ i had my stupid idea with me again~~ So called, i did a stupid thing last time.. I actually got asked him whether he wants to join us to hk or not.. haha.. but he ignore the questions.. i think he thinks that i siao liao.. lol.. :P i asked my friends also mah.. But none of my friends wants to go.. I asked brothers, one of them going in aug while the other one will thinks very weird, why should he go with my family members.. i scare later more and more complex... then it going to be very hard to explain~~ alamak~~ i dun have gfs meh? or bcos all my gfs attached le? or i much more closer with my brothers they all? haiz~~ Then i told my cousin.. i think lao da will be a gd choice.. Cos three out of five knows him.. easilier lah~~ then it will take care of us also mah.. plus he went there last year.. haha... wasn't that a brillant idea.. we shall see wat it going to turn out to be.. i doubt that he will wants to join us.. cos he might feel the awkward over there.. But i really thinks he can click with us.. Cos he and my cousins got common interest.. like photography.. wahaha.. then they can click together ba? hahaa.. stop stop.. i shall let my cousins they all decide..

ytd morning, i received a stupid msg from brother.. haaha.. quite sometime never see him le... hehe... did miss them a bit lah~~ cos they always been there listen to me.. :) hehe.. he always hear me complain abt my previous job.. hahaa.. but i also happy for him.. i thinks he patch with his ex-gf le.. :) haha.. both my brothers are attached liao.. less time for me le.. haiz~~ now i had to find my own entertainment program le.. :( but suan ta meng you liang xin.. sometimes will still sms me.. :P asks me when i free.. :P

10th July 04 as draft

在幾年前﹐有一位女生在網絡上認識了那一位男生。兩人能在茫茫人海中認識可說是一種緣份。從網絡的交談朋友到至今的好朋友﹐並非是一朝一夕就可以發生的。 兩人之間也一起陪伴着彼此度過許多難可能關。可能是男生對女生那種大哥哥的關懷讓女生永遠都會記上載心。因為女生從來都沒有遇過那麼好一位好的男生﹐無論是在學業‘金錢或精神上﹐男生總是默默地幫助女生。在女生最難過與傷心是﹐他總會聽者她的訴苦與安慰她。她對他真的有那麼心動了﹐可是他們只有純正的友情﹐只要動了真情﹐兩人的有遊友誼就會畫上句號。。。。 那一天女生在一時衝動發了一哲簡訊給男生。。 男生打了電話給她，你是不是大姨媽來阿.. 女生一聲不吭就把電話給掛上了.. 從那天起,兩人的友誼就畫上了一個句號... 時間慢慢的過去了,女生這一時才發現她不能失去他.. 因為他早已成為她心目中的一位非常要好的好朋友.. 一個可以給她依賴與鼓勵的好同堂... 很可惜,她再一時衝動之下毀了所有的一切... 當她開始後悔時,可能已經太過遲了,想再回頭都很難了.....

Hahaha.. i wrote this on 10th of July 04.. When i read it, my tears fall when i am in office..

guess is a personal experience or from storybook..

Food..

Home-made yu sheng.. yummy~~~~




A newly opened Japanese Restaurant at City Hall.. Queue very long.. Food ok lah~~



opps.. The photos didn't turn out to be good.. Erm~~ i tried the softshell crab handroll and unagi steam rice not too bad~~



Tofu CheeseCake.. not too bad~~ cheaper than sun with moon.. but sun with moon is nicer..



Farewell lunch..



Wahaha.. Guess where is this place.. carousel at Royal Plaza Hotel.. Hehehee.. thanks to my colleagues~~ i will miss you all a lot~~ i had learnt a lot of stuffs from you all.. :)

Japanese Food


Dessert Corner


Mixture



Tum Yum Soup...... Yummy~~~ :P


Western Food


Dessert... bagus~~


Chocolate Fondue




hehee.. very nice.. but too full~~ the grapes very sweet..



Sushi Tei

SoftShell Crab dunno wat roll..



Octopus

Erm~~ this is the first time that i tried it.. not too bad~~ i quite like it~~


Fried Octopus



Iknura steam egg.. not too bad~~ but very ex leh..



Erm~~~ dunno wat fish with teriyaki sauce... nice nice... :P



Ended the meal with Phoenix roll...



Marche~~ At Vivo City

Salmon Rosti~~ hehe.. i love it~~


Mushroom & Ham Crepe.. Yummy~~


End the meal with a bottle of rootbeer.. :)

Dian Xiao Er at AMK Hub

Dunno wat meat.. wu hua rou.. if i didn't remember wrongly..Erm~~ not too bad~~ very soft.. but is fatty meat...





Mayo Prawns



Shi qu ka qa.. Yummy.. i love it.. :P bagus~~



End the meal with this dessert..



heng ku...

Chi de ku zhong ku.. fang wei ren shang ren.. :P

Manhatten Fish Market

I like the flaming prawns~~



Thai Express

Softshell Crab Tan Hoon.. Wahhaa.. this is one of my favourite at Thai Express



Green Curry Chicken



End the Meal with Tea with Gloria Jeans Coffee

New York Cheese Cake



Mocha Latte


Mingles at Novena Square

Erm~~ i dun really like the soup.. damn~~ i put a lot of pepper leh.. :(



Cheese HotDogs with Rosti



Vines at Novena Square

Broccoli Soup


Pan-fried Salmon


Dessert..


hehe... vines food is not bad~~ i quite like it~~ hehe.. is a farewell lunch from my another group of colleagues~~ heheee.. wo ai si ni meng le.. :P

hehe.. next time then show zhen fa huo hai xian photos.. :P

Such a Failure

Hahaha.. So called this week, i am on course for four days. But i prefer to do some work. lol.. :P

Today my friend was telling me, "Erm... Do you know how much does this course cost?" I was like 1k plus lor.. "No, it cost more than 3k.." WHAT!! No wonder my previous company dun want to send me to this course even though i requested or she knows that i will leave them? Feel pretty lucky that my boss still willing to send me to such a course, should i cherish the chance on just focus on my work instead on my own personal life.

Guess now i need to stop going out until my pay day come, otherwise i can declare bankrupt soon le.. Erm~~ how to go to my hongkong trip. Hopefully i can move everything to production before i take my leave, otherwise will be very paiseh leh.. Need my colleagues to cover me for that period of time.

Seriously as compare with the rest of my colleagues, i am like someone who justa graduate from school and don't know anything. Feel such a failure, guess i need to work double hard to make things work. But, i got something in mind.. Should i go study? If i go study, i had to control my expenses plus my personal life le. No more of going out often. No more of going to cafes.. I need to do a lot of sacrifice.. will i be handle my job well... furthermore i got limited leave in my current company.. i wondering can i cope with my studies and work well... well guess i will only think whether i am going to register my course or not till mid of April. see wat is the progress for my work first... Hahaa..i still remember that time i went for interview, the interviewer asked me whether i planned to further my studies or not.. my replied was yes, in june.. hahaa.. :P

Eat, Sleep & Work

Erm.. i had start worked for 3 weeks already. If you asked me whether i had accept the challenges that are laid down for me in the future? My reply will be no. Seriously, i had been taking the first 3 weeks as my honeymoon period. I had to slowly adapt the environment over there. To people who knows me, you knows i am very talkactive and if u are good or close to me, i will just said watever i had in mind. I dun think much. If i am not happy, i will just show it or so called express it. Now i had a bad habit, is to stun there and mind totally blank out. Time to sped up to catch up my bullet train working style, no more playing a fool.

As for life or so called personal life, not much complaint. This week, i had met up with quite a number of people that i didn't manage to catch up with sometimes. I met up with my ex-colleagues, ah jie and my buddies plus my friend's brother. He is working in the same company as me. Pretty surprise...

I had been going back to previous company for sometimes after work to work for free. Guess that is not going to a very gd impression for either side of my company now. After finished tml task, i will cut down the time of going back. At most maybe meet up with my ex-colleagues for dinner ba~~ Previous wed and friday, i had stayed there till midnite. Friday's nite, i went out supper with my colleague and her husband for porridge near whampoa here. Prety not bad, we ordered 5 dishes. But her husband don't want to take money from me. I very paiseh, insists of returning the money to her. After that, i went to catch The leap years at The Cathay. Erm.. Guess that will be consider as a movie that can represent singapore. Is quite a touching movie, imagine that was sobbing for almost half of the movie. Why? Guess mainly because a lot of thoughts are floating in my mind. While the person who went to watch with me was laughing all the way. Guess she dun understand wat is the meaning of love. So i just purely ignore her. That's was pretty rude of me, right?

Min arh min.. Dun practically think that you had been thru a lot, then u can "zhi yi wei shi le." In truth, most of the time, you are just floating on top of the surface. You should be grateful that in life, you had a lot of guardian angel that once were with you or still with you. When you are down, there were some friends that you can turned to. Is just depending on whether you wants to open up yourself or not. There is still someone who willing to care for you. "Jiefu" was wat u used to call him. Althought he can't be with you most of times, he will still once in while asked how are you, still ok? anything goes wrong. jil.. thanks for being at my side for these few years. I told him i feel happy, no longer had that kind of down moments in life. I feel like i am in love le. What his reply to me was, "Are you serious? Think carefully, ok?" My reply to him was : "Why? scare i got hurt again?"

let me talk more abt my ubin trip on Good friday ba. I went pulau ubin with my cousins. It had changed a lot since in the past, min, is time to move on. When i reached there, the ferry terminal had changed. The only thing that remains unchange is the bumboat. Supposing gathering time was 12.30, late queen, as usual late but the organizer worst. His excuse was "Cannot find parking lots," diaoz~~ When we reached there, he was just behind us.

Organizer : "Let's go, they are waiting for us at the shop near the temple."
Us : "Ok, let's head down to there."
Organizer : "Erm.. Where is the temple arh?"
Us : "Just in front"

When we reached there and met up with the rest of pple. He was busy explaining why he was late and etc....

Organizer : "We wants to walk to chek jawa or take a van or cycle? Dun cycle lah, that time my friends come here and cycle, injure until very jialat andt etc... "

I am mumbling to my cousin,let's go to the information centre to get more info before we go to chek jawa. On the way walking there, i was telling her. "Omg, i wondering is this the first time that he come to pulau ubin or first time to chek jawa. More like first time to pulau ubin, he dun even knows where is the temple. Waste my money sia.."

Luckily, there were some pple agrees to cycle. So we managed to join the group of pple to cycle. Don't need to follow him.. :P There were a group of 10 of us wants to cycle but most of the bicycle shop had no bicycle for us. Luckily, we found one shop, just that need to pump air. My bike a bit weird weird, then a guy(lao da, for cycle grp) helped me tried out my bike. Hehe.. "No problem, just had to change the gear." We proceed on to cycle after that. You knows lah,over there a lot of slopes, furthermore min long time never do such an intensive exercise le. Alayws stay in office or at home slack, therefore going up the slopes, is consider as a very jialat thing to me. Then i was complaining to my cousin.. "Aiyah, jilat liao.. old le.. cannot go up le.." Lao da was ver encouraging sia.. "Jia you.." Erm.. you know lah.. i very shy de.. so i kept quiet all the way.. Even we had a gathering outside chek jawa, i was also very quiet, keep stick with my cousins. Didn't really talk much. Inside chek jawa, of cos, i keep very quiet, i didn't stay with them very long, let's them have time to communicate with one and another.. lol.. :P i stook outside the sun for quite a while, then brother called me for direction.. Told him, i was at pulau ubin, his reply "hahaa.. You must be kidding.." I cannot go there meh, maybe i am not such an active person ba.. lol.. :P I saw jellyfish.. First time outside underwater world wor.. Standing there very long looking the jellyfish and chatting with brother. Then all of them came, i actually dun want to take the grp photos.. but no choice, kana caught by the organizer.. After that, we walked to the coastal area, my elder cousin sprain her ankle. But she insisted she was ok, we just proceed on. We stopped at this big stone for quite a while for photo taking session where we were seperated from the big grp. 5 of us were together, 3 of us are cousins, 1 is lao da and another 1 is a girl who we knows her during the trip. hehe.. u knw my pattern, i dun want to be lightbulb.. i just keep walking walking.. they stopped, i stopped.. hehee.. we even screamed out when the flight took off... but lao dao said we never "fang dan qu hao" Erm.. guess bcos we very scared kana laugh by other pple ba.. :X Hehehe.. They took a lot of photos, in the meanwhile, i am complaining hw hungry am i. Due to i just had a packet of noodles at 11am.. then till 5pm.. still got nothing to eat.. Had to share my bread with my elder cousin.. so hungry.. :( had a chatted with lao da while we walking on the way. Then the 3 ladies just throw me in front talking with him.. Erm.. ok lah.. quite a nice guy.. We climbed up the tower, but i stopped halfway to catch my breath plus i a bit very scare cos the thing is shaking quite badly. Futhermore a lot of pple coming down... I paused for quite a while before i move up.. Finally finished up the whole trip in chek jawa, we was on the way going back to mainland. Those pple are taking van were waiting for this lady who is with us. Organizer : "A, why you so slow? We all waiting for you. The four of them going to cycle back.. " Haha.. A very paiseh.. :X On the way cycle back, very jialat, a lot of slope, i almost faint, almost wants to give up halfway, dun plan to continue anymore. But very paiseh, dun want so many pple to wait for me, move on lor.. struggle a bit.. saw the community centre, now become NEA duno wat..I was so thirsty that i struggling to cycle till i return the bike and buy mineral water.. ARGH~~ after i return the bike, we stopped there for while, then this organizer came forward.. He stopped me, said we going back mainland. Go there then buy.. No choice lor.. take water from my second elder cousin.. LL... Quite a big group of us, therefore we had to spilt for serveral boats. We finally reached mainland le, going hawker centre to look for seats.. ARGH~~ no seats.. I spotted a table, while my cousin spotted another table.. No choice, i had to sit seperate tables with them, otherwise i will have to throw A alone with all the guys. Kana suan by lao da during the dinner.. Wahaha.. :P Super dehydrate after coming back from pulau ubin.. Bought a lime juice during dinner and i went to buy another bottle of mineral water. Didn't really finish up my dinner, guess i drink more water than i take in carbonhydrates.. Seems like it is a good place for pple who wants to slim down. Took a bus to tampines, 6 pple took the ride. lao da, A and B plus 3 muskerteers.. A went for dinner at tampines foodcourt cos she was a vegeterian. While B joined us walking ard.. 5 of us went walking ard the pasam malam which i walked last week.. tm.. finally we go to century square foodcourt for drinks.. Lao da treats us drinks.. :P had a long chat till the uncle chase us out of the food court. Guess this is the first time that all of us had an experienced of being chased out from the food court.. I took train with them cos my second elder cousin said she wants to sing ktv.. Ok lor.. i didn't manage to get a seat to sit with them again~ i sit beside lao da.. and chat~~ haha.. had a really long chat.. till ard kembangan~~ my cousins asked me go over.. and decide whether hw lah~~ then a guy walked in the train, wanted to sit at my seat.. Lao da seems like telling that guy, this seat is being taken. I very paiseh.. faster cut down the talktime and walk back to my seat and contiune my conversation with him. I alight at city hall with my second elder cousin.. while my elder cousin, B and lao da contiune the journey.. home sweet home.. i heard my elder cousin said he stood up all the way back home and had a chat with them.. haha.... :P

Sat, i went to express pedicure... first time experience.. really like a tai tai life leh.. opps.. no wonder my bank going to extreme low now... jialat~~ hope i can tahan till pay comes.. cos this month i had been working for free.. no pay.. :(

sunday, suppose to meet da jie da they all for dinner. Cos it had been a long time that we ever met up with a friend. But i become pilot le, kana suan throughout the whole nite on msn.. Erm~~ is my fault.. so LL lor..

today i going back to my ex-company to help out again~~ hope this is the last time that i will be doing this for free.. otherwise either side of my company will be very piss off with me le..

mix feeling~~

i just dun want to think abt anything else... maybe i just need a break to walk on further.. hopefully everything will be fine~~ and let me move out of here.. seriously, now i feel like going oversea to work. Even is a short period of project, guess i will still take up and leave for a while..

Brand New Start

This week, i had start my job at NCS. I can foresee that it is going to be very challenging as compare to my previous. Within the first three days of the job, i had attended two meetings, one and half hour and three hours respectively. Guess there is a lot of training ahead of my job here. My colleagues mainly are much more older than me, plus they are very experienced in IT line. While as for me, i feel that i am so little in front of them, just like a fresh graduate who just graduate and come out to society to work. Guess there will be a very steep learning curve in front of me.

First day of work, i reached my desk around 11 plus am. It is almost lunch hour. I met my project manager and my colleagues in the team. While two of them are my ex-colleagues which form part of my project. The rest are mainly doing different stuffs from me.. They are very nice pple, been asking me to join them for lunch everyday. so called, i dun have no kakis for lunch lah. I think i cannot compare my previous job and this job that often now. Otherwise, i might regret coming to here. Cos no friends here, a bit very lonely.. Mainly chat with my ex-colleagues thru mails or msn. No longer face to face chat. But one thing that currently i like it a lot, is that i can leave at 6.15 or sometimes on the dot. I wondering will this working style changed? Erm~~ seriously i am puzzled by one thing, why they want to employ me? I am not technically strong nor hardworking type.

Got to buck up a lot, i hope i can tahan till the end. Don't give up halfway, nobody going to support me le wor~~ min, is time to grow up.. look like a junior consultant not as a small kid anymore.. I got a lot more hardwork to put in and handle ..

On Monday and Wednesday, i went back to my previous company to help out. I did something stupid ytd, was to tell my project manager that i going back to my ex-company to help out or so called doing handover session. Opps.. I think i going to kana spot check soon.. aiya~~big mouth lah~~ eat lunch only, why should i talk so much abt ir... hhahaa.. guess i really dun use to this environment ba~~ give me sometime to accept the new changes. Just like sometime i am not used to picking up my best friend calls, ever since he stopped calling me. at first, i really feel dun get use to it but slowly, i am getting used to it. Erm.. If he is reading this, i hoped that he will understand, don't worry, i won't msn you.. haha.. or so called u can block me ba~~ otherwise u will be very jialat, always need to hide as offline mode. Cos i can use msn at work le.. not as if i am at my ex-company, where i am not allow to use msn.

Complicated Feelings

As to compare the two companies, i dunno which i will i choose. But maybe my leaving will make my boss and i happier? Since we suffer from a broken colleague relationship in the first place, now we were just acting as normal. But on monday, i was very pissed off. She put words into my mouth again. Argh~~ As usual, this is her style. If you asked me whether i will do a good work of handover, i really dunno. Hahaa.. The problem is she is the one offend me, what for makes our pple life difficult.. Seriously i would like to stay in my current company if i no longer in her team, but that came too late. It came before i go out look for job and i had already sign the contract. Therefore i think i will still move on to a new job.. I will miss my times over here.. No more lunch time shopping spree~~~ hahaa..

My Primary School Gathering~~

Friday was just a normal day of working day. But of cos there were things that i pissed with. Hahaa.. When pple didn't teach u anything, yet they wants u to teach them back. Is that fair? Will i do that? My colleague was telling me why not i give them the skeleton how to build and let them do it themselves. Maybe that is a good idea, cos i can clear one or two days of leave. I will do that tml. :P Since tml morning, i still got two more session of briefing.. lol.. half a day each.. haha.. if tml morning, i kept my bag.. Will pple knows that i had come to work already? lol.. :P

After work, i went to mphosis sale with my colleagues.. Hahaha... Can't imagine that we stayed there for 3 hours.. Bcos of this shopping spree, i did not had my dinner, ended up i had supper at youth park kopitiam~~ lol.. :P Erm.. The food there was quite not bad, since this is my first time going there to makan. Of cos during my dinner.. my primary school's friends been calling me.. hehehe.. :P my colleague accompany me all the way to clarke quay then she headed to take train back hm, while i go to attend my primary's school gathering. Erm~~~ surprising not very shy, i hopefully i still can performs quite well in socialize? bcos i not gd at words lah`~ trying to much more friendly person nowadays~~ lol.. :P Guess we had a total of 11 of us excluding one of my friend's husband. hehee.. not much changes for me except not wearing glasses but put on weight le.. :P i did enjoy that nite.. thanks pals~~ for the gathering~~ They planning to have another one in march, but as for that, i had to consider first. I am going to start my new job in march,i might not be able to go ba~~

Happy V day

heheee... as for counting down to new work location only left ard 14 days.. currently my office is doing renovation.. sigh~~ my last day is when my fellow colleagues moving to newly renovate office.. sigh~~ envy sia~~ the design is quite nice.. much more brighter than wat i had currently.. see whether i got chance to take a before and after of my office or not..

erm.. seriously till now, i still had a mixed feelings about whether to stay here or to moved on to a new place . Maybe i am considered to a person who is very stubborn or so called i dun like changes in life when i had a stable life le. For example, when i go to particular restaurant, i will order the same food previously if i like it, otherwise i will try something nice. I try KOI bubble milk tea and wulong milk tea. Then i will stick to wulong milk tea each time when i go and buy. Although the price is double of normal milk tea, is really nice and much more thicker than other bubbles tea. But as for work wise, i can't change anything. Bcos i had already signed the contract, there is no way to turn back. Maybe wait until 1 year later, i wondering whether will i be suffering there or much more enjoy myself over there. Sometimes if u never tried it before, you will know is going to be bitter or sweet.

Last Monday, i met up with my two brothers. Of cos, we talked rubbish and had dinner at cafe cartel. This meal was on brother cos he got his driving license. Guess the next meal is going to be on me bcos of the change of environment. Of cos, thanks to them that they had been there for me and hearing my complaint of work. We catch The Moist written based on stephen king's story book. Erm~~ What if one day, it happened to me, what will i do? Let me think abt~~~~~~~

Tuesday went back to taka to buy last minute chinese new year goodies.. Bought kueh lapis and egg roll from lavander. I just like the egg roll, it is with sesame. As for the kueh lapis, it taste much more better than the one which i bought back from Batam, although is much more expensive.

Wednesday, chinese new year eve~~~ I had my lunch at ichiban boshi before i went back home. Had a short shopping trip with my colleague at parkway parade. After that i went back home to sleep, but i did not attend the reunion dinner. Around 11 plus, we went down to chinatown for a short walk. But mummy not feeling very well, therefore we headed back home.

Thursday and Friday had been a standard procedure for me for the past twenty years. Went to my grandma's house and Auntie's house respectively . As usual, i lose ard $50 to $60 on first day of CNY. But win a few bucks on the next day. I bought chocolate almonds for my cousins. Hehee.. She treated me kushinbo last mth. They always treated me very gd de. So is time to repay them, since now i am working now.. Haha.. On the second day of cny, i went to watch kungfu dunk with them. Hehee.. One of them treats me movie ticket while another one treats me drink.. Alamak.. Towards them.. i wants to express my gratitude to them.. but hw? can someone teaches me?

Sat stayed at home and accompany my parents.. see.. hw gd girl am i sia~~ never really go out..

Sun had a gathering at marina square. Hehee... I went to try Ministry of Food, opps, a japanese resturant again.. A total of 13 of us... Hehee.. I choose to sit inside, of cos follow by my brothers lah~~ haha... this time round i am smart.. i dun seat near couples.. haha.. but got stuck inside cannot go out.. argh~~ of cos everyone starts to bully me again lah~~ ask me treat.. lol.. :P I can sense that brothers they all aiming for me to treat them when i gt my new pay.. Hehehe.. hw abt when i convert to perm? maybe that will be a better one?

Promotion lah~~~ only $2.80.. but i still prefer ichiban~~



hahha.. cannot finished.. brother they all try some.. said not nice~~



SURPRISE~~ i can eat dessert~~~ lol.. but is at over at esplande~~ i keep complaining to my friend that he never jio me go there.. lol.. :X

Plus the shop owner always reject us cos we always come in a big group. But this time round, they did not reject us bcos the whole shop is like only with 1 table of customer.. I sat between my shifu and one of my brother~~~ haha.. so long never meet up with shifu le~~ so must chit-chat a bit~~ see hw is him.. and hw his macau and hk trip~~~ knew that his mum had went back.. now only left him and his sis in singapore.. I did something gulity, i stopped brother to go to work~~ erm~~~ am i very evil? erm~~ but sometimes i see him worked until so jialat.. i also dunno wat to said~~ hopefully he will relax and enjoy life ba~~ dun work so hard~~ later he looks more and more shag~~ i remembered why i stopped him le.. cos he only slept for a few hours.. can he tahan mah~~ not gd for health.. one person everyday must sleep for 8 hours a day~~ but i dun pratice that.. :X

Chocolate Fondue


Cocoa Drink.. Erm~~ not mine.. i just tried.. :P



hehee.. actually want to spilt the bill with my friend but he dun want~~ he wants to treat us eat.. guess mainly bcos he going to take his bonus liao~~ but hor~~ he very jialat~~ just took 1 mth of mc.. now another 60 days of mc... OMG~~~

I reached hm ard 11 plus.. and i online till 3.30am.. Crazy right~~ was chatting with friends abt something.. kns.. first time 3 of us chatted until so late.. then i was telling one of them~~ luckily we not involve in those triangle relationship.. haha.. otherwise.........

Monday, i brought mummy to see doctor since she felt the pain before CNY. Furthermore, daddy was quite busy since CNY, nobody accompany to see doctor. I brought her to potong pasir.. TMD.. Damn far~~~ but the doctor is very good~~ furthermore he see very fast~~~ ok lah~~ nothing much.. old pple le~~ sure got some aliments de.. Doctor asked her dun worry too much.. cos she scare is kidney problem... then every nite also cannot sleep well.. I see le... also heart-pain~~ after doctor diagnose, he said is just nerver inflammation.. take some medicine will be ok le.. dun need to worry so much~~~ tat's makes all of us much more relieve~~ i still scare bcos of the fall that she had at genting 2 years back. Hehee.. Told four my gd friends abt i am bringing my mum to see doctor.. they are so concern abt her sia.. haha.. thanks buddies.. :P

I met brothers and my colleagues to watch Rambo 4.. Wah Kao~~ so Bloody.. Wat kind of movie was that sia~~ Erm.. guess after watching the movie, i felt tat i am much more fortunate than them.. .

I went to eat chawamunshi again~~~

Tuesday, i went to sakae to dinner and catch CJ7 at cineleisure.. .

In advance of my birthday celebration



hahaha.. not nice de lah~~ nt enuff salmon~~ plus i very full sia~~~



erm.. not i finished de arh~~ my colleague helped me clear.. lol.. :P

Wednesday~~

Terrible lunch at cedele..

Bacon Mushroom Omelette Sandwich..
ARGH~~!!~!~! i dunno got capsicums.. but luckily i still can tahan~~ lol.. but i ate until very crumsy.. here dropped a bit, there dropped a bit.... geez~~~

guess i still prefer soup spoon...



Thursday.. Happy V Day..

Erm~~ Didn't expect much for this year~~ of cos i am still single.. nobody wants leh~~ but i got a little surprise at office today~~ This happened after my lunch~~ Around 4.30pm, someone called me to ask me go down to collect my v day flowers.. haha.. is tat going to be a joke.. i still ask the person where are u now.. He reply.. iras taxi stand~~ erm~~~ maybe he called wrong number~~ when i am going down, mind was thinking who is saboing me~~ i dun like this kind of thing... hhaa...delieve to my house mah~~ i still can accept.. not to office.. i dun like show off..

opps.. seems like now i am showing off.. .



hahaa.. thanks my friend.. everyone was like wow~~ of cos i kept the above stuffs at my colleague's place~~ then everyone was like asking her~~ wow.. your bf so sweet arh~~~ etc.. then she had to explain to everyone again and again~~~ haha.. before she left~~ she placed the flowers and bear on top of my keyboard~~ cos i go eat snake~~ haha.. no lah~~ another discussion with another project lead.. he is trying to make me stay~~~ then pple ard me starts to think who send me and etc.. i faster pack bag and ciao liao lah~~ waiting for pple to question me arh ~~ siao~~~

of cos this kind of thing, i will not take bus hm lah~~ everyone looking at me leh~~~ ask daddy to fetch me lah~~ cos i meeting friends also..

i helped my friend to celebrate his inadvanced birthday before he left sg to melbourne... kns.. he will only be back next year.... we actually planned to have dinner at parkway but too crowded le~~ so i tot of going to Changi Airport... OMG~~ never tot is tat crowded also~~ furthermore i met my aunt and uncle there too.. TMD~~ my young cousin never called me when he saw me, just kept staring at me.. maybe bcos we only met once a year? lol.. we had our dinner at wang jiao.. siao~~ go all the way to have dinner at wang jiao..

Desset Time...


Happy Birthday Cum Happy V Day.. Wahahaa.. :P Special Cake right..



erm.... taste not very gd... :(



haha.. we only have a few bites.. then we asked the person to help us to pack it up~~ lol.. guess the manager going to grumble le.. lol..

My last day in IRAS~~

hahahaa.. i had been working in iras since 14th nov 2005, now i am leaving iras on the 29th feb.. Wow.. this day only come once in every 4 years..

Working there for abt 27 months, dun asked me anything abt taxes cos i dun understand at all.. hahaa... Today i started to ask my colleagues who are my close friends in office a question. Will i be post back to iras again? hehee.. seriously, i dun mind to post back to iras to work.. hehee.. :P

first of all, they are all there.. then i can still continue to mix ard with them.. of cos when pple takes their bonus.. i will stand at a side envy them~~ no choice.. dun have a luck to find a perm job.. but i dun mind under probation period ba~~ anyway since i am going study in july le~~ i hope i can manage studies, having fun cum work well ba~~ and of cos i hope i will still keep in contact with my close collegues and friends..

seriously if u asked me whether do i bear to leave iras.. although i always complain about my boss.. hehee.. if iras willing to pay me a little bit more than my current one.. i will choose to stay there but the problem is when i tender.. there is no negiotation. haiz~~ :( i grown up from there de.. learn so many things there.. no matter is about work nor human relationship in office..

in a new environment,i had to pick up everything again.. from then.. i moved to a position called consultant.. haiz~~ which means i might be jumping from project to project.. can u imagine min is going to work as a vendor le? does it means i grown to be much more confident on myself or i grown much more mature or i grown to be more independent? erm~~ i dun even know it myself~~ really feel my confused abt moving to new company.. hopefully i will meet a nice boss tat i dun have a gap with him or her. of cos i will miss my buddis and lunch kakis in iras.. and friends that i met in iras.. :P

A few Good News to ANNOUNCE

I MIGHT BE CHANGING JOB SOON~~ AND TENDERING TMR~~ haha.. after two years, i finally decided to change job leh.. hahaa.. had been really struggling for so long then i decided to change job.. See whether my current company will counter offer me or not.. But after spoken to my director last nite, i realise that she will not counter offer me. Actually before i stepped into her room, i already knows her decision. She will not do anything but let me go.. hahaa.. she will compare the package here and there and said the current one is good.. As being a practical person, u will choose something that is much more better in short-term or in long-term~~ i think i will go for short-term ba~~ Inflation is going damn high~~ So look at money much more practical.. Think so much for wat..

NO MONEY ~~~ CANOT EVEN SURVIVE IN SG~~ SO~~~~ Choose something better lah~~~ Her pay like 5 times higher than me leh~~ if inflation too high, i cannot tahan with my current pay.. She going to support me arh? Talk rubbish~~ so.. dun compare.. do something is better than keep comparing~~~ ACTION IS BETTER THAN TALKING~~

2) My cousin found a new job.. haha.. Congras

3) Brother got his license.. haha.. first attempt pass..

Guess we going for celebration soon.. Hahahaaa.. Cheers..3 muskerteers tender le~~~ hahaa..

YTD was a lucky day for 3 of us.. :P